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Post by James Potter Wed Feb 19, 2014 3:47 am

“If that is the precursor to conversations between the two of us, I have a feeling I’ll be needing to chat with you often.”

Bentley couldn’t quite believe he’d said it, but once the words were out he found himself almost chuckling with the sincerity of his comment. Lifting the arm Baldric wasn’t leaning over, Ben pushed his fingers through the hair his companion had so well mussed in an attempt to tidy it back into its normal state of being. Apparently, the hair would be having none of it, because the longer bits simply fell back into his eyes as he glanced down at the Gryffindor.

It took a bit off effort to get the next words out as Rick’s wandering lips drew his attention once more. “You have no idea how tempted I am to move to Antarctica right now. So far they won’t bother coming looking. But I’ve got too many responsibilities here.” Frowning, he mulled over his meeting briefly in his mind as he tilted his head to properly look at Baldric. “Besides, who knows what will happen to the poor girl if I don’t show up…”

Did he really care about whoever she was? Obviously not, because here he was the night before their meeting in bed with this bloke he’d just met. The key word there, of course, being bloke. If it took marrying the girl to avoid getting into trouble with the Ministry, Ben supposed it would have to be done. He wouldn’t have his job taken, career ruined, or parents insulted. The older man blinked hard, trying to keep from pulling the blonde up to meet his lips again. Ben knew he couldn’t just use this connection or chemistry (or whatever one might choose to call it) to ignore things. Regardless of how much he wanted to.

“My meeting isn’t until eleven tomorrow,” he added reluctantly, hardly even wanting to discuss it. “I’ll leave something in the fridge if you’re not up yet.” Groaning, he lifted a hand to his face. “Damn. The dinner.”

Even with his commenting on it, Bentley couldn’t bring himself to push Baldric away. Instead, he decided to continue to avoid discussing what he had originally meant to bring up before Rick stood and made it so very hard to think properly. His hand dropped back to his side, playing over the sheets absently. There was the lingering question of whether or not this arrangement would be permanent. It couldn’t be, once Bentley was married, he mused.

Unless she hated him as well, and they just went through the motions and lived separately. He wouldn’t mind that so much. It would be the children bit that bothered him the most, he decided. Ben had never been certain of his abilities with children, aside from perhaps ones with family issues like his own. What kind of father would he make? Especially if he didn’t live with the mother. No, indeed, that wouldn’t sit very well, even with him. Head falling back to its old spot, Ben closed his eyes, fingers faintly traveling the length of Baldric’s back over and over without his telling them to.

Suddenly, he realized that Baldric must not have received his letter yet. His eyes opened, flicking to stare at the ceiling. Not only was Ben to be married off like some unfortunate royalty that wouldn’t take the throne (but still needed a title), but Rick would be taken off as well. He didn’t quite mean to, but Bentley tensed at the very thought. It wasn’t his place to be concerned – if that was even what he was, really.

Frown settling onto his face, Ben started to sit up, nudging Baldric lightly until the blonde had released him. “I’ll be back. The kitchen is a bloody mess.” Pushing himself off the bed, Ben dug around his drawers to retrieve a tee-shirt and boxers before forcing himself into the hallway and back into the kitchen.
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Post by Baldric Pierson Sun Mar 09, 2014 12:29 am

Watching the retreating arse of Bentley Pierson was an activity that Baldric was determined to take great pleasure in doing over the coming weeks. Baldric wasn’t entirely sure whether Bentley realised he added a very endearing little wiggle to his hips or not but it was a motion that Baldric observed with keen eyes up until the point when Bentley slipped from view. He chuckled a little to himself, throwing his arms over his head and stretching himself out. He took pleasure in the fact that this was Bentley’s bed he was sprawled in with the sheets around his waist. It smelt achingly of him and Baldric was sorely tempted to tuck himself back in around Bentley’s smell. However, knowing that the real one was out worrying after the kitchen actually woke Baldric up a bit. They could have dealt with the dinner in the morning. Why bother now?

