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Tyler wrapped his arms around her pulling her into a hug before kissing the top of her head. " I'm sorry for going out on you, I guess I didn't realize your feelings in all this. " said Tyler softly but honestly. " I was only thinking about myself and not you, I guess it's on of my many habits. " said Tyler shrugging. " I know I'm a arrogant arse at times, but you're the one who keeps me in check. " said Tyler softly but honestly.

" I know you're scared, hell I'm even scared and confidence about everything that had happened these pass couple of days!"said Tyler softly but honestly. " You don't have to be scared Evy, I'm right here and I'm not going anywhere. " said Tyler softly. " Things may change for us Evy, but I know one thing for sure, I'll always have feelings for you. " said Tyler softly but honestly. " I love you Evy, I love you so much it hurts. " said Tyler honestly before chuckling. " Even when you push me away and you think I'm a a arrogant jack arse I'll still love you. " said Tyler softly but honestly.

" Aw...how sweet you think I'm an arse how sweet!"said Tyler jokingly at her before smirking playfully at her. " I would of preferred us to get married on our own time to. " said Tyler softly sighing. " It wasn't like I wasn't going to, but I wanted it once we known each other a while. " said Tyler softly but honestly. " But I do thank them for pairing me with you, I don't think I could be with anyone but you. " said Tyler softly but honestly. He knew that it sounded cheesy, but it was true, she saved him in more ways than she knows.

Tyler looked in her chocolate brown eyes and smiled at her before kissing her softly on the lips. " I know this may sound cheesy, but you saved me Eva you really did. " said Tyler softly but honestly. " You saved me from being in the darkest pit of hell, you made me find good in me even when I couldn't see it myself. " said Tyler softly. " Even when I'm a complete jack arse douche to you, I'm always welcome back in your loving arms. " said Tyler softly but honestly. " God knows where I'll be if you haven't came along. " said Tyler softly.

" So don't say that I ever saved you, because you saved me and saw through my act. " said Tyler softly but honestly. " You love me for me and not anybody else. "said Tyler softly. " I know I'm spilling out my feelings and I normally don't do this, but I was afraid of losing you. " said Tyler softly but honestly. " I don't want to lose you, it'll kill me if I did. " said Tyler softly.

“Are you really?” she asked looking up at him curiously. She wasn’t sure what all she wanted to say so she figured she would just let it come out on its own. No thinking involved, “To be honest you never really asked how I felt about it until you blew up on me.” And it was true. He had never asked her how she felt about this whole situation since they had found out. Her mind went back to the day that they were sat down at the meeting to be told they were matched.

“I’m not scared about you leaving.” She said a little defensively, “You don’t really have a choice about that without fear of putting us both in jail and you losing your job. And I’m not quite sure you would want me in Azkaban on your behalf.” She had made a point. If there was something to be said about Eva, she had always been honest with Tyler. It was part of who she was. She really thought it would be foolish to lie about something like this.

“You are an ass.” Eva said looking at him, “Quite a lot actually. A lot of the time it doesn’t bother me, but when you acted like you did in the hotel room, you’re really lucky I didn’t punch you in the throat.” She laughed a little. She had really debated hitting him when he had went off on her like he had. Eva had never been so angry in her entire life until that moment. She sighed and ran her hand through her hair before tucking a stray strand behind her ear.

“I wouldn’t push your luck right now.” She said trying to suppress a smile. “Whether or not we had or hadn’t, it would have just been nice to have made the choice on my own without being told by someone that this was happening.” She thought about how her parents reacted when they found out. My parents wanted to send me back to Italy. she thought remembering the incident. Only reason I wasn’t sent was because I had to beg my parents not to. I can’t tell Ty that. she told herself looking up at him. Her parents were fairly protective of her, and after the whole fiasco with her brother they really didn’t want to take the chance of it happening to Eva as well.

