Let us run wild and free!

Tyler knew that he was making promises that he couldn't keep,  but he was going to try his best to keep them.  He didn't want Eva to worry anymore than she already was, Tyler didn't think he seen her so scared in his life.  Tyler knew this had to be hard for her,  she did know if he'll be alive the next day or not, it was pretty scary.  It was scary for Tyler himself,  he prayed to god that he'll return home safely after each mission.

Tyler looked at her and bit his lip,  he really didn't want to think of that, but what would happen if something happened to him?   Tyler looked into her eyes sadly.  " Then you go on with your life Evy and raise our son and get married and live a happy full life Evy,  move on but never forget me. " said Tyler softly but honestly.   Tyler didn't like the thought of it,   but he had to tell if something ever did happen to him. That was one of the reasons why he was going to try his best to make it home after each mission.

Tyler hugged her tightly in his arms before scooping her up bridal style carrying her over towards the bed. " Sorry. ..was getting tired of standing. " said Tyler softly but honestly. Holding her, Tyler thought he felt something wet hitting his chest. " Evy if you're crying, please don't cry. " said Tyler softly but honestly. He hated seeing her like this, he didn't know what to do or even what to tell her without making it worse.

She didn’t even want to think about what he was telling her. She seriously doubted that she could handle another death so close to her if it actually did happen. She hated thinking about this stuff, but her mind couldn’t help but to go to it. Especially after what Sophia had said in front of her about him being hit by spells and curses. She knew Tyler was just trying to make her feel better, but she had to hope she could trust he would come home after his missions.

She had a few stray tears as Tyler picked her up, trying to bite them back. She was holding on to Tyler tightly as he sat down on the bed with her in his lap. “No, I’ll be fine.” She said looking up at him. She couldn’t help but be a little upset at what she was finding out. After all, she hadn’t been told anything about this until now. It was the first time she knew how much danger Tyler really could be in at his job.

As she sat on his lap, she looked up at him and cupped his face between her hands before kissing him. It was the first time since she had first started getting sick that she had actually kissed Tyler with any real feeling. She didn’t want to talk anymore, nor did she want to think about it either. She just wanted to cuddle and spend time with her husband, while it was just the two of them.

Tyler didn't even want to think about him dying and Eva having to raise her son by herself,  it was just to hard for him to picture.   "Reminder to kill Soph later! " Tyler thought to himself sighing inwardly.  But he knew that it was going happen sooner or later,  so why not now? Although it didn't make things easy for them that was for sure.

Tyler looked down at her and nodded.  " Ok...if your sure. " said Tyler softly but honestly.  Tyler knew that she was worried and scared, and he honestly didn't blame her.  " I'm sorry Evy, I didn't mean to upset you. " said Tyler softly but honestly.  That was the last thing that he wanted to do.  

Tyler was a bit taken back as she kissed him on the lips with real feeling.  Since she been sick,  Tyler noticed her kisses haven't had any real feelings to them.   Kissing her back,  Tyler ran his hand through her hair pulling her closer into the kiss.   Tyler didn't want to think anymore,  he just wanted to spend some time alone with his wife cuddling and kissing her, if it lead to anything else so be it,  it wasn't like it was their first time anymore. Well... first time sober, and they would remember if anything did happen.

After a few minutes, Eva broke the kiss and looked up at Tyler before nuzzling against his cheek. She had calmed down a good bit since she had kissed him and wanted nothing more than to stay like this for a while. “Can we just stay like this for a while?” she asked curiously looking back down at the bed. She didn’t know if it would go any farther, but she knew that she really didn’t care at this point.

Eva kissed Tyler’s cheek and gave him a small smile. “Well at least until Katie comes up and wants to bug us.” She continued to say, “Or we decide we’re going to go and get the car and do something.” She had just remembered that they had left the car at the restaurant. She had been more concerned with what Sophia had said that had made her brain start to reel in the all too real thought that Tyler could wind up never coming home to even think about the car. She knew they would have to go back out and get it sometime, but she didn’t know when it would be at this moment.

Tyler looked at her and smiled.  " Of course we can Evy. " said Tyler softly wrapping his arms around her pulling her into his chest.   Tyler noticed that she looked a bit calmed down than she was,  but still looked a little upset.  He didn't know if anything else was going to happen,  but he honestly didn't care anymore at this point.  Besides if something did happen,  it wasn't like they weren't married or it wasn't their first time.  None of those were no longer a issue for them,  they took care of that all in one night.

Tyler chuckled and laughed.  " I think that Katie thinks that we're still out. " said Tyler softly but honestly.   " If you want to get the car and do something we can, I honestly don't care what we do. " said Tyler honestly. He completely forgot that they left the car at the restaurant until she said something about it.   " Although I really like where I am right now. " said Tyler softly but honestly.   Cupping her cheek,  Tyler kissed her softly on the lips.