Sighing a little, Baldric rolled himself out of the bed and picked up his discarded boxers. He knew that come the morning he’d have to go home and pick up some things. There could only be so many times he could wear the same pair of boxers. Snitches were a classic but they were not going to be a daily occurrence – or so Baldric hoped. After pulling the boxers on, Baldric thumbed his fingers through his hair and padded out into the living room and then into the kitchen-diner in which he found his lover. There was a knot beginning to form in Bentley’s shoulders. His stance was tense, his shoulders raised to an unnatural height up around his ears and Baldric was sure it wasn’t an unfamiliar stance for his body to take either, so the younger man’s hands found the elder’s back, smoothing across his shoulder blades as he lowered his head to pop a kiss to the back of Bentley’s neck.

“Are you worried about tomorrow?” Baldric asked, expecting an answer indicating the positive.

There was part of Baldric that was concerned about what would happen when the letter was actually answered and the match was finalised. Would Bentley get married? Would Baldric be cut loose to wander into Keiran and Millie’s to hide out there until the Educational Decrees lost their favour, his protest neither honourable nor wholly to do with protecting the rights of Half-Breeds but rather to lick his wounds and try to get along on his own … or would he find himself caught between Mr and Mrs Pierson. There was only one he wanted to worry after in that instance, though. Baldric knew that time would abate and change and then he would find himself with his own letter and someone to wear his surname. He didn’t want that. He wanted the trappings of marriage – family, a home and something to come home to – but he didn’t want it to be decided by the Ministry of Magic. No one did, of course, but that didn’t stop Baldric feeling any less personally victimised.

“They’ll repeal it, Ben.”

It had turned into a saying which let the masses sleep well at night. They’ll repeal it. Who was the elusive ‘they’ and would they actually, truly repeal the law that kept lovers from being together whilst pairing off those who held no affection for each other? It was something whispered amongst candlelight as though the creed was a heretical belief, one that they would all die for. Their rights to love was one that had not been tampered with in the history of the magical world but all of a sudden that had been taken out from underneath their feet and the world felt off kilter and bizarre – as though nothing could ever be whole and happy again. What love could truly be found for anyone caught up in the law which would prevent them from knowing each other in the first place? Where was the care? Where was the time? Where was the thought?

“They have to.”

Baldric closed his eyes, running his hands down Bentley’s arms. He drew them up again and placed another kiss, this time setting it down at the point at which his neck joined his shoulder. His eyelashes tickled at Bentley’s skin briefly as his hands found the elder man’s hips. He couldn’t express quite what he wanted to say. He wasn’t sure he was being helpful by saying what everyone knew was just a pipe dream at present. They all wanted the law to be repealed but without anyone in the Ministry willing to budge on it, there was no sense in hoping. It would come, it had to, but until it did … what hope was there left to cling to when every last holdout was being fixed up.

“Leave this. Leave it. I can do it in the morning if you like. It won’t take me long. I can do it before I go and get my things.” Baldric endeavoured to soothe. “I can pick something up for tomorrow’s dinner if you like, too. Anything to make things easier.”
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Post by James Potter Sun Mar 09, 2014 1:31 am

Bentley often forgot the truth about himself which stated that, when stressed, inordinate amounts of cleaning would occur. It was when he was rediscovering this fact that Baldric’s voice caught his attention. Ben had half expected the Gryffindor to stay put and let him deal with his frustrations on his own; apparently it would not be so, because although Bentley glanced over his shoulder, he kept quiet in the face of Baldric’s question. Ben didn’t want to go off on the younger man, but he had a feeling that assurances would just rile him up further.

It wasn’t that Bentley was mad at his new roommate. No, indeed, the young man seemed to understand more properly than was originally expected. Instead, Ben was used to barking orders or ignoring people when he needed a mental break or was tired of dealing with things. Clenching his jaw at Rick’s works, he vaguely noted that he had actually given him a proper nickname. The man had seemed to be of the impression that his name was a long form of ‘Benji.’ Perhaps the letter had corrected that for him. Ben didn’t really think he cared, honestly. Because, no matter how childish the ideal was, a nickname implied endearment.

Not that Bentley wanted that from Baldric. Not really.

They had to? No, the Ministry would do whatever they bloody well wanted and everyone else would be subject to their idiotic desires. That’s what had to happen. Even as his skin lit at Baldric’s touch and kisses, Bentley could feel himself wound up like a spring. The last thing he wanted was to turn round and snap at Baldric. No, Ben had a feeling that he really just wanted to go to the office and do some work. But that would get them nowhere.

