new beginnings and new love.

cassidy looked at Clay and cuckled " food sounds good and so does paris as for anything special , can I pack you ?" she siad and chuckled " no I don't have anything " she grabbed some food and sat down at the table facing him as she ate her fill finding her self eating less than she would normaly she pushed the plate to one side and sat back " a honeymoon?" she said and smiled " a real honeymoon" she sighed and smiled at him " sounds perfect " she stood up and looked at him " Im ready when you are " she moved to him wrapping her arms round his neck " any where thats romantic is ok with me" she kissed his neck.

Clayton put his arms around her waits. "any thing you want though packing me would be hard. I won't fit in the suit case." he kissed her on the head. "you feeling okay?" he asked her quietly he had noticed she hadn't ate much. he had packed very little clothing just enough for going out of the hotel room.” you ready?" he asked closing the suit case and latching it. "am I forgetting anything?" he asked looking around the room. "any shoes you want any special clothes, a purse?" he kissed her and smiled down at his lovely wife. “I love you Cassy,” he said quietly.

Cassidy looked at Clay and smiled then shook her head " I'm ok guess my apitite is alittle off today" she said and smiled " no I have nothing but you " xshe siad and moved closer to him holding him tight " your so wonderful Clay your going to be a great dad " she said and kissed him gently making sure he knew in her kiss how she felt as it was long and deep and filled with her love for him " I love you too clayton stevens " she rested her hand on his cheek " my wonderful husband " she said softly to him . She truly loved clayton she had never given her heart to any one but to him she had totaly and completly lost her heart to him witch was a first since she was so use to being alone and unloved now she was totaly loved and carying his child inside her something she had nevr thought she would do.

"when is the baby due, my love? "Clayton asked quietly as his arms when around her. he never thought this would ever happen to him. no one who had known him before cassidy thought it would happen to him. secretly he was scared to death but he wasn't going to show that fear to cassidy. he didn't want to hurt or scare her. what if he wasn't the father she thought he would be? what if he did turn out to be like his dad? he kissed her back then closed the suit case and picked it up "Hold on tight," he whispered in his ear. he was ready to go to Paris get a nice big hotel room then go shopping with his wife. if she wanted something shed get it. anything.

Cassidy looked at him " November , not till November they said " she moved and held tight to him " any time " she said softly with a smile. She saw the worry in his eyes and sighed. " Clay your not your father and you know if you hit me I'll so hit you back, please stop worrying about that " she said patting his chest lightly to show him she ment her words but only to comfort him. She could not get enouph of hos he felt against her and sighed she never wanted to lose the feeling or warmth she got from him nor the smell of his aftershave as she rested against him. " Clay when we get there, can we just relax a little" she asked " I just want to be with you and feel you against me" she paused and chuckled " I know its totaly a sopy thing to say but I feel shopping can wait just one more day" she said and smiled at him " after all it is our honeymoon" her face lit with a cheeky smile.

"i'll try. Hun,"he whispered kissing her on the forehead. his arm wrapped tightly around her waist he appreciated then to Paris. walking to the nest hotel he keeps his arm around her waist. setting the bag down next to a chair he made her sit then said, "wait here," waling away he went to the counter to get a room on the top floor. Clayton smiled at cassidy holding up to room keys. he helped her to her feet once again then picked up the suit case. "come on we are on the top floor,"he said leading her to the elevator.

Casidy felt him aperate and smiled seeing the hotel she sat waiting for him feeling some what wobbly still on her legs she had found it go slightly worse since she found out she was pregnant but as he walked away to the counter she felt she could go for some french toast and coffee but she staid sat , grinning as he walked back to her " wow the pent house thats so romantic " she said and stood with him her arm around his waist as they headed for the elevator and stepped in a man pushed the buttom and they went right to the top " enjoy your stay in the honeymoon suit " he said and smiled Cassidy smiled at Clayton.

" we will , were planing on resting tonight and seeing the sights tomorrow " she said the man smiled and nodded to them.

"I recomend the eilfel tower expreiance the from the top you can see all of paris" he said as the doors slid open to revel an large open living room and a bed against one wall. " wow" was all she said but something in her stomach turned and she suddenly felt sick " Clay I..i'm gonna be sick " she said and the ,an opened a door to the bathroom she dove in and threw up.

Clayton fallowed cassidy into the bathroom and held her hair out of her face gently rubbing her back. "are you okay honey?" he asked, "do i need to take you to st. mungo's or get jesse was worried about her and the baby both. if she was really sick and not just because of the baby there wasn't alot of medication she could take that wouldn't harm the baby. he used a damp cloth to clean off a little bit of barf from her face then held her against his chest. he felt it was his fault she was sick. she shouldn't have appreciated her here he should have gotten plane tickets or something.

Cassidy looked at him and shook her head " no its morring sickness i forgot to take the potion Robert gave me I was so excited this morning " she said and took out a small bottle taking a sip she felt it ease off Moving she hudgged him tight " I didn't mean to worry you hun" she said and smiled to him " guess im going to have to shower again" she said loking up at the big shower. the elevator man smiled and moved bck letting the doors close leaving both of them alone Cassidy snuggled into Clay " Im sorry I guess forgetting and being unsteady with aperateing allready didn't help much huh " she said and smiled at him as she took a deep breath.

"I'm sorry," He whispered quietly kissing her on the head, "i should have gotten plane tickets or something." carefully he picked her up and carried her over to the bed. "you can shower later," he said "i promise," he tucked her head under his chin as he laid down on the bed his wonderful wife laying on top of him. he quietly hummed to her he still wanted to read to the baby but he decided it could wait. Clayton smiled as he held cassidy not wanting to let her go though he knew at some time he'd have to with the knowledge that she would come right back to him.