Sarah Apartment (( MATURE CONTENT))

Sarah walked to die. She hated herself . " Jasper, I love you to but I feel like a freaking mistake. My emotions are going bad. i don't know what what to do. I have 5 months left. I just want to matter to you." She aid crying on the bathroom floor. She spotted her wand. it seemed like the only way out. She crawled to grab it, then she crawled back to the bathroom and shut the door. She sighed and starred at the wand. She sighed. She was going to die, and no one was was there to stop her.

Jasper heard what Sarah was saying. He looked up just as he saw her reach out for her wand. It didn't click at first. He sat staring. "Sarah I love you. I am in this with you." Then it hit him. "No." He yelled as he ran into the bathroom. He kicked Sarah's wand back into the bedroom and shut the door. Tear ran heavly. "Sarah don't ever think like that again. You are the most important thing to me. Don't hurt yourself over me. I am not worth it. Trust me. I love you please. You are not in this alone. But I can't help if you don't talk to me. If your not honest with me. Please." He begged as he knelt beside her.

Sarah looked at Jasper. " Jasper, Its the only way out, please let me do this please." She said gently and looked at him, crying. She looked at him. She hugged him tightly and kissed him gently on the lips and looked into his eyes. She smiled a sad lonely smile. " Please Jasper. Please just please let me do this." She said crying. She tried to open the door, but collasped and started to bawl. She curled up int o a ball.

"There is no way in hell that I am just going to sit by and watch my soul mate kill themself. I can not do it. Nor will I. I love you too much for that." Jasper told her threw his tears. He reached out for her. But she only leaned forward to kiss him. "I can't let you do that. I am sorry." He said. When she collaped to the floor. He knew she didn't have the strength to fight him off. So he picked her up and pulled her into his lap. Holding her, rocking her. "Sarah, I love you and nothing will ever change that. Please don't do it. That is not the answer." He said as he kissed the top of her head threw his tears.

Sarah looked and him and snuggled into his chest and calmed down extremely alot. She closed her eye and let him rock her back and forth. She looked at him and snuggled into his chest. " I love you too Jasper. i thought there was no way out, Jasper." She said weakly. She felt horrible. She felt so crappy. She felt extremely happy. She couldn't walk or anything. She closed her eyes and relaxed into his arms gently and softly. " I am so tired"She said weakly. She didn't know what to do. Sarah had alot of problems. " Please don't leave me. I am sorry. I am just crazy." She said started to cough and cough hard.

Jasper looked down at Sarah. "I will always be here. No matter how distant I get I will ge here. I love you and you are my life. I am sorry that I have been so distant. That will not happen again. I promsie." He said kissing the top of her head. Then she started coughing. He sat her up. "Sarah are you ok. Try and breathe hun, try and breath."

Sarah nodded, but it got worst. " Rub my back, maybe it will make it stop. "She said gently, still coughing. She felt so happy. She kissed him lightly, then moved away to cough again. Her lungs were so hurt right now, if that was possible. She looked weak and fragile. she sighed and took a deep breath. She buried her head into his chest. She felt happy. She closed her eyes. Her back was out and she was facing him.

Jasper rubbed her back. Trying to help make it stop. "Is this better babe." He asked. He leaned down to kiss her lightly. He really did hate to see her like this. "How is that babe?

Sarah nodded and snugged into him gently and closed her eyes. " ya. That makes me feel better." she said kissing his cheek. She was really going to nee taken care of now. She looked nto Jasper's eyes. She ws over emotion and stupid. She leaned up and kissed him gently. " Can you help me up so I walk over to the bed?' she asked him gently. She waved her wand an and all his stuff when make to the closet and dresser. She looked at him and smiled. " I am sorry. I a m just emotional and everything. Iam stressed. My body hurts. I feel like crap. I can't do a anything just lay here. "She said trailing off. She sighed and looked at Jasper. She got up and waddled to the bed and crawled into bed .

Jasper helped Sarah up and to the bed. He felt so bad that she was going through this and there wasn't anything he could do to take the pain away. "Its ok. Baby. Trust me. It is." He said as he helped onto the bed, pulling a blanket over her. "Can I get you anything?" He asked as he stroked her head.