“At least we were paired with each other and not complete strangers or people we actually hate.” She agreed with him. She laughed. As cheesy as it sounded it was completely true for her too. She didn’t know what she would have done if they had paired her with someone else. Eva listened to him talk about how she had saved him. She looked at him slightly confused until he explained. She had saved him from himself. She inwardly sighed, I think that’s going to be something I’m doing for the rest of my life. she thought giving Tyler a small smile.

“I doubt it would kill you.” She said looking at him in complete seriousness. She had never really experienced love and at a young age resigned herself to feeling that love was nothing more than a chemical reaction in the body. Scientifically it was. It was nothing more than hormones and chemical reactions in the brain to make you feel a certain way. “But I do think what I’m starting to feel for you may actually be love.” She added, “I mean I’ve never really been in love before so I would have to think that this is what it feels like. Aside from when you make me feel horrible by being a douche.”

Tyler sighed and nodded. " Yes I really am, I wouldn't had came after you if I wasn't sorry for being a arse to you. " said Tyler softly but honestly. Tyler nodded before looking down at his feet. " I know I didn't, I guess I'm just so used to being alone that I didn't think how you felt. " said Tyler softly. " I'm sorry, I'm just so used to dealing with no one feelings and emotions but mine and my family. " said Tyler softly but honestly. It was true, Tyler didn't care about anyone elses feelings but his and his family, he was heartless and lack for a better word bitter.

Tyler sighed before running his hands through his blond hair before groaning. " Damn it Evy! Why do you have to shoot down everything I say? " Tyler asked her softly but with hurt in his eyes. " I didn't say anything about you being scared about me leaving, I just don't want you to be scared about all this stuff and I'm here for you I'm not going anywhere. " said Tyler simply. " No I don't want you to go to Azkaban, but I'm pretty sure that you don't want me to go there as well. " said Tyler softly but honestly.

" Go ahead, I deserve it for being a arse to you. " said Tyler softly but honestly. " Go ahead, let out all your anger towards me I won't stop you!"said Tyler softly. " Go ahead hit me or yell at me, do whatever it makes you feel better!"said Tyler simply. Tyler didn't care what she did, as long as she gotten rid of the anger she had towards him.

Tyler looked at her and sighed. " Do you honestly think that I wanted this?"Tyler asked her softly. " I don't want any of this, I just became a Auror!"said Tyler honestly. " I'm not ready to get ready and become a father!"said Tyler softly but honestly. " I don't have time for being married and being a father!"said Tyler honestly. " I don't want this any more than you do, so we're on the same boat!"said Tyler honestly.

Tyler nodded but didn't say anything else to her, he wanted to be with her, but he wanted to do all this stuff on his own time. Although Tyler couldn't help but not to think that Eva was only with him because of the damn bloody marriage law. Although she says that she likes him and has feelings for him, Tyler didn't believe it anymore. Tyler looked at her and gave her a fake smile, but you couldn't tell that it was unless you knew him very well to know that it wasn't a real smile. When Tyler smiled, his eyes would have a sparkle in them showing happiness, but there was no happiness in him right now.

Tyler nodded as he felt a stab in his chest as she told him that she didn't think the feelings that she was feeling was love. Tyler closed himself out from feeling any love, but Eva was making him start to love again. Although to her say what she said was a major blow to him. " So.,, what do you feel?"Tyler asked her softly but curiously. Tyler was putting up his walls again, he could tell that he was he didn't want to be hurt again by his stupid feelings.

Eva looked at him. She understood better than anyone what it was like to be alone. She had spent most of her childhood alone; except for her sister who was so cruelly taken away from her at a young age…well that and Katie. Sweet Katie who even when they had attended muggle school together refused to let her be alone, forcing her way into becoming her best friend. Eva could have let the world turn her heart into a bitter piece of ice, but she had decided against it. Things happened. You got over it and moved on with life. That was how the world worked.

“I don’t shoot down everything you say!” she exclaimed standing up from the park bench. “And I believe your exact words were ‘Don’t worry, I’m not going to go anywhere.’” She added putting her hands on her hips. She looked at him and took in a deep breath, “No I don’t want to see you in Azkaban either but damnit Tyler!” she broke off turning away from him.

