"Kate knows I smoke," Robert said. "She doesn't usually say anything because I maybe smoke five a year, if that. She doesn't really care, typically. I get more static from other people, honestly, because they seem to believe that I'm as composed on the inside as I sometimes look on the outside. Or they think I'm supposed to be. You have no idea how much disapproval I get sometimes for this." He took a sip of the firewhiskey slowly.
"And, yes. I am stressed. Khaat and Brian both nearly died today. Khaat almost died twice in just a matter of a few minutes. I do not want to have to raise my grandchildren because she and Brian arent' here. My daughter is blind, partially deaf, with a huge knot on her head, smoke inhalation, burns, and a leg wound that will definitely scar if I don't take care of it correctly. The young man I raised as my son nearly drowned and has a hard enough hit to his head that he might well have a concussion. I'll just have to wait and see on that. He is going to bruise because of those monsterous boat chains and he swallowed enough seawater to have breathing issues for few days. I have to watch that too. Not to mention that their dream home--the one home they actually bought together--has been destroyed. And all before lunchtime. Its a bit much even for me.
"I'm sorry to say this since Blood is, at least biologically, your brother. But--I cannot let this go on. Tom Gelding is, in comparison, just not as smart or as ruthless. And when we strike him, it does take him awhile to recover. I am seriously considering more or less 'feeding' Blood to Gelding. Except that I fear that Gelding would not prevail. That's been the only thing that has kept me from directly providing Gelding with enough information to track Blood for himself. Jack--regardless of what you promised to me--I release you from it.
"When Blood comes back, and he will, if I must, I will offer myself to him as bait to draw him out and to distract him. But if I do that, I will have to rely on the rest of you to be willing to ake him out without putting yourself at lifethreatening risk. If you see he's truly going to kill me, then let me go. Save yourself. Realistically speaking, I know that wizards live a bit longer than muggles, but I've lived a long life. I have an incredible family, and none of them will want for anything for the rest of their lives. You all have small children to raise. Don't risk that for one old man.
"I want this business with him brought to a close, and if thats what it takes for a quick close, then that's what I'll do." His biggest fear was not in being ripped to pieces by a werewolf. His biggest fear was that if he died, Khaat would surely lose her mind without him. And he still didn't know what would happen to her life energies, since she was bonded with him, if he died. He hadn't been able to find anything in the wizarding literature that told him whether Khaat could survive the breaking of a bonding spell if he died. He just didn't know, but he didn't believe this was the time to bring that up.
"Michael?" Robert questioned. "I have never, not one time, ever heard Michael say he doesnt' like you. I didn't know you were having issues with him. He doesn't usually discriminate against anybody. Now Jim is another story. He doesn't like werewolves. Never has. That's just him, though. What's the problem with Michael?"