Relaxing for once {{open}}

"Never wish death upon yourself Amadora! You should be thankful that you are alive. Not wishing your dead!" Subastian said angerily. He then started pacing to calm himself down and keep himself from yelling and screaming.

"What is another life to the next person?" Dora asked wearily. "I am but a flickering candle in a sea of lights that make the night sky look beautiful. Death seems to be something my life has been plagued with. There is nothing worth living for. Give me one thing that would make staying in this world seem like a good idea - a good investment almost." She was quite tired of live and she was only sixteen. She was far beyond her years though and just wanted to sleep her life away. It would be better like that. Much better.

"I don't know but i don't wish for you to be dead. Your young, you should enjoy the life in which you were given." Subastian said looking at her seriously. There was pain in his face as he said this wondering why she would wish she was dead.

Some life, Dora thought grimly. She’d lost enough but that didn’t seem to be too important anymore. She had to try and get over it. Accept her father’s death and grin wickedly at the thought of her mother’s. Something like that would do her good. The feeling of sadistic power probably wouldn’t but accepting their deaths would let her move on. That’s exactly what she needed to do – move on. “Perhaps.” She shrugged. “Maybe I should begin to enjoy it.”

"Yes you should be enjoying it." Subastian said looking at her smiling softly.

Dora felt as if a weight had been lifted up off of her shoulders. It was a weird feeling to say the least and she wasn’t entirely sure how to deal with it. She was feeling uplifted and was getting some of that eerie confidence back. It had been a while definitely but she hadn’t expected such a rush of ... well, she didn’t really know how to describe it. It was a rush of complete and utter excitement and she felt almost invincible. Dora jumped up onto her feet and smiled at Subastian. “You’re right. So, what shall we do today?” She wanted to explore the forest a bit more. Do something exciting and maybe scale a tree. She didn’t know why she wanted to do that of all things but she was a lot freer than she usually was. So, why not?