Since arriving back at her desk, Amelia had been turning the sickle over and over in her hands, memorizing every tiny divot and bump, running her fingers over them to create a more firm mental picture. Because she was so thoroughly rooted in reality, Amelia’s imagination had not always gotten the exercise it needed to remain the flexible and intangible talent it ought to have been. This is why Amelia had to get a very clear mental picture which was based on tangibility and fact before she could make the attempt at performing the action the professor had requested.
Having perfected her mind’s view of the sickle, Amelia placed it on the open palm of her right hand and then closed her fingers over it, closing her eyes simultaneously. In the darkness created by the falling of her eyelids, Amelia took a moment to conjure the image of the sickle that she had been piecing together since she retrieved it. This was always the hardest part of alchemy for Amelia, the clearing of her mind. Amelia’s mind was her own greatest refuge; she used it as a sounding board, often had internal debates, and it was always whirring on about something or other. To perform alchemy correctly, though, took supreme focus, a fact which was not lost on Amelia.
At first the image of the sickle was clouded by other thoughts, distractions she couldn’t afford if she was going to make a good impression on the headmaster. One by one, Amelia plucked the other thoughts from her mind and stored them away in a subconscious vault from which she could pull them at a more appropriate time. After a few minutes of slow, steady breathing, her eyes had fully adjusted to the darkness and the image of the sickle was now uninhibited.
Focusing intensely, Amelia forced her mind to envision the previously silver metal into gold. She tended to work at an atomic scale, rather than the large scale, because to her it seemed less imposing. She changed one small piece at a time, a slow process to be sure, but the mental image was slowly turning from silver to gold. She could only hope that this process was mimicked in the sickle in her hand, but she could not break her concentration to look until she had completed the task on her mental money.
A few more minutes passed and the mental process was complete. After a moment of recovery, Amelia’s eyelids fluttered open and her eyes felt the strain of the bright light of the classroom. Lifting her eyes open wider to accelerate the adjustment, Amelia slowly unwrapped her fingers away from the piece of metal in her hand and was pleased to find that it had been transformed to gold.
I did it! Amelia thought, surprising even herself.
But it seemed that her mental celebration was premature, because as soon as thought began to flood her mind again, the gold of the metal in her hand began to fade away, slowly before her eyes changing back to silver. It was disheartening to watch her work slip away, but there was precious little she could do aside from observe it happening, the corners of her lips turned downward in disappointment.