Christy's Room ((Godric))

"Its not the point." she said looking at him. "I..I have certain expectations to uphold and its not being with a vampire." she sighed looking as if she was about to cry again. "Look, even if I was a part of it, which I'm not, why would I of had anything to do with anything?" she asked looking at him, "Do you want to hear what happened? Because I'll be more than happy to tell you." she said looking at him.

"The fact that you said you can't because of an unbreakable vow, then yeah," Varod muttered. "And if you want to die, then spill it all and break the vow."
He held her hand.
"You have so much influence, can't you change your father's mind? Make him change the law...For me? If not for anything else...Please?"

"That wasn't the vow I made." she said looking at him. "He won't change the law." she said looking at him. "Please, Godric has him wrapped around his finger just as much as I do if not more." she continued to say. Her twin cousin who was almost killed by werewolves leaving one still in the hospital for what had happened. "I was referring to that night with Ne'os." she said looking at him, "I went looking for my sister Abbey...well adopted sister, but anyways I found her in the forest with two people I didn't know and a group of leeches and fleabags." she said not afraid to speak about them that way, she had her entire life. "And I was attacked, threw a spell to make Alexa Finnigan revert to her human self so I get the blame for defending myself and trying to diffuse the situation."

"I heard you were in the organization, and I have my own conclusions made, even though I don't know if they're true," Varod replied slowly. "And please stop calling my fellows leeches," he added. "We're still people, we have feelings, and my feelings say I love you more than anything, even if instinct wants me to kill you."
Putting his hands on her sides, he lifted her up and into his arms hugging her.
"Please just...don't tell your friends in the COL about me."
Setting her back down, he backed away towards the window.
"I know when I'm not wanted, I'll go..."

"Wait..." she said looking at him as he started backing away. "You honestly can't blame me for how I feel when that night made the third time I had been attacked can you?" she asked looking at him, "Most of your friends..." she said shuddering at the thought, "Have lost most of their humanity. You however still retain all of yours because you are still freshly turned. You're a fledgling, one that was created and left to their own. You know in vampire societies they can kill your sire for something like that right?" she asked looking at him.

"Look, the person who turned me could have sucked me dry anytime before that!" Varod said, angry again. "But she didn't until I...I...asked..."
He shut the window and sat in a chair.
"Want me to leave now you know that it was me who had it happen?"

"Why?" she asked looking at him, "If you love me why would you want to become something you know I hate?" she asked looking at him tears welling up in her eyes. "How can you do something like that knowing how I felt about vampires? Why?"

"I didn't know until that day! Until I thought you unrighteously hated them! And I still think that! You were attacked because you were believe to be COL in the first place, don't you understand?!" Varod shouted at her. "Either you love me or hate me, it's that simple!"

"You didn't answer my question." she said controlling her rage, "If you're just going to yell at me then its best that you forget I ever existed, or kill me." she said looking at him. "Besides you can't have love without hate."

"I didn't know you hated vampires and we both know I don't want to forget you or hurt you!" Varod yelled, positively fuming. "Do you want to come back and stay with me again? Seeing as I'm still in enemy territory, like you said, it's more danger for me and you while I'm here."