She didn’t want to yell anymore. She was quite honestly tired of fighting. She was beginning to feel like that was all they did anymore. Was she going crazy? She honestly didn’t know anymore. She wanted to scream and rip her hair out at the same time for feeling the way she did. “Don’t you get it Tyler?!” she exclaimed looking at him! “I don’t want to yell or hit you! I just want to stop bloody fighting!”

Eva moved closer to the lake in the middle of the park, moving close enough to where Tyler couldn’t touch her, but staying close enough to him to where she could hear him when he spoke. She was tired of fighting. It was literally driving her crazy. She wasn’t used to so much animosity all the time. Sure her sister Bianca was someone who tended to thrive on hate and discontent but she wasn’t her sister. She wasn’t the type of person that liked causing tons of pain and misery. She had to start to wonder, would this be exactly what their marriage would be like? She hoped not. She didn’t know if she could stand it being like this all the time. She knew if it was she would lose her mind fairly early on in the marriage, despite having really and truly caring for Tyler.

She turned and looked at him as he asked her if she thought he really wanted this. She wanted to blurt out and interrupt him but she decided against it. Eva was going to let him get out what he had to say before she would open her mouth. She stayed quiet for a moment. “What about me?” she asked looking at him before looking back at the water. “I’m not even finished with school yet.” She knew she probably sounded selfish, but right now she didn’t care. What he had just said sounded pretty selfish and if they were going to be completely honest about it, she would have to say exactly how she felt. “At least you have a job and means to support a child. What about me? I can’t exactly quit school. Much less I’ve pretty much been told that everything I’ve made plans for is not going to happen. Am I even going to be able to finish school? What about how I wanted to travel the world and take pictures of everything I could possibly can? I can’t exactly do that with a baby on my hip.”

They were both in a mess, emotionally and with each other. They had such little time to work out these feelings of angst and anger so they could move on and actually be a couple. To be fair Eva understood why he felt the way he did, but deep down she wondered if he actually understood why she felt the way she did about it. Yes she would have far preferred this to have happened in its own time, but she was smart enough to realize that it had happened now and there wasn’t anything they could do about it. She felt like a shell of herself. Almost like she had been when her sister had died. She felt like she was just going through the motions of what was going on, not really realizing what was happening.

Eva was brought back to reality by Tyler asking her what she felt. She turned and looked at him a little surprised. What did she feel? Did she even know herself? “What do you mean?” she asked curiously. “If you’re asking if I love you, I’m not sure if I can give an answer to that yet. I don’t even really know what love is myself. I’d like to think the fact that I’m standing here and talking to you about this as calm as I am is love. I’d like to think what I feel for you is love, but I don’t know having never really being in love before. I know that if anything were to happen to you and I wouldn’t be able to live with myself, my fault of not.”

Tyler would never know what it felt like to lose a sibling like Eva did, but she'll never know what it felt like to have two siblings out there that you'll never see again. Although they were in the same boat when it came to losing someone who they loved more than anything else in the world. Although unlike Eva, he didn't have anybody to fall back on like she did, which lead him to his bad boy ways. Although Tyler wanted to change, but every time he tried, he always fell back into his old ways. It was just the way he was, nothing was going to change about that no matter what he did.

" Yes you do Evy, you only agree when it's logical but when it comes to feelings you push it away!"said Tyler softly but honestly. Tyler was tired of fighting, that was all they seem to do now days. She was driving him crazy, but he wouldn't have it any other way. She honestly didn't know how much she needed her, she would never know. He needed her more than anything, but he was tired of fighting with her.

Tyler looked at her and sighed. " You think that I'm not Evy?"Tyler asked her softly but honestly. " How are we ever going to be together if all we do is fight?"Tyler asked her softly. " I don't want us to fight any more, I care about you but I can't keep on chasing you after every fight we have. "said Tyler honestly. " I just want us to go back to the way we were before we found out about all this. "said Tyler softly but honestly. " I know I was a douche to you the day we met, but I want us to be like we were when you for gave me."said Tyler softly but honestly.