Where, exactly, did Bentley think they were headed, then? He wasn’t sure he could say, really. He didn’t want to, either. Merlin knew it didn’t matter what either of them wanted anyway. Without actively deciding to do so, he set down the plate he’d been holding up to scrub. He couldn’t let his temper get the better of him. At work it wasn’t a big deal – he was in charge of whomever he was raging at; but the same certainly wasn’t true of Baldric.

“Easier?” Ben asked vaguely, turning his chin so he could glance over at Baldric. “I’ve not lost a relative, Rick. Just my right to choose.” Just you future, a voice chided him quietly. Shaking his head, he turned to face his lover, turning in the younger man’s hands. “It’s not me I’m worried about, actually. It’s explaining this to my folks. It’s having to make promises to this person I’ve never met. It’s losing my ability to… control the things happening to me.”

His eyes fell to the counter where the dishes sat waiting for him and his nerves to return to tidy them as silence fell over the kitchen. Finally, Ben lifted a shoulder in an almost-shrug and added, "You can't say you're looking forward to getting your letter."
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Post by Baldric Pierson Sun Mar 09, 2014 2:31 am

Baldric clucked his tongue against the roof of his mouth, a smirk alighting on his features. He chuckled a little, Gryffindor bravado taking over for a few moments, and shook his head, shrugging his shoulders in tandem as he brought his hands along Bentley’s arms. He relied on that spark about him far more than he cared to acknowledge and though he wanted to use it to try and reassure Bentley that he had a master plan that would exonerate him, the truth was that Baldric didn’t know what he was going to do when his letter came. He considered that he’d probably burn it and then wait until the Aurors came for him but he’d been told stories about Azkaban and it wasn’t something he was keen to experience first-hand for himself. Ultimately he had a feeling that he’d be ruled over by the Ministry regardless, before he’d even had a chance to decide what he wanted for himself.

Sighing, Baldric dropped his hands to Bentley’s hips and slid them up underneath his shirt to clap gently at his waist, Baldric’s thumbs running circles across the elder man’s skin. He shook his head finally, resolutely. It was a no. No, he wasn’t looking forward to receiving his letter. His easy smile had been one that suggested that the Ministry held no sway over him. But they did, of course. They would always win in the end regardless of his vain optimism. Baldric wanted to make his own choices. Liberty wasn’t an important thing to him as long as he could decide who wanted to spend his confinement with. The idea of being married to someone, being expected to have a family with someone who was a stranger to him and he a stranger to her had frozen Baldric to the core. He didn’t love the person he was going to be matched with. How could they bring up children, the one thing in the world he wanted above all, when they didn’t love each other?

“I’m not looking forward to what the letter will bring with it,” Baldric voiced his fears, finally. “I don’t want to get married.”

It had become clear over the last few months that Baldric wouldn’t ever be getting married to the person he loved. His eager fling with Robin Ivanov and his pining after Romeo Zabini had only made one thing abundantly clear and that was that he would never actually be marrying anyone. It appeared as though, unless the law was repealed, he would never be getting married at all. The procreation clause made it impossible for him to shack up with Baird – if Baird was unmarried, hypothetically – because they couldn’t have children. Baldric had recognised that in order to become a father he would have to get married eventually but he would have at least liked to have found something to love in the person he was going to have children with. Adoption had always been an option but in that event he would have happily done it on his own but he wouldn’t be granted one of the children if he was. He couldn’t win – no matter what he did.

“But it’s easier to live in hope, isn’t it? Easier to fight it than just … just going along with it.” Baldric bit his lip. “My friends married each other instead. Changed the game. But it was easier for them… somewhat.” Baldric swallowed his words. He didn’t know what he was supposed to be saying here. Or what his point was.

Shaking his head, Baldric stepped back from Bentley and took an abandoned tea towel off of the counter. He picked up the plate that Ben had managed to wash before Bae had disturbed him and slowly began to wipe off the bubbles, drying it out carefully. He knew that there was only one alternative and that was to have a cigarette. He had everything in his coat pocket but, not knowing what Ben’s stance was, Bae needed something else to busy his hands with an so he carefully wiped around the plate, setting it down once it was done and grabbing up the cutlery the elder man had placed on the draining board.

