Chase's lip was trembling as Khaat spoke. "I know it was lies, but how can you not believe it? When he sits there.. and says it so... calmly, the way he says it is just so.. plain... and it makes you think of everything you were already thinking, and he probes your mind.. and says what you were already thinking... makes you weak... and then he hurts you.." Chase was near to crying now, and she had to look away from Khaat, move away from her, her hands were shaking again, and she looked at the numbing potion before her, wanting some, but knowing that it should wait until she was back with Calvin... he had encouraged her to see Khaat.. and now she was letting him down.. that hurt a lot more then she had thought it would.
Chase looked at the journal, and found herself curious. A list of things that you shouldn't take for granted... helped to recall to her mind the things that before Barker she had simply overlooked, things so simple, and yet so basic.. because when you were in his clutches, every bit of that disappeared. Your family was gone, and he took away your comfort, your security, he took away your safe part of your mind, and then he took away the unsafe part to, he left you feel exposed and raw, and once he had you raw... he coupled that with pain... enforcing the fact that he was right, digging it into each and every scar.. each scar symbolized another part of her mind that he had picked. Chase very carefully held out her hand, and making sure not to touch Khaat's, she took the book and looked through it carefully. Reading the different things in it, smiling at a couple of them.
"It just hurts to bad Khaat..." Chase said giving back the book and frowning. "How did you do it? How did you... think past that time? He hurt you more then he even hurt me.. and it's just so hard..." Chase said, running her hand over her bad eye, feeling the scar there, and wincing. It had been a painful one that she wasn't sure Felix had meant to make, but it was effective all the same.
"They all hate you Chase!" The knife came down again on her foot, and Chase let out a sound that sounded like half a sob and half a scream. "They think you are STUPID! Do you not realize this yourself? They look at you, and you aren't even a threat to them... you could be you know.." Suddenly he was right up against her face, his lips brushing against her ear. "I can make the pain stop... I can make your sentence with me a lot easier... You know I don't want to hurt you.. and I know you trust me... you know the devil sends out people to punish those who have sinned.. and you girl have sinned, but I can save you." He said gently running his hand through her hair.
"I can save you, by telling you one easy thing." He grinned, and then touched her hand, which had multiple broken fingers. "You take your wand... and you shoot a spell at her... you kill her Chase.. kill her, and you will be rewarded.. Khaat Lupin.. she's a horrid person.. she's done things you wouldn't believe. She's hurt many people like you... entranced them into her home, made them feel loved.. is that how she makes you feel? Like you are a good person.. like you finally got a break, and you finally got some rest, and feel like you deserve to be happy? Well Khaat Lupin.. she has an evil mind.. you see, she works for him as well, and I would know that, I do too.. but she makes you feel safe.. and then she hurts you in ways I could never do.. and she enjoys it Chase! She enjoys torturing you.. even if she isn't the one doing the torturing. She makes you feel safe, then she feeds you to me... she takes initiative.. she took away your kids, knowing full well you would run, and then she told me where you lived... oh yes, it was Khaat herself who told me where to find you... she sold you out Chase.. sold you out so that you would feel pain."
"Does that hurt Chase?" He asked, holding up the large knife he had been stabbing her with for the last few minutes, blood was soaking Chase, and it puddled in the operating table she lay on. He held up the knife, and very gently turned Chase's head to the side, grabbing all of her hair, and using this blood covered knife, to chop it off, but as he pulled away, the side of the knife caught her on the eye, and blood immediately welled up, and her sight went bad. Only able to see out of one eye, she watched as her own, red hair, fell to the ground, like the blood that was now seeping from the cut in her eye. Felix swore and immediately got a towel to wipe it away, and healed it to his best ability, but the scar was there, and the damage was done.
Chase felt her hand twitch, felt it move towards her wand, and she knew that if Brian wasn't quick enough, she could get Khaat.. she could do it! Khaat would be dead in a matter of seconds, along with her babies. A surge of anger, pain, and betrayal coursed through her, and Chase's hand pulled out her wand, pointing it at Khaat, a look of pain on her face as she did. As though she wasn't quite sure what she was doing, but she was doing it anyway.