Was there even a word for how she felt at the moment? Mairen wasn't sure at all. It seemed impossible, really, to qualify the feeling as anything tangible or fitting for the vocabulary she could grasp at. But if she had to pick something, she supposed 'giddy' would do the trick, considering she couldn't really bring to mind many of the more impressive words. After all, he was distracting in a way she had not anticipated, so any and all language she thought she owned had been taken from her. Perhaps she was becoming mute again and just didn't realize it.
Thankfully, that was not the case, of course. Regardless, she could admit to feeling giddy, particularly when he tried to hide the new... could she call it a development? - It was a change, if nothing else - from his daughter. She smiled into the kiss, making it slightly difficult but utterly wonderful at the same time. All good things had to end, though, she mused. So when he did lean back to appease the little girl sat beside them, Mai laughed, the sound somehow running through her even after it had escaped. It warmed the cold, frightened parts that had felt so lost, and any anxiety she had within her about what she would do upon seeing Scorpius at work on Monday was stolen from her. There was only them. There was only this. Everything else could be worried after later, when they mattered again because the trio were no longer wrapped up in their own world. The walls of Theodore's house could not protect them from the outside world forever, but she was grateful for the chance to hide out. They were not a city upon a hill, but instead a little group who was able to take time in an alcove or a copse of trees - cut off from the eyes of people who would judge them. Like Scorpius, or like Theodore's family undoubtedly would, she assumed.
Her eyebrow lifted at the comment about the temperature of her tea, something resembling a smirk peeking out as she glanced down at her cup. "I'd say it is, yeah," she murmured, somehow tempted to laugh again.
As usual, she didn't actually have a preference in regards to breakfast, so she just shrugged one shoulder and took a sip from the teacup. Holding it carefully as Esme bounced off of the bed and out of the room, Mairen turned her head to watch the dark head of hair leave. Upon turning back, of course, her lips parted in surprise as Theodore reached for the hem of the shirt she had borrowed from him out of necessity. Her torso lifted instinctively, as though it would flatten out what small belly she had. Of course, she didn't really have reason to worry, if his words were any indication.
"Only this morning?" she asked, her tone a mix of teasing and threatening. Her sarcasm fell away, though, when his gaze caught and held hers. Her insides melted, combining together in a weird, scrambled, fuzzy mess of feelings that she didn't completely understand. She had never felt that need to squirm before. Not just because of a look, at least.
A hum of appreciation rumbled from her throat as she fought to keep the teacup steady, her free hand curling around his neck. Mai's fingers toyed with his hair until a voice called and drew her attention - and her gaze - to the doorway once more. Why wasn't Esme reacting? Mairen couldn't help but feel strange about it. From experience, she assumed that children innately thought grown-ups were a bit icky. Particularly when one or both of them were related to the child in question. Maybe she approves, a little voice suggested in Mairen's ear, making her cheeks color in surprise.
Hopefully, if whatever they had - which, frankly, Mai was still thoroughly confused about - became real, Esme wouldn't object to her father making room for another girl in his heart. After all, hearts don't fill up. They just grow to fit the new loves in a person's life. But if the guilt she had felt earlier meant anything, Mairen would certainly be the type to avoid stealing all of Theodore's time, no matter her feelings. Nothing was more important to him than his relationship with his daughter, and nothing should have been.
"I'll be down in a bit," she promised, her hand trailing down his arm as he took off to fill Esme's requests for breakfast. Setting a warming charm on her cup, Mai bounded out of bed, feeling quite lively on feet after the rather pleasant start to her morning.
So it was off to the shower that she went, taking a bit longer than she usually would have once her mind started wandering, imagining oddly domestic situations she would have been embarrassed to explain to Theodore. Shaking that away, Mairen dried her hair and donned a dress - but decided to forgo the tights this time, since those had not really been helpful the day before. Not that she was expecting anything, obviously. But... still. She didn't want to have to shop for more of them, either way. She also ignored her shoes, heading downstairs to the kitchen and living room area.