The Gilther House

While Anti was sleeping Sammy needed to calm down and talking to Andrian didn't help either. So she went into her room and started reading a really big book. Of course she was a slow reader so by the time he woke up she was only on the second chapter.

Anti got up slowly and walked into the room, wrapping his arm around her and whispering into her ear.
"I'm sorry for earlier," he said quietly. "If you're not ready that's okay. But I do want to know and you will have to tell me eventually. I will always love you."
He kissed her lips lightly.

Sammy watched as Anti walked into the room, she could see the sleepy crusts in his eyes. He had just woken up. She hugged him back and then sighed. "I'm glad you understand, it won't be much longer until I can tell you. Ok? I do love you." Sammy said to him putting her book down on the night stand. She sighed with pain again.

Anti wiped his eyes and held her.
"I love you," he whispered into her ear, laying back on the bed. "Can I show you how sorry I am?"
He was still whispering, but the hunger and lust was evident as he kissed and licked at her neck.

Sammy watched as he wiped the tears from his face, this made her feel worse. She hated to see that she was hurting him. Most of the time when he tried to persuade her she would be up and willing to do what ever he wanted. But the pain that she was feeling and the pain she was causing him clouded her mind. She felt tears washing down her face now. She got up and ran to the bathroom, locking the door and putting a spell on it so he couldnt' enter. She needed to be alone.

Anti sighed and screamed into a pillow. He simply screamed, then fell limp on the bed.
"I F*** hate this..." he whispered as he drifted off again. He knew he couldn't get into the bathroom, so why try? Pointless, really.

Sammy knew that he would hear her sobing, so she turned the shower on and got in. She stayed in there until the water turned cold. She hated what she was doing to him, she hated having to make this choice, but she couldn't just go out with both anymore. So she thought and thought and thought about all the reasons to stay with each one, and the reasons to leave each one. The bad part was that after thinking about all of that, they came up equal. So she thought about the one that she felt the strongest for, and everytime it came out the same person. Andrian. He was her first love. She never really gave him up, he was the father of her first child, and he was always going to be there for her. The only reason they weren't together was because of him almost dieing. So she got out of the shower with the answer in her head. She would be with Andrian, but she couldn't make that final until Andrian left Belle. So she would make the transition from Anti to Andrian slow and as painless as posible. She would make being with her horrible so that he would want to leave her. But she wasn't sure if that would ever be possible.

Anti felt it on the air, in the atmosphere. There were terrible feelings as she got out, and he awoke, walking towards the bathroom door and knocking.
"You gonna tell me then?" he asked, an edge in his voice. This was getting stupid. Just telling him would hurt worse, no matter what.

This is what she feared, having to tell him. But she said that she wasn't going to tell him untill she was absolutely sure and she wasn't sure yet. She knew who she wanted to be with but that wouldn't come true until he made his decisions up. "No, I'm sorry not yet. Please just let me get dressed now." Sammy said in a tone that even Voldimort wouldn't like hearing.

Anti stood up.
"I refuse to sleep in a bed with a woman who I can't trust," he shot back, and walked out angrily, landing heavily in another room and crying hard.
WHAT. DID. I. DO. TO. DESERVE. THIS?! he shouted in his head.