“In many ways, by going along with the law I’m bound to get what I want. Nice house. The picket fence and the trappings of family life. But it’s wrong this way,” Baldric sighed. “Preaching to the converted, I know, but I just… I’m not sure what to do so I’m hiding. I’m not a brave lion. I’m a mouse. You’re facing it. You’re much braver than I am.”
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Post by James Potter Sun Mar 09, 2014 5:03 pm

Bentley frowned slightly as Baldric moved away, suddenly feeling useless in his standing there while his guest (of sorts) cleaned. Trying to ignore how domestic the pair of them looked, Bentley went back to his cleaning as well and passed his newly clean dishes to Baldric as he finished with them. It took longer than it should have to clean the plate in his hand; he wasn't scrubbing as hard as he could've due to wandering thoughts and his trying to show Baldric that he was listening.

All that Bentley really got out of it was that Baldric was a mass of contradictions. He didn't want marriage, but he wanted everything that came from it? Something about that realization bothered Ben in the back of his mind, but he couldn't fathom what his subconscious was trying to tell him. A small wave of jealousy was there, though, surprising him again. He reached for a new plate as an excuse to look away from the Gryffindor, thoroughly confused by how his brain finally came through and explained the problem: Ben couldn't give him all of those things.

But why should he bloody well care? If Baldric wanted those things he could just as easily walk out the door and find some little miss to carry home and appease Oliver. Yet the man was standing here, drying Ben's dishes like it was entirely normal and made buckets of sense. It wasn't like the two men actually were anything. Rather, a few adventures in memorizing each other didn't make a relationship. Besides, not two days ago, Bentley had been convinced he would never be interested in men.

Then again, if one convinced themselves it wasn't possible, the idea often was stifled into near-nothingness.

"You're wrong," Bentley said finally, his voice lacking the annoyed or even attacking tone those words usually held for him. "Facing it without objection? That's cowardly. ...Which just proves I was put in the right house." Letting his hands rest on the edge of the sink, Ben stared down at the now-empty counter where their plates had been. "There are so many reasons I want to go against the Ministry... But there are a million more reasons I can't."

Ben ignored the fact that his hands were still wet, running them through his hair anyway. Maybe he would get a haircut after his meeting tomorrow. Anything to avoid coming back to the flat when his temper would likely be poised to go off. This conversation was a prime example of the fact that they just didn't know how to talk to each other (though other activities seemed to easily take the place of speaking). He didn't want to come home and find that he wanted Baldric gone, just because Ben so clearly didn't want the blonde gone. If he came home immediately after, blood boiling, Ben knew that he would either start a grand fight about why Rick couldn't stay, or drag the younger man back to his room. While the latter was clearly the better option, the older of the two men knew that his confusion about wanting the blonde at all would drive him to act poorly.

If he had to push Rick away to make sure the man complied with the law, Ben supposed he could. But currently, Baldric hadn't been called and it wasn't an issue yet. Better, then, to cling to whatever they had going for them instead of hiding it all away in a box. Bentley half wanted to suggest the two of them find someone to cast all manner of spells on the flat to keep anyone from coming to collect them, but it was impossible to say what the Ministry knew or could manage. Instead, when Baldric finished drying, Ben decided he didn't feel like putting the dishes away yet.

Taking the towel from the blonde's hands, Ben set it down on the counter and turned back to Baldric. "Let's not have this chat until I get back tomorrow. By then I'll know the rules and all. We can think about that then." If his lover had remembered to throw on a shirt, Bentley would have simply tugged until the younger man followed him back to his room. Instead, he stepped closer and hovered in front of Rick as his eyes roved over the man's face. "It's late. Let's go to bed."

