Telling her:Closed:ZOE

Sarah looked at Zoe with a confused look on her face. She sighed and felt sad. " ya sure." She said looking at him gently. She felt herself about to cry. What had jasper told her. Did he want her anymore? What was going on? She took a deep breathe and looked down at her shoes. She waited for Zoe to tell her Jasper didn't love her anymore.

Zoe looked at Sarah. "Now first. Remember. Jazz loves you more than he has ever loved anything or anyone in his entire life. Something you need to know. He grew up in an orphanage, a muggle orphanage to be extract. Now this was hard on him in and of itself. But imagine going thru that and being a werewolf and also a wizard. The lady that took care of him there was the only person who knew the truth. This cause a lot of problems. No one was allowed to get close to him. They feared he would attack them or something. I only met him when the Malfoys let him into their home. I met him though a Death Eater meeting." Zoe paused in her story letting that sink in.

"Jazz was so alone. We started hanging out. But quickly noticed that we didn't have want we needed for a romantic relationship and never would. We would always be friends. Then the day came when you stumbled into his path. That was the day that changed him. Whether you knew it or not. But it changed him. He is afraid that if he leaves your side that you won't be there anymore. To him, everyone that he has ever cared about leaves him. It scares him. And now with the baby. He is scared that what happened to him will repeat." Zoe stopped looking back at Sarah.

"I know he loves you. He wants to be more romantic but he is afraid that you will push him away again. Or turn your back on him all together. If you want my advice and I know you don't but I'm giving it anyway." Zoe said with a small laugh. "Take the lead. Show him what you want. I can guarantee he will love it and show it back. He wants you. There is no doubt about it. He just need to be reassured you wont leave him. If he is honest with you." Zoe finished with a smile.

Sarah started at Zoe with a look on her face. ' Wow. I never knew that. I will never leave him. I am just so scared of getting hurt and him finding someone better. I feel like i am not good enough." She said gently and looked down at him. She felt herself crying. She didn't know what to say or do. She justed wanted to cry. Shee sighed again. She felt heart breaking in two.

"Sarah. Listen to me. He has what he wants. That is you. There is no one better for him than you. I just wish you would accept that. Because if you would I really think the two of you could be truely happy." Zoe said putting her arm around Sarah's shoulder trying to calm her down. "Plus if he did anything to hurt you. I would kill him myself." Zoe said with a small laugh.

Sarah gave her small sad smile. " No its okay zoe. It am used to it." She said gently and looked at her. She felt so sad and unhappy. everything was her fault. it really was. " i try to accept it, but i am been hurt so much. its extermly hard for me too Zoe. I was hurt my family and everything. ' Se said lightly. " He can hurt me all he wants. It wouldn't matter." She said softly. almost in a whisper.

"Sounds to me like the two of you really need to sit down and talk. Because there is a lot that the two of you don't know about each other. It isn't right for me to be the pivot person. I am more than glad to listen. Trust me I am. But this is something that you guys need to work out. I told him to give you time. You would come around but to give you time. So much has happened so fast. I will tell you the same thing. But don't push him away. Because there is something I have learned. If you push someone away too much. They tend to go away all together." Zoe told her. Smiling. "I have an idea. You. Me. Shopping. This weekend. Whatcha think?" Zoe asked. Hoping to get Sarah in a better mood.

Sarah nodded at Zoe comment. She heard the word shopping. She frowned. " I don't know Zoe. Are you sure. I mean...." She said trailing off with her voice. She didn't know what to say. She was scared. She was extremely scared. She finally decided it would be okay to go shopping with Zoe, maybe have a little un. " Okay. I guess i can have a little fun." Se said lightly. Her voice weak. She hoped that Jasper wouldn't get mad.

"I really think shopping will do you some good. Get you out of the house a little. Let you vent to the mounds of clothes." Zoe said with a smile. Shopping always made her feel good. Maybe it would do her some good too. "Plus we are going to have to get you some more clothes soon. Baby is going to make all the clothes that fit run from you." She said with a huge smile.

Sarah laughed and smiled. " Ya, I guess. I need to get out of the house. 'She said gently and smiled at Zoe, gently. She rubbed her stomach. " Besides Abby needs some clothes." She said gently and smiled at zoe, again. She sighed. She needed to get rid of some of this. stress. "thank you Zoe. You have been so good to me." She said giving her a side hug.

Zoe smiled. "Well Jasper is like my brother. And you are his better half. So that makes you my new sister. Heck I like you a whole heck of a lot more than my own sisters." This came out with a laugh. She coudln't help it. It was the truth. "Now that you mention it. I do have to buy for my little Goddaughter." Zoe said with a huge grin. "Its my right."