Sarah Apartment (( MATURE CONTENT))

She looked and him and nodded gently and she snuggled into him. She loved it when he played with her hair. She was happy. She closed her eyes and listened to her heart beat. Her heart beat was getting strong the more minerals and nuterinets the IVs put into her body. She felt better every second, but she was still weak and horribble. She didn't know what to do.

She slow fell asleep in his arms. She was happy. She snuggled in his arms and she felt happy and she was happy. She snuggled closer to Jasper, but she started to shiver lightly. She was just cold .She reached out and pulled the blanket over her. She was opened her eyes and looked at Jasper. She touched his cheek gently. She was not moving from his arms.

The healer came by and looked over Sarah. She smiled gently. She lifted up Sarah's shirt and placed her hand on Sarah's Belly. She nodded and looked at Jasper. "Well Mr. Black. She is getting better. She is still extremly weak and fragile thought. Abby is doing fine. Just make sure to feed her and make sure she has lots of water, when i release her in a few days. Make sure she gains the weight back. She lost 5 pounds"" The healer said softly. She walked off.

Jasper laid there with Sarah snuggled to his body. He continued to play with her hair. Not only was this calming for her but it was also calming him. He really enjoyed playing with it. This allowed his the chance to just relax with her. Knowing that she was real and ok just under his hand. He could tell that she was improving. Ever so slowly, but still improving.

He could tell when she finally was able to fall asleep. When he realized it, he was able to relax as well. At least she could relax. Maybe once she relaxed and got some rest she would be somewhat better. He hoped for this, almost praying for it. He started dozing soon. But woke suddenly when he felt her hand on his cheek. Looking down he met Sarah's. "Are you ok? Then he felt her shiver. Pulling the blanket closer to them. "Here this should warm you up some."

A Healer came to stand by the bed. She looked Sarah over. Jasper looked at the Healer with egar eyes. Hoping things were improving. When he heard the news he was able to let out a huge sigh. He had no idea that he had been holding the breath. "Thank you." He told her as she turned to walk away. Jasper turned back to Sarah. "See I told you. You will be ok. Abby will be ok. So let's rest. Things will get better. I love you." Reaching toward Sarah to kiss her cheek. "I love you."

Sarah felt asleep in Jasper's arms. After a few days like 4 days after running test and gving her medicine she was finally released. She got some jeans and a t-shirt that a friend had brought to her. Her face had some color to it now. She had gained a pound back. Her skin still clung to her body, but she looked alot better. She looked around. She needed help to walk and get around.

She was ready to get out of here. She sighed and got out of bed. Her face was still sunken but not that bad a s it was before. She got some nuterinets back and some minerals. She sighed and got out of bed. She had all the IVs removed and she was getting released today. She looked at him. A Healer came by and smiled at Sarah, then at Jasper. ' Well you are being released today. Well I have a list of things she can't do and can do. Some medicine and some herbs' The healer said handing Jasper a 2 page list and 3 small bottles and a huge pack of Herbs.

She smiled at Sarah. Sarah smiled back. The healer sighed and decided to speak again. The bottles of medicine are calming, pain and something for sickness medicine. The healer took a breath and started to speak again. The pack of herbs is for nutrients and minerals to the keep her healthy. She said and then smiled and walked off.

Sarah looked at Jasper and smiled. She shuffled and waddled over to Jasper and yawned. Her legs really were that strong. She apparated home. She apparated to her bedroom, and then curled up into her bed, and yawned. She was tired.

Jasper laid on the bed with Sarah in his arms. A hospital bed was never made for two people It wasn't the most comfortable place but it was the best for either of them. Being away from Sarah made him very anxious. Finally the Healers said she was doing well enough to go home. This made Jasper very happy. Even though she was still weak you could tell the difference in her already.

Jasper looked over the list handed to him. "Oh boy. This should be fun." He said glancing at Sarah. There was no way she would agree to the list. But that would be a battle for another day, not now. He took everything the healer gave him. He was just so happy for Sarah to be well enough to go home. Jasper nodded as the Healer explained what the herbs were for. He would make sure she took them like she was suppose to.

Together again. They both appartated home. Jasper held her, placing his arm around her waist for a little support, in case it was too much. As soon as they were home, Sarah went into the bedroom. Jasper followed watching her. "Can I get you anything?"

