Sarah Apartment (( MATURE CONTENT))

Sarah came out and saw the pillow. Her face brightened. She smiled. " Jasper this is wonderful!" She said gently and snuggled into the pillow. She was so comfortable. She sighed and closed her eyes. She got up and took a sandwich and started to nibble on it. " Aww Thank you baby." She said smiling after she swallowed the bite she was chewing. She was happy. She was so happy. She finished her sandwich and then drank the juice. She snuggled back into the pillow. She closed her eyes and slowly feel asleep.

Jasper watched Sarah. Finally after all this time she was going to get some very much needed rest. He was very happy about it. As he watched her eat he ate along with her. Once she was done she snuggled down into her new pillow and was asleep soon. ONce he was sure she was asleep he pulled a blanket up over hher. Taking the empty plates and glasses back to the kitchen. Standing over the sink he washed the dishes. Once they were done he walked back into the bedroom and got ready for bed. Jasper crawled back into bed with Sarah. He curled up around her and laid his arm around her. Resting his hand on her stomach. Before he could fall asleep he gave her one last kiss. "I love you angel." And fell into sleep hisself.

Sarah woke up then next day. She had the best sleep she had in 4 months. She didn't want to move. She closed her eyes again. She couldn;t fall back asleep. She turned and faced Jasper. She felt happy. She looked at him gently. She yawned. She kissed his cheek gently. She got out of bed and walked to the bathroom and washed up, and put her hair back up. She was still in sweats and a oversized t-shirt. She stole from Jasper. She looked at herself. She walked to the kitchen. She started to make herself some mango, apples, Bananas and grapes. She ate them slowly.

Jasper rolled over. When his hand hit an empty spot he woke up with a starlt. Where was Sarah? He looked around the room in confusion. But he got up and walked into the kitchen. He found her sitting at the table. "Good morning babe." He said with a smile as he kissed her on the ear. "How did you sleep?"

Sarah looked at him and nodded. No emotion her face. She was thinking about what Zoe told her about me. She looked him with sad eyes. " Fine."She said so softly, that i could barely be heard. She felt her heart breaking when she looked at him. She looked down. " Why couldn't you tell!!! I had to hear your whole past from your best friend, Jasper. It broke my heart!! I just broke it. I can't believe you couldn't tell me." She said gently and looked away. She got out of her chair. She had tears streaming down her face. She shook her head. " i thought we were being honest with each other." She said softly. She shook her head. She rubbed her joints. They hurt when she got extremely sad. She felt betrayed. She looked at him once before she walked into the bedroom and laid down and just cried and cried. She rubbed her stomach " maybe you will live with your father when you are born." She said gently.

Jasper looked at Sarah's face. Confusion filled him. He had no idea where this new anger was coming from. Then he heard Sarah say Zoe. "Excuse me. What did Zoe say?" He started at her. "I am going to kill that girl. So help me god. She is dead. Can't even trust someone to keep her stupid mouth shut." Jasper said as he walked into the living room, trying to calm down. He could feel his beast rising and knew that he had to get a hold on it. It wasn't even close to the full moon. He turned back to look at Sarah. He knew that if she looked into his eyes what she would see but this time he didn't care. "I have been nothing but honest. I have told you that I have a very dark past. I told you if you wanted to know anything than just ask. But you told me that you didn't care. So I pushed it back. Now it gets thrown in my face." He said as he sat down in a chair. "I tell you how I feel and thats not enough. I try and show it to you and you push me away." He stood looking at her. "What can I do? Because I must be doing everything all wrong." But instead of talking to him she walked into the bedroom and slammed the door in his face.

Sarah walked back out into the living room. " You know what Jasper. I am freaking sorry!! It makes me alot to trust people okay. I let you touch me that way. You know what i try to be goo enough for you but you know what I give up. I **** give up Jasper. " She said looking at his eyes. She felt herself get threw down. She looked at Jasper. ' You know what Jasper. I was beaten as a little girl by father! I thought someone loved me. i was completely wrong" She said screaming. She looked at Jasper. " You can rise Abagail when she is born. She needs someone that will love her and take care of her trully. Just promise me, you will tell her nothing of me!" She said looking at him.

Jasper looked at Sarah as she walked back out into the living room. It was hard to see her. All he could see was the back of his beast. This was so unlike him. For Sarah and baby Abby's sake he stayed on the other side of the room. Keeping a lot of things between them. He listened to her contine to yell at him. He listened to her talk about her own past. "Sounds like we both have been hiding from out own past. How can you get so mad at me when you do the same thing. As for not being good enough for me. You have that backwards. I am the one not good enough for you. I am a werewolf for got sake. How is that good for you? I touch you because I love you. If it wasn't for that I would not be around. I would probably not even speak to you. I allowed you to get close to me because I love you. I am sorry for what your dad did. But why are you punshing me for what he did?" Jasper stopped and sat back down on the sofa. He let his head hang and fall into his hand. "I could never take Abby away from you. It would take a horrible person to take a child away from its mother. No matter what you think I am not that type of person. I love you. I love you both. Why won't you believe me?"

She looked at him and cried harder. " it would be the best for her" She said gently and looked at him gently. She rubbed her belly. " I didn't tell you because i thought you would leave me ok!!" She said softly. Sh looked at her belly. " I love you so much Jasper. I am just scared. I don't trust anyone Jasper. No one." She said lightly and cried. " Abby would be so much happy to live with you than me. I am not going to be a good mother. i am not a good girlfriend right now." She said lightly. She looked down She wiped her eyes. She looked at her belly. " Abby will live with you." She said gently and looked at him.. " i don't care if you your a freaking werewolf, Jasper. " She said lightly.

"Sarah. I can not take care of Abby alone. I have no idea what I would be doing. Plus I would be out for at least 3 days a month. And if I don't start getting a better control on it, I'll be out more. I can't bare to put her in kind of danger." Jasper told her looking back at the carpet. "You will be a prefect mother. You are the prefect girlfriend. This is your hormones running amuk. That is all. I just wish you trusted me enough to allow me to help. To talk to me. But instead you shut me out. But I guess I do the same. How can I trust anyone that does the same to me." Jasper looked up at Sarah. Finally all he could see was the outline of his beast. It was slowing going away. "I love you Sarah. I don't care what happened in your past. I am truely sorry for all the pain you had to go through. But as long as you don't punish me for someone else mistakes I am ok. We can deal with it all together."