Tyler sighed as she moved away from him, and moved closer to the lake. [I]"I can't do this if this is how it's going to be between us!"[/i ]Tyler thought to himself. Tyler begin to wonder if this wasn't how it was going to be after their married. He didn't want it to be like this, hell he didn't want it to be like this now. He knew that both of them were guilty of this, both of them were stubborn as hell and hard headed.

Tyler looked at her frowned. " You can do anything you want to do Evy, even when you're pregnant and have a child!"said Tyler softly but honestly. " Besides you're not going to be alone in all this, I may not be ready to be a father but I'm not going to leave our child!"said Tyler honestly. " I'm here to help and support you in any way possible, but we got to stop doing this!"said Tyler softly but honestly. " I'll pay for everything you need, and I won't turn away no matter how hard things get between us!"said Tyler. " We're not always going to be a perfect couple, but we're going to be those real couples who work things out " said Tyler softly.

Even if Eva didn't think that he didn't understand, Tyler did more than anybody else. Although they were both a mess in more ways then anybody would ever think possible. But if they helped each other out, maybe they could make this relationship work between them. He truly wanted everything to work out between them, he cared about Eva and was slowly starting to fall for her more and more. Although Tyler was scared as hell about all this, but he realized that he wasn't as scared as Eva was about all it.

Tyler shook his head. " No... I didn't mean that, I mean about everything that's happening. " said Tyler softly but honestly. " As for loving me, I'll let you figure that out, but I'm honestly falling for you. " said Tyler honestly. " But when you think you're ready for love I'll be here. " said Tyler softly but honestly. " Just know that I care about you, and I always will. " said Tyler softly before smiling at her. " I hope you know that, even though I don't show it at times. " said Tyler softly but honestly.

Eva was past fighting at this point. She looked at Tyler and sighed, “If that’s how you feel.” She replied putting her walls back up like clockwork. She didn’t want to feel anymore and it was the only thing she had to fall back on really. Tyler might have thought that Eva had people to fall back onto, but in reality she didn’t. She had always relied on herself for things and she was getting used to the idea that she didn’t have to face things alone when this happened.

She was still trying to get a read on Tyler. He was all over the place lately. But aren’t you as well? she asked herself. Maybe you should give him a little credit and not be so hard on him. She groaned. This inward struggle with herself was almost too much to bare. Added with the fact that they were once again fighting, Eva felt like she was going to pull all of her hair out.

“I might have come back once I cooled down.” She lied. In truth even if she would have tried to come back, she wouldn’t have known where to go. She would have cooled down and went to call her brother before realizing that Ali Baba and her phone were both still at the hotel. She gave Tyler a look of worry, “You think I don’t want to go back to then, because I really would love nothing more than that right now.” She said quietly.

“You were less of a prick…” she mumbled. She realized that she had Tyler were both two of the most hard headed and stubborn people in the history of the world, but there had to be a way to at least get back on track to where they had been, before all of this. There has to be some way for us to at least get back on track. she thought racking her brain for ideas.

“We’ll see when we cross that bridge.” Eva said quietly, running her hand through her hair. She was really done with this fighting nonsense and just wanted nothing more than to go back to the hotel and take a shower. That would be the best thing to happen now is for me to get that shower. she thought. Hell, that had been what she had wanted when he had blown up on her.

She didn’t want him to have to pay for everything that she wanted. Gah, doesn’t he get it?! she asked herself, quickly realizing that he didn’t. “I understand this Tyler, and no I don’t want you to have to pay for everything I need. That isn’t your responsibility. You think I just agree with you when its logical but not emotional; well just agree with me on this right now because I really can’t take fighting anymore. I’m done with it. Literally about to rip the hair out of the top of my head done with fighting.” She explained, “You might be used to it, but I’m not used to it at all and probably never will be!”

