Elijah’s personality wasn’t nearly as put together as he thought it was. He was rendered speechless, giving Intelligence and Scholar cause to be worried. When Felix picked up the chains, however, that was when they all really started to worry. Elijah kept his eyes cold and hard. He was scared, yes, but he wasn’t going to admit it to Felix of all people and he most definitely wasn’t going to give the bastard the satisfaction of showing it. Khaat wasn’t completely gone, he knew this, but she was doing a good job of leaving him by himself. Elijah couldn’t handle this by himself.
The chain was going to be his weapon of choice it seemed. Felix was a coward. This confirmed his suspicions. He couldn’t bring himself to hurt Elijah with his own hands. When the chain first struck his chest, Elijah clenched his teeth together. His back arched and he pulled at the chains. His muscles tightened and a layer of sweat coated his skin, appearing from nowhere. He made no sound, the potion restricting that but when the pain passed his muscles released their tension and he fell forward, the shackles completely breaking his wrists. He squeezed his eyes shut and opened his mouth, a shuddering gasp leaving it.
Elijah most definitely wasn’t listening to Barker. He was trying to endure the pain. He wasn’t as strong as Khaat. He couldn’t absorb it. He’d never handled pain well whether that was emotional and mental or physical. He hated it and never knew what to do with it. He could remember falling from one of the trees in the grounds of the Krum Mansion. He broke his leg, oddly enough the one he’d broken recently, and he’d screamed and cried, having no clue what was happening to him. He could remember the physician snapping it back into place. The shout that had came from him apparently still haunted Stelladora. It had hurt though and he hadn’t known any better. He’d been a child, one that had thought himself invincible. This now was another reminder that he wasn’t.
The chain struck Elijah’s chest again and he arched back upwards, the pain in his wrists not registering in his mind. He was going to blame the force of it on his movement, not the way the pain was being distributed around his body. His shirt, the Prada one that was currently worth about £10, had split open and his pale chest was revealed, glistening with blood spewing from the cut Felix had made. But that hadn’t been all he’d done. The second blow had taken out the ribs that had been healed the same time as his leg and arm had. They were gone, broken and in pieces inside of him once more. He gasped, struggling for air that would be denied if one rib poked somewhere it wasn’t meant to.
The last blow hit him the hardest and in the place that Elijah desperately didn’t want Felix to touch – after the crown jewels of course. The chain lashed out and hit him across the face, opening a large gash over his cheek bone and down into the cheek. Elijah’s eyes widened and he fell forward, losing the ability to hold his weight up. The chains caught him, pulling at the wrists again and he finally felt the long overdue tears spill down his cheeks, mingling with the blood running down his face.
Elijah wanted to know why. Why hurt Chase when Felix could have his fun with him? He couldn’t lose her. Now, even if their relationship was in ruin, he wasn’t really gone, they weren’t really separated. Only in death could a couple be separated. One could not live without the other. That was how it worked wasn’t it? Jen could lie for him. She could tell Chase, if she decided to ask, that he’d gone back to Durmstrang. He didn’t want to see Chase die. He couldn’t see Chase die. He’d be nothing. If she died before his eyes...he wouldn’t get over it. He barely got over Alice. Actually, he was barely getting over Alice and it had been seven years. Chase wasn’t meant to die. She was meant to have Kitty, marry Adam if it came down to it and live out her life.
Elijah saw the Cruciatus Curse and he felt it hit him. He pulled at the chains again, desperate to curl in on himself. He wanted out of this. He couldn’t do this. He wanted to either die or reach the safe, loving hands of unconsciousness. He didn’t deserve this. Chase didn’t deserve the fate that Barker was setting up for her. There were so many things Elijah couldn’t do if he died here. He couldn’t see Fauve grow up. He couldn’t paint the portrait she so desperately wanted. He couldn’t see Thierry fall in love and lose his frosty exterior. He couldn’t be there at Kitty’s birth. He couldn’t love his youngest. He couldn’t feel Jen’s arms around him again as she gave him of her bone crushing hugs. He couldn’t listen to Rob prattle on, drinking until he was wasted. He’d never see Khaat again.
He’d never see Chase again; the cruellest of all of the punishments.