He was worthless was he?
Elijah didn’t honestly think he was worthless. He knew that he was a chain-smoking drunk that enjoyed sex a little bit too much but he hoped that someone somewhere loved him. Elijah hoped against hope that someone somewhere thought he was worth something, worth their time, worth their love. He did horrible things, things that didn’t deserve love. But maybe they still did? Maybe people still loved him however foolish it was. Barker made it seem as if he was truly worthless, as if he was just this miniscule little thing on this planet. People made up his world. Was he a part of someone’s? He wanted to mean the world to someone just as specific people meant the world to him. He wanted to be loved as freely as he loved others.
Please, he thought desperately, unable to turn his thoughts into words, spare her...please..
The body. Yes, the body was broken. The beautiful body that genetics and Quidditch had created was broken and ruined. His chest was drenched in his own blood and he couldn’t distinguish his shirt from his skin as it was same colour crimson. The body was shot to pieces and the mind was going to be quick to follow. His legs were mostly untouched, one small mercy from the murderous bastard. His ankles however were broken if the throbbing pain in them was any indication. He allowed himself to hang, supporting his weight using his wrists which he’d long since lost feeling in. He didn’t think he’d be able to move if the chains gave way now. He’d just lay there against the cold floor, unable to move, even unable to breathe, something that was becoming laboured as he hung there.
Elijah was sure the Devil would welcome with open arms, pleased with his “life’s work”. But he’d see to it that Barker went first, to test the waters.
When the door slammed shut, Elijah fell forward, too exhausted to even carry himself any more. He rolled the saliva around in his mouth and spat it out onto the floor. He grimaced. Blood. He wouldn’t have done that if not to test but he had a feeling he was right. Elijah wanted to scuff it away with his shoe but he wasn’t even in possession of them anymore. His favourite shoes in the whole wide world and they were gone. But they were a small price to pay if Barker was going after Chase. He needed out of these chains and he needed out now. He needed to kill the bastard or get to Chase before he did.
The minutes of silence were followed by something brushing his cheek. Elijah looked around but saw nothing. He figured it was his mind playing tricks of him but he’d felt something. The only thing keeping him company was Khaat’s corpse. Corpse. That was something that shouldn’t have been applied to her. This woman, the mother of Rob’s daughter, should not have died. He sighed and let his head hang. That feeling came again but this time it was accompanied by something else. His nose crinkled and his head went back a few times.
Suddenly, Elijah sneezed, his head falling forward. He lifted it back up again and wiggled his nose, whiskers moving with it. Wait... whiskers?!? His eyes widened and he smiled slightly despite himself. He felt... loved. Khaat hadn’t left him really had she? Not really. Elijah felt two familiar things sprout on top of his head and he twitched them slightly, another smile appearing on his face. Then he heard his trousers rip at the back as something grew. Elijah growled slightly, his ears pinning back to his head. Those were expensive! But the tail of Fluffy appeared and caressed his face, taking some of the blood that was on it.
Elijah sneezed again, a small delicate sound leaving his mouth and the tail, ears and whiskers were sucked back under his skin. He wrinkled his nose and opened his eyes. There was nothing there. There was no presence. He’d been foolish to think it. No, he was alone, awaiting his execution.