Sarah shook her head no . Her voice was still weak. she was hungry. She decided she needed to eat. " Ya. Some food. If that is not a problem" She said in her weak voice. She curled up in bed. She was tired and worn out. The healer told her to make tea with the herbs she had given to Jasper. She had to take her medicines during lunch.

She sighed and shuffled to the bathroom and turned on the hot water of the tub, and let the warm water and bubbles fill the tub. After the tub was completely full. She stripped down and looked at heself in the mirror. The skin still clung to her rib slightly. Her arms were still bony. She eased herself into the warm water and started to Cry. She looked so bad. She waved her wand and the room become more relaxed and peaceful. She closed her eyes and put a washcloth over her eyes..

She was still hungry. She just sat there soaking in the nice warm water. It was lovely. She was so happy. She was, but tired. She cried because she had almost killed herself. She was in such bad emotional state. She also looking really bad and not healthy. She cried not the cry, but she couldn't help it.

Jasper sat with Sarah for a few moments as she decided if she wanted anything to eat or not. "Sure thing, doll." Jasper said kissing the top of Sarah's head as he left the room to go into the kitchen. He was going to have to go shopping soon. Grocies were getting pretty slim. He found a small bowl of fruit in the refrigeratar. They were good. He wondered how they go there but decided not to say anything. Both he and Sarah had not been home in almost a week.

As Jasper cleaned up from lunch Sarah got into the tub. She need to relax and he was glad that she felt up to a bath. He walked into the bathroom to find her crying. Kneeling by the edge of the tub. "Babe, whats wrong? Are you ok?" He pushed back her wet hair so he could see her face.

Sarah looked at Jasper and looked away just as quickly. " Jasper I am disgusting!! I also feel like i let every one down" Sarah said to Jasper still crying. She was enjoying the warm, bubbly water. She was hnappy but angry at the same time. She didn't know what to do. She looked at Jasper with pain in her eyes. She didn't know what to do.

She got out of the water and wrapped a towel around her bony body, but not before looking at her body. She started to break even more down . She quickly wrapped the towel around her body , and ran to the bedroom and then got dressed. She shuffled down the nursery and sat down in he rocking chair. She shut the door with her wand. She started to cry harder. " 'Abby I am sorry i let you down. I am really. when you are born i will be the best mom ever I promise." She said to Abby.

Jasper let his head hang. No progress had been made. She was still upset. "Sarah, you have not let anyone down. You are doing the best you can. This is a hard time on us all. But you are doing so wonderful with it." But she wouldn't listen to him. Getting up and leaving him alone in the bathroom. Jasper was at a lost again.

The door to the nursery opened and closed. Jasper sat in the bathroom for a few moments trying to think of what to do. Should he leave her alone or try and help. Finally after getting up he walked down to the nursery too. Trying to open the door. "Sarah." He asked before opening the door.

Sarah was in the nursery crying. He walked up behind her and took her in his arms. "Baby. You are find. You havn't let anyone down. Abby is fine. You are fine. We are fine." He reached down to kiss Sarah on the cheek. Hoping that wouldn't be too much.

Sarah looked at him and then away. She didn't know what to do. She was so confused. She looked at Jasper. ' Jasper, I love you" She said softly. She looked away. Her voice was tired. She was her body. She looked around. It was lunch time, which meant medicine. She got this look on her face. She hated the medicine. She sighed. She snuggled into Jasper.

She got out of his arms and shuffled into the kitchen. Slowly , gripping the wall for support. She tripped and land her back, knocking the air out of her. She just lay there. " Ow" She whisper. She didn't want to get up. She started to cry because she couldn't do anything. Nothing at all.

Jasper held Sarah closer to his chest. He didn't know what to say that would make her feel better. Only time would do this. But he would do everything within his power to prove to Sarah that he was there for good. Knowing it was time for Sarah's medicine they started toward the kitchen. Trying to be indepent Sarah walked in front of Jasper toward the kitchen. But her legs soon gave way. He tried to reach for her but wasn't quick enough. He reached down and picked her up in his arms. "You are going to have to be a little more careful. Are you ok?" Finishing the trip he sat her in a chair. Laying some food in front of her along with her medicine. He pourd a glass of juice for himself and sat down with her.