“They’re particularly good finders apparently,” she commented in response, her lips widening into a brief radiant smile that took away some of the tiredness that had become an innate feature within her. It rose up, lifting her eyes and making them look for just that moment a little more alive and as she laughed a little, smoothing her hands affectionately across his chest, she felt that heavy burden, the weight of guilt and of contained anger, separate from within her and split a little. She flicked her gaze across his features, the planes of his face, the broadness of his shoulders, the shirt that she recalled having been a pain to iron out earlier in the week but she was glad now to do so for she realised in the obtuse yellow kitchen light that it really did suit him. Her smile grew wistful, thoughtful, as that crossed her mind and she continued to move her hands gently around, sliding this way and that in faint circles, half smoothing out his shirt, half enjoying the motion of it.
“And you found the house,” she clarified, tipping her head to the side, her hair sliding from her shoulders, sprawling down over her right arm. “Which means you arguably the best Hufflepuff in the entire world. My favourite one, too.” She smiled again, bringing her head back up level as she drew her hands slowly across his shoulders and then down his arms, retracing every smidgen of skin, remembering where each freckle and mole took up residence on his body. “I’m a Gryffindor,” she murmured with a little snort of amusement, her fingers tickling down around his wrists before sliding back up his arms once more, dancing down to his waist before returning to repeat those same steps. She was content in it and felt blessed to be able to do it – to be close again with him, to be able to talk to him properly even if it had been for all of the wrong reasons to begin with.
“Can we keep to the present continuous tense please, sweetheart?” She asked warily, flinching a touch, her hands stilling briefly when he said felt. She looked at him with a gentle expression all the same, blinking slowly, intermittently fluttering her lashes. It was feel. It was always going to be feel because there would never be a time when she wouldn’t love him. Even if because of it she wanted to beat him with pillows or shout at him until the cows came home or on the contrary keep him up all night with kisses and spend a whole day laying on the sofa with him watching films – it didn’t matter what came of it because it would all be because she continued to love him, most ardently.
Millie’s hands swept up to Keiran’s shoulders once more, settling in their usual place just before the juncture where the broadness met at his neck and she leaned into his touch, relishing in the feel of his lips upon her skin, wondering how she had gone so long without him there, spreading kisses across her like an extra layer to keep her warm and loved. Her eyes slid shut as she tried to memorise the way it felt, the way his slightly breeze roughened mouth that so often, she imagined, came together in a small pout – though she doubted he’d ever allow her to call it that – if the students were rowdy after sitting out in the sunshine eating ice creams at lunch. She’d often wondered what he looked like, executing a lesson properly. She herself had never been one for participation in Transfiguration lessons, taking her opportunity there to sit and pick through her box of drooballs. He’d never been uninteresting, she’d just been a terrible student. Now, though, she had a little romance forming around it and she wondered.
But as she felt that little pose of his lips against her skin then finally against her own mouth, his hands curling into her hair in desperate need of a cut, his thumb briefly crossing her lip before it was taken up between his and they kissed slowly, gently, as though the world had just stopped properly for the briefest of moments. The earth had stopped its spinning. The cars outside drew silent and the soft breathing of the twins on the other end of the monitors in the other room fell on deaf ears because for a moment it was just them. Their lips moved, their hands remembering, their bodies recalling each other with perfect clarity. It was as though they hadn’t left, as though time hadn’t passed, as though something bad hadn’t actually happened for either of them. They were just them again. It was all alright. She’d wake up and he’d be there still, breathing softly, just begging to be roused from his dreams so she could annoy him, pepper him with kisses and show him just how much she loved him. Truly.
Millie reopened her eyes when she lost contact with him. She rubbed her lips together, savouring the taste of him there. She lifted her eyes up, meeting his, noticing the way his pupils had dilated, making his gaze seem for the moment to be the darkest of onyx. She opened her mouth, a little shadow of surprise flitting across her features. She rose up a little in his lap when his hand settled on her leg, reacting to the sudden warmth there and the rush that washed through her as she registered where his hand was and what he was flicking at with his fingers. Gooseflesh danced up and she brought one hand to the back of her neck, leaning in gently to brush his lips with hers again, murmuring in return that she had: “missed you more.”
“I love you too,” she whispered, meeting his gaze. “I… we’re not going to do this again. Ever. I want us to work out. I really, really do and I want us to stay a family and we’ve just… I don’t know what we’ve got to do but I want this. I want you. I want our babies. That’s all I know and I’m willing to do anything to make sure that this, that we, are okay again.”
The first step to that was reconciliation. She gave a little, breathy whine as he attached his lips to her neck, leaving kisses here and there. One hand reached for his shirt, beginning to pop the buttons from the holes while the other took the one of his that rested on her thigh, guiding it up underneath the nighty. Once the shirt was open she spread her hands across his chest, pulling out the rest of the buttons roughly before pushing his shirt off of his shoulders, tugging it off of his arms and tossing it away, vaguely registering the sound of it hitting the cupboard across the room.
“You’re so sexy,” she complained, smirking a little before dropping a kiss to his chest, then another, and another and another. And he was, too, which hit her often at the most inappropriate of times but this was a time when thankfully it was very appropriate to act upon that feeling so hands found his belt, opening it out and unbuttoning his trousers. She was under no illusions as to what would happen and she didn’t care, either. She needed him in that moment as close as humanly possible and there was both a will and a way. They needed to remember what they principally enjoyed about each other – which, let’s face it, wasn’t stimulating conversation above everything else. No, it was each other in the most carnal of senses. It was that passion. That physical love affair. It was back.