One thing that he seemed to understand was that Eva was completely and utterly terrified of this. Inwardly she was grateful for this. She just wished that he would at least act like he understood. The stress from fighting had really started to get to her and she could feel tears running down her cheeks. Quiet sobs that she couldn’t control happening and she didn’t like that she was crying. She never cried in front of people and now she was crying in front of Tyler.

“I don’t really know what to think about everything that’s happening.” She sobbed out. “It’s all happening so fast and my head is spinning trying to figure it all out!” she was crying hard now. “All I wanted was a damn shower when you went off on me in the hotel room!”

Tyler was beyond the point of fighting, he was honestly tired of all this sh!t that was happening now. Putting up his walls and blocking every emotion and feelings that could make him feel any more pain and hurt. He didn't want to feel anything anymore, he was tired of feeling like he was feeling better yet, he was beyond tired. He didn't have anybody to go to, so it wasn't like he cared if he went back to his old ways again. Although Eva thought he was worse than before, Tyler honestly thought he was changing, maybe he wasn't, maybe this marriage law was making him more of a douche.

Eva was hard to read, but even before they started dating she was hard to tell what she was thinking. Tyler was having a inward battle with himself, part of him wanted to make this work to where another side wanted him to say screw it. But the part of him that was winning the most, was the side that wanted to make this work. Although he was ready to pull his hair out, he wanted to make this work out for them. Although if it was going to or not, he didn't know

"Really I thought that I was more of a prick then I was before. "said Tyler softly but honestly. " Well...not trying to sound rude, but you were less moody!"said Tyler honestly. " I don't know what happened, but I want us to go back to the way things were. "said Tyler softly but honestly. " I know it isn't going to be easy, but I'm willing to try. " said Tyler simply. " I'm not giving up on us just because we can't get through this stupid fighting!"said Tyler honestly.

Tyler sighed. "Yeah if we ever do cross that bridge!" Tyler thought to himself before sighing. He wanted to make this work more than anything, but was she willing on trying or did she want to give up on them? All Tyler wanted was a peaceful vacation without fighting, but apparently that wasn't working out to well! Tyler hated fighting, he hated it more than anything else in the world, it was all his parents did when he was little after his grandfather died. He didn't want them to become the way his parents did, he wanted to have a happy marriage and be crazy in love!

Tyler looked at her like she was crazy. " Not my responsibility? What the hell Evy if we're going to be married and have a child together it has to be my responsibility some as a husband and father!"said Tyler defensively. " But it's whatever you think, I'm tired of this. " said Tyler softly but honestly. " I'm not use to this fighting, I hate fighting!"said Tyler honestly. " I don't want us to end like my parents are, I want a happy marriage. " said Tyler softly but honestly. Sighing to himself he looked away from her and at the lake trying to calm himself down.

Tyler looked at her and frowned when she started crying. He knew it was because of him and the fighting. He hated seeing her cry, but he hated seeing her crying because of him. Tyler didn't know what to do, it was clear that she was mad at him and didn't want her to touch him. Biting his lip he looked at her sadly as she cried. Seeing enough, Tyler scooted closer to her and wrapped his arms around her pulling her into a hug.

" Sh... Evy it's ok, I'll try to be more understanding of your feelings and not blow up on you. " said Tyler softly but honestly. " I I'm sorry Evy, I know that I'm not making this easy for you by being a complete arse. " said Tyler softly. " I know me saying sorry won't make it better, but it's a start. " said Tyler softly but honestly.

Eva might have been hard to read but at least she was pretty straight on with how she was feeling. Tyler on the other hand was back and forth with everything. Eva felt like he was off the chart with his emotions. One second he was completely fine and care free and then the next he was being an epic ass, making her feel like she was the worst person in the world for having feelings. She had noticed that Tyler was changing, it was slowly, but when he started acting like how he had at the hotel it was almost as bad if not worse than how he was before they got together.

While he was having an inward battle with himself, Eva was having one of her own. They didn’t legally have a choice but to follow through with what they were told to do, but part of her wanted to say it wasn’t worth it, while the other half begged her to make it work telling her, she might never have another chance at happiness. “Well if I…” she broke off, “You know what, it isn’t even worth it anymore. I’m done with fighting and mouthing off right back at you. You win.” She said quietly, holding her head down.

