Daniel and Brienne got out of the room. Both of them fancied a bit of comfort about now.
"When I do get that tattoo, I think I want it to be a black rose. It'll symbolize my love for the wonderful, but late, Stanley Steinheim. The rose was his favorite flower, and now he's taken the color of them away from me. It's like, when he shed the mortal coil, I could no longer see colors in any roses, no matter how sweet they smelled or how prickly they were when I ran my hands over them. In fact, I don't even see the color of my blood if I'm pricked by one", Daniel said, his hands moving over his eyes slowly to wipe away the tears that formed while he was talking. Brienne followed close behind.
"Daniel, I know what you mean. I haven't been loved yet, but I know what you mean. Stanley was a great friend of mine, even told me to have his diary after he'd died. I don't think this is really about you being ignorant about sex without love. No, this is about you transferring your feelings for Stanley on all the boys you have crushes on or have sex with. Stanley was your first and only before Eli, you projected all your love and unfinished business with Stanley to him." Brienne was right, it wasn't ignorance. He didn't know it, though.