new beginnings and new love.

Cassidy sighed still resting against him "Im not going back im staying here untill our child is born I can't take the stress " she held him tight around his waist. She linked her fingers as if she could not let go of him " I want to stay with you help you on the farm and things till i am big and round and ready to pop with our child " she looked up at him and sighed " can I ?" she asked " I want to know what it is to have a place that won't disapear or cause me hurt after several months " she said when he asked about her sickness she shook her head " ok just alittle but im fine for the most part " she said rubbing her tummy gentlyand smiling.

"I'd rather you did help out around the ranch to much," Clayton whispered looking down at her, "Ranching can be dangerous. I don't want you to get hurt," he said kissing her head, "that means staying away from the cattle, No helping with repairing the fences, and no helping with the hay," he said. "you can help feed and water the horses as long as they don't go insane, and you can help out in the house . the hands need to eat to." he put his hand on hers. "its good your not feeling sick." he whispered.

Cassidy smiled up at him and nodded "ok,ok house and horses, if they like me I know same for the hands " she said achukaling as she breathed out " I am glad myself that throwing up was wearing me and my stomach out " she said " you know I could go for some ice crean and girkins " she said softly " you don't have to cook them i'll eat the pickles raw" she moved up to sit on his lap and face himgently kissing his lips cheeks and nose " I love you Clay " she said smiling at him she could not help feel like a small girl held in there fathers arms with him she felt secure and happy wrapped in his arms.

(OOC:you know i really had no clue what Girkins are..now that i do i hate them.)

"You don't like fried Pickles?" Clayton asked jokingly. As she moved to sit in his lap his arms moved around her waist. He kissed her back his callus hand against her soft cheek. "lets go get your ice cream and pickles then," he whispered kissing her. Gently he moved her off of his lap so he could stand then pick her up. "what kind of ice cream do you want? Chocolate, Vanilla, Both, Strawberry, cookie dough?" he asked naming off many different types of ice cream. if she wanted it and they didn't have it he'd go get some. he kissed her of the head as he walked into the kitchen.

cassidy chuckled and waited in aticipation for her food the tiny flutter in her tummy told her so did the child she carried. Cassidy watched him go to the kitchen " mint if you have it " " she asked standing to follow him to the kitchen and sit at the table smiling at him " your my devil in angels clothing " she said smiling at him as she glanced at his butt and sighed longingly " I guess this means no more bedroon acrtobatics then" she said softly her head resting on her hands as she watched him with a soft smile wishing she could get her hands on his butt as to ehr it was cute.

"I believe we do," Steven said opening the freezer door, "if we don't have it all i'll go get you some." he said quietly. he chuckled as he hurt her sigh. "Oh," he said smiling, "it looks like we do have some of it." he took the ice cream out and setting it on the table infront of cassidy. "Not for a while honey," He whispered. he then got the pickles and put them on the table then found a clean bowl and spoon for her. "I don't want to hurt the baby," he whispered quietly.

Cassidy sighed and nodded as she placed her hand in her tummy " yeah I know I wouldn't want to hurt our child ether " she said softly and smiled " so when to we go to the rantch?" she asked now iching for some thing to do "I want to help out , Im kinda getting bored sitting around here all day I know being with you is wonderful but I could use some work" she said smiled at him watching him work on the food for her her tummy giving alight grumble as she sat. She watched him and thought she was the luckest woman alive to have and love him and his child inside her but that small worry still sat in her mind would he run as she grew larger and drew closer to her time to give birth. She gave a sigh and looked down at ehr belly trying to pickture it big and rounded in front of her and how she would look .

" guess we could go shopping for meternity clothes after we eat , I am going to need new ones as I get bigger I guess " she said softly her voice slightly sounding like she ahd given in and accepted she needed a new wardrobe. Just as she was about to speack an owl dropped a letter at the window standing she moved and opened the windown taking the letter she saw it was addressed to her, she gave the owl a treat and it flew away. Slowl;y opwning it she read " it says he can't place the money in a trust,' I have no choice but to give it to you as such it will be deposited in your account at gringotts' she sighed and looked at him " guess that solves that" she said and sat back down.

Clayton smiled over at cassidy,"we can go when ever you want, " he whispered. he silently watched as she vissulized what she would look like with a big round tummy. "are you still worried i'll run?" he asked quietly after she mumbled some thing about the letter she had resived. "we could do what ever you want. i'll even leave if you want me too." he set the table and sat down he put food on his plate and hers.

Cassidy looked up at him when he said he could leave " leave, why would you say such a thing you promised me you would not ?" she said her eyes filling with tears as she became angry at him " or are you the one whose scared , scared to be a father and take responcibility for what you did " she was almost shouting at him as she stood up to face him " this is our child not just yours or mine" she looked at him" how could you even sujest some thing like that. " standing she quickly moved to the bed room laying on the bed as she found her self crying uncontrolably into her pillow why had he said that , it hurt her heart even thinking about his words.

"Cassidy," Clayton said fallowing her. He immediately wished he hadn't uttered those words. "Cassy I'm So..." he said as she shut the bedroom door in his face, "..rry." he leaned against the door and slid down to the floor. hearing her crying hurt him. "I shouldn't have said that," he said through the door. "Can i please come in?" there where tears forming in his eyes. he was stupid and didn't think before talking. "Cassy," he whispered "I won't leave you. I don't want to leave you unless you want me to. even then i would kill me." he said