Eva had never been so quiet and restrained about something in her entire life. It was a completely different side of her than even Katie had ever seen. Sure Eva was quiet a lot of the time, but not how she was now. “Can we go back now?” she asked as the tears flowed harder down her face. People were starting to stare at them as she cried harder when he wrapped his arms around her.

“Why can’t it just go back to normal?” she sobbed hard, her words almost unable to be understood. She heard Tyler telling her he was sorry, making her cry harder. She felt back for acting the way she had in the hotel room as well as when they were getting ready to board the plane. She was realizing that she had come off as a really horrible sounding person and she didn’t like it one bit. “I want this to work.” She added.

“I’m so..sor..sorry I’m such a b-b-b*tch!” she sobbed looking up at him through tear soaked eyelashes. Her face was stained with tears and her lip was quivering with her sorrow, her anger dissipated. “Can we go back to the hotel?”

Tyler knew that his emotions have been all over the place a lot lately, he knew that he didn't start acting like this until the marriage law meeting they had. To be honest, they both didn't start acting this way until they had that stupid damn bloody marriage law meeting. Tyler wanted to back to his sweet caring self again, he didn't want to be the way he was and keep hurting Eva. He wanted to change, but he wanted to charge in a good way, not in a bad one. Although he knew that it wasn't going to be easy, he was going to try.

This inward battle with himself was telling him that despite all this fighting that they were doing it was worth it. Maybe later down the road they would look back and laugh at how stupid and childish they were. Although they just met, something was telling Tyler that they were meant to be together. He believed that this marriage law was fate, despite it making their lives a living hell. He wanted to believe that, he didn't want to believe that they were together just because of this stupid bloody marriage law.

Tyler nodded before kissing her softly on the top of her head. " Yes we can, I would like that. " said Tyler softly but honestly. A side of Tyler that he didn't know he had was showing, but he didn't care anymore. He wanted to be a good person to Eva, and breaking down his walls was one of them. He was slowly starting to go back to sweet loving Tyler again, the one he and Eva liked.

Tyler looked at Eva and sighed. " It can Evy, we just forgot that it should. " said Tyler softly but honestly. As she cried harder Tyler held onto her tighter letting her cry in his chest. Stroking her hair, Tyler rocked her back and forth trying to make her calm down. " I want this to work to Evy, more than anything. " said Tyler softly but honestly. " Maybe we can start over again?"Tyler asked her softly but curiously.

Tyler shook his head. " You weren't anything, if anything it was me. " said Tyler softly but honestly. Tyler nodded. " Yeah of course we can!"said Tyler softly before kissing her softly on the lips. " Are you ready to go? " Tyler asked her softly but curiously. Using his thumbs he wiped away her tears and smiled sheepishly at her.

Eva wanted more than anything to work this thing out, but she was just so tired of fighting. She wanted to honestly go back to sleep despite the fact that they had spent the whole flight sleeping. She hoped that they could get past everything and look back and laugh at how stupid it was to fight over something like this. But at the same time she understood why they were fighting over it. She was also confused as to why they had been fighting over it as well. It was all very confusing to her.

She took in a deep breath as Tyler wiped the tears from her eyes. She mindlessly kissed him back, once more going with the motions. She looked up at him and nodded, “Yeah I think it would be best.” She glanced around, “People are starting to stare.” She added, her face turning red.

Eva wasn’t one for big public displays like the one they had just had, and after all, the fight had grown into a pretty public thing once they had gotten into the park. She looked up at Tyler as they made their way, “How did you know where to find me?” she asked curiously. Part of her told her that Katie had told him where to look for her. It was either that or he went through her journal knowing how much she hated people to go through it.

She leaned her head against his arm as they walked, “I’m sorry though,” she said quietly, “Just because you blew up on me didn’t mean I should have blown up on you.”