“I really wanna stay here for now.” She said just before he kissed her. She found herself kissing him back. She could have stayed in the bed the rest of the day and she honestly wouldn’t have cared. While she did want to go out with Tyler and do something just the two of them, she knew that they both probably needed to stay put for a little while and just spend time together without anyone else around.

After a few minutes, Eva broke away from the kiss a little breathless and looked up at him, “Any idea of what you wanna do?” she asked curiously looking up at him. Part of her wondered if they should continue from where they were a few minutes ago and just see where it went. After all, they were completely sober now and bound to remember if it went farther weren’t they?

Eva moved on Tyler’s lap to where she was actually facing him, before laying her head against his shoulder and kissing him on the neck. “I think I just wanna stay here today.” She said quietly.

Tyler chuckled. " Well... just say here then."said Tyler softly before she kissed him back. Tyler didn't care, he could stay in their room all day just cuddling with Eva. In his opinion, there wass no else he wanted to be right now but holding Eva in his arms. Although it would be fun to go out and do something with her, but he was enjoying this way to much. Although if Eva wanted to go do something they will.

After a few minutes of kissing Tyler pulled away before resting his forehead against hers. " No not really other than stay here with you in my arms. " said Tyler softly but honestly. Although he couldn't help not to wonder what would happen if they kept this up, but part of him didn't care. They were sober and was going to remember it, so if they were to remember it'll be their first time sober. Tyler thought it was funny how ninety percent of people lose their virginity due to being drunk, it was probably due to them not being able to think or feel it, Tyler didn't know.

Just when Tyler thought he was used to Eva touching him, boy he was very wrong indeed. " Mmm... like I said before, just stay here Evy, we don't have to go out. " said Tyler before biting his lip. " Mmm... damn Evy."said Tyler softly but in a husky voice. She was starting to drive him crazy, and she knew very well how to make him go crazy.

After all the excitement they had had on this trip a day in would be a nice reprieve to Eva’s mind. Between a drunken wedding that she nor Tyler remembered, among almost losing Katie, to even finding out that she was pregnant this morning. A day in with little excitement would be a nice change of pace. Eva did have to admit to herself, that later on she would want to go to the beach for a bit. It was something that she loved doing every summer. She felt calmer the closer she was to water.

She pulled her head back breathless, shaking a little. She hadn’t even kissed Tyler like they were kissing since the night they had gotten married. She bit her lip looking up at him curiously as he said her name. It wasn’t as if she had never made out with Tyler before, but at this moment in time she was being careful because she was scared if it went farther she wouldn’t remember it, even though deep down she knew better. Last time she had been completely plastered. At least now she was sober, and so was Tyler.

Eva stared into Tyler’s eyes for a moment. She didn’t want to over think this, but she really couldn’t help it at that moment in time. They were married after all weren’t they? “I love you.” She said before kissing him on the lips hard.

After everything that happened lately,  Tyler felt that needed some some down time to just relax.  To much had happened for them,  to much for them to even process. Although Tyler wanted to go back to the beach even though he just got over sun poisoning.   The beach was so peaceful and calming,  it calmed Tyler,  although he wasn't going to be as stupid as he was before and get sun burned again.  He learned his lesson that hard way on that issue.

Tyler knew that they weren't going as crazy as the night at the night club,   Tyler did remember that much about that night.  He remembered bits of pieces of that night,  but it still was a big mess in his head.   Tyler didn't want to go all the way and not remembered it like he did last night,  he was trying to be careful with her.   Although Eva told him a million times the night in New York wasn't all his fault, but he couldn't help that it was seeing he was the one that basically got them drunk.

Tyler was rather surprised by Eva's gesture by kissing him hard on the lips, although he didn't object to it.   " I love you to Evy. said Tyler softly before kissing her back hungrily before pulling away from her with wide eyes. " I'm sorry Evy, but if we keep doing this it might lead something else, do you want that? "Tyler asked her softly but curiously.

Eva looked at Tyler surprised at what he was asking. She wondered why she wouldn’t want that. It was a little too late to be asking that question if she was going to be honest. That question should have been asked by at least one of them in their drunken stupor. She had really felt that it wasn’t just Tyler’s fault for what had happened that night. In all honesty, she could have said no to those drinks they had, but they had tasted so good. That was about the extent of what she had remembered. Part of her thought that the bar had probably put something in them to help the party goers have a better time, although she would never tell Tyler her thoughts.

Eva took a deep breath, “A little late to be worried if its something I want.” She said laughing a little before pushing him back on the bed and kissing him hungrily. She didn’t even want to be given the time to think about whether or not it was something she wanted. She knew given the chance to think she would say she wasn’t ready yet, and after all, she reminded herself, they were married now and they were going to have a child. She didn’t want to chicken out after all of that.