If Ben's voice dropped on the last sentence, it wasn't his fault. He wasn't asking for anything, really. Maybe just someone to be there. But he had only ever said the words the one way before; he would have to work on that for the future. Sure, Bentley had the room to set his new roommate up with another spot, but why bother? Ben was sure, now, that he would take Baldric however he could get him.
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Post by Baldric Pierson Sun Mar 09, 2014 10:29 pm

There was no explaining himself and there were certainly no explanations that would qualify as good enough which would validate Baldric’s position. He didn’t expect Bentley to understand. Unlike himself, Baldric supposed that Bentley had lived a rather settled life in which the Slytherin went through the motions and ended up the way the stars had predicted he would. What came with raising a Gryffindor was a rebelliousness which Baldric’s parents didn’t understand. In trying to fit him into the mould they’d wanted for their son – the brilliant, dashing Quidditch player with a penchant for women and adventure – they’d alienated him, pushed him away and incited a disloyalty in him which had ultimately brought him to this point. He could have had it all, as his father adored to remind him bitterly. But he chose to fight his father. To drink, to smoke. To do anything to jeopardise his golden future. Baldric didn’t and couldn’t find it within himself to care, either. He was glad to, in fact.

What he had always wanted was a simple life akin to the one he remembered before he understood the burden his father had placed on his shoulders. He wanted a cottage buried within a valley by a river and he wanted sheep or alpacas to farm and worry after. He wanted to grow herbs by the waterside and have his own little plot behind his home. He wanted something so simple and so easy. He wanted a life he could breathe, it was that uncomplicated. He wanted warm fresh bread with goat’s cheese bought from the next farm over spread over top. He wanted rich wine that could only be bought in large cases when they came in on the boats at the port downriver. He wanted to be able to get fresh salmon or trout from the river and cut firewood in the afternoon so that the cottage would always be warm in the evening. He wanted that alone or with someone else but he just wanted to be left to his own devices, living as he desired and not to the rules and regulations of another.

The Ministry was going to threaten whatever measure of happiness Baldric sought to find for himself. They would right him on his proper path to the delight of his father. They’d procure him a suitable wife who could bear him an inordinate number of children and he would play Quidditch until he turned thirty at which point he’d retire as all do and go into broadcasting or do ads or something. He didn’t have that choice anymore. If he wanted to, he’d choose Quidditch. It being his only vocation which could give him a sizable and consistent salary quickly. He needed to support the family that was about to be forced upon him. Regardless of whether he wanted the way it was being packaged or not. He had a plan for a family, one which went with the cottage and the fish and the wine. He had it all mapped out in his head. The idea of that being ripped away in favour for something glittering and nuclear robbed all of the air from his chest.

Years growing up in the Highlands had shown Baldric how to understand the environment and he wanted the same for his children. He wanted to watch them take their first proper steps outdoors in wellingtons a little bit too big for them. He wanted to have them in raincoats, unafraid of the showers from the clouds, happily plundering the shoreline in search of pretty shells or sodden animals wriggling in the mud. He wanted to see them older, to see them run with a sheep dog hot on their heels, clearing them off of their feet with a wide canine grin. Their giggles, he imagined, would leap into the air as the dog helped them to their feet by pulling on the hoots of their coats. With a fist each grabbing hold of an ear and one, littler one, catching the tail, they’d balance themselves again and take off at a run, resuming the game. Eventually he’d scoop them all up under his arms and drop them, muddy and windswept onto the rug to dry off by the fire.

In his mind’s eye he’d conjured all of this without anyone else, exemplifying the structural problem in him becoming a father. He understood that even if he took to life the way his gut was telling him to, he wouldn’t be able to have any children then either. Truly, the only way he’d experience everything that came with a family would be to adhere to the law. But the very idea of it turned Baldric’s stomach and made him pale a shade closer to sickness. A sigh passed his lips and he finally set down the last dry plate. His fingers played with the porcelain for a moment and he frowned, concentrating, trying to see who would be there beside him, watching their children, pulling off their socks and wellies, combing through their messy curls. He wanted to know. He wanted to know that everything would be fine. But he just couldn’t see. He couldn’t imagine it. Which surely… surely it nullified everything else, too? None of it would happen for him. Perhaps he’d get the dog, though.

Rubbing at his eyes, Baldric pulled his hand across his face, trying to ignore the way the signet ring around his middle finger scraped at the skin across the bridge of his nose. He tugged at it absently, twisting it around and around before finally taking it off and placing it down on the counter. He couldn’t. How could they do it? What had they done? What made it a prerequisite? What had changed? Baldric looked down at his arms where the pox marks were still dotted, just beneath the skin there, hidden almost like freckles now but he knew where each and every one was and he could still the pain rough and raw in his veins if he cared to remember it. He’d spent weeks in the Hospital Wