"Let me know if you want me to draw that off for you, Steven," Brian said. He reset the settings on the treadmill and got on. He started off at a slightly faster pace than Khaat's, and it seemed to suit him naturally. He seemed to just, basically, step into a pace with it that was natural and comfortable, like he'd been running all his life.
"Khaat has a lot of ugly memories about that time period," Brian said. "Not only because she almost died but also because it was directly because of Rob's heartless and hurtful behaviors and attitudes towards her that almost cost Khaat and Abbey both their lives. "
"Stop it, Brian," Khaat said quietly.
"Its true. If he had given a damn about either of you, he would have taken better care of you, been a husband to you and not left you way before he did for a bunch of knockturn alley whores. And he would not have jeopardized your pregnancy by sheer cruelty and neglect for months before you had her. He's an ass."
"Brian," she scowled.
"Well, that is exactly why it bothered you when Ronata got pregnant. It brought back all your pain with Rob and how you wanted so much for him to stay with you, but he didn't know how to man up and do that. It also brought up how alone you feel without him, and, much as you love Abbey and would never give her up, it sometimes makes you feel that everything with Rob--including Abbey--was a mistake. I think that if it weren't for me being around, you might have wanted to surrender her to your parents a long time ago and moved out of England for good. "
"Shut up, Brian," she said coldly. "My daughter is not a mistake."
"No. She isn't. I love her. You know I do. I am saying thought that I think there are times you regret moving so quickly into having her before you knew Rob better than you did."
"That's true. But I don't need to worry about that anymore. She has a good father now. She has you. And its a cinch that you and I don't ever have to worry about putting sex ahead of the quality of our relationship."
"No," he laughed. "That's very true. I'm just saying that you're not distant from Steven and Ronata on purpose. Its only because it is so painful for you."
"Shut up and run, Brian," she replied. It was painful. She didn't regret Abbey. Not for one moment. But she did regret that she had rushed into things with Rob. That was an enormous regret, not only for her but for Rob too. She knew he regrettted it just as much. And now she hated to see anyone else copying her mistakes.