Khaat Lupin's Country Home

Jack looked at her concerned being a were wolf he could pick up in body chages hers was defencive yet he could smell fear too mixed with it , he heard the disapointment in her voice "I am sure what ever you decide Khaat and her family will suport you, she has for myself and jessica" he said not pushing the point of the father anymore , he crossed his arms as he shuffled on the spot his next quetion balancing on the tip of his tounge he didn't want to ask for fear of being ripped to shreds by her for asking but he did knowing what ever came he would take haveing had worse from Jessica when she was carryng Andrew alll those years ago.

"Are you going to keep it if your not past the time?" he asked his head down and looking at the barn floor, he wished Khaat had asked but if she was going to make an enemy of some one it would be best him.

Miseria didn't answer to this anyhow. she didn't know if Khaat want's her anymore when she brings such problems. And she got her own money. Now that the house was sold in Transylvania, she could buy her new appartment or house somewhere in London and live there.

Then she raised her head and shrugged. She didn't know. She's not ready to change those little dipers or feed this little child! Oh god, how will she live!

Jack moved forward gently placing his hand on her shoulder "There are people who care for you here and not just Khaat, Jessica too, it took a lot for her to ask you to be her brides maid, she was happy you accepted , I mean, I have never seen her smile so much" he paused looking up at Khaat and nodding as he waited for a moment then continued "I can't say I know what its like carrying a baby , but I do know... It sacred me the first time Jessica told me she was pregnant, so I kinda know how scared you feel." he had been open with her, having not even told jessica how he'd felt that night in hagrids hut. Shifting on the spot he rubbed the back of his neck "I actualy if i remeber, I fell down the steps at his hut, when she told me" he said his cheek turning crimson at the memory "please, at lest talk to jessica before you decide anything, sorry Khaat didn't mean to take over" he said is cheeks still crimson.

"That's fine, Jack," Khaat said quietly. "Sometimes there just are no words. I cannot decide for you, Miseria. You have to make your own choices. But if you have questions, you'll have to ask. I cannot read your mind. I will help you if I can, but you have to be open enough to tell me what yo're thinking. It will take me a little to adjust, but I will. I don't know what is normal in Romania, but here in England, fifteen is very, very young to be having a baby. Jack, look after her please. I'm not giving up on you, Miseria, but I really do need a minute to adjust." Khaat laid her hand on Jack's strong shoulder, hoping he and Jess could help support Miseria for the moment while she went to be alone to deal with her own emotions. She left the barn and went to her rooms in the house.

She studied Remus's portrait above her fireplace. "Okay, Uncle Remus," She sighed. "This is something you didn't prepare me for. She accepts me so far, and then she is distant. And now, she's carrying my grandchild. Sometimes I really wish you were here. I miss you so much." She conjured herself a cup of tea and sat down on the small sofa, just staring at the portrait, deep in thought.

Miseria looked at Jack, scared look in her eyes. Those were horrible news for her. Her own life has been destroyed and now that. How will she live? She heard Khaat speaking and she felt how there was distance between them now. Like a great hole. She turned herself back at Jack and sighed. "I can't live this way... She will hate me now..." she said quietly. Now no one can help her and she didn't even know what will happen. How she will finish school? Yes, she can finish her fifth year but what about other two years?

Katherine saw Khaat going into her room and knew her daughter so well. She knew she was trying to eek out some sort of wisdom and comfort from that portrait again. She decided to let her be and instead go out to the barn. She walked the well traveled path to the barn and found Miseria there with Jack. "What happened, Miseria? Did it not go very well?"

Miseria looked at Kahterine who joined them and shaked her head. "No... Khaat just needs to have few moments alone..." she replied quietly. And so do I. she thought wryly. This day was full of suprises and negative ones. She looked down at her stomach what was still little. How can baby be there for nine months?

"Something you should probably know about your mother. When she feels a little lost, she goes into her room and spends time with her uncle's portrait. It makes her feel closer to him again. She misses him more than anyone knows. She's never gotten past his death. She'll be alright with this, Miseria. She's just adjusting. Just give her a little time. It'll be alright--you'll see."

Miseria looked back at Katherine and nodded. Yes, she understood pretty good Khaat, though, Miseria was supposed to be the one who must cry or be alone. And she wanted to do it. She wanted to break stuff, wanted to kill and adjust with her new situation.
But it's not that bad? she tryed to calm herself down, though, it didn't matter anymore. If she will get rid of this baby, then she may not have little kids ever again... And on the other hand, if she'll leave this little child then her own childhood will be over.

"Look, I know this was not something you wanted in your life right now, but you're not alone anymore. You have a wonderful mother who will help you, you have a wonderful grandfather, and you have a grandmother now. And, as I understand it, you have Khaat's boyfriend who, from what she tells me, is a very good man. You and your child will be welcomed and loved, and we will help. You are going to have plenty of time to prepare for your child. You'll be ready. As it is, you'll be due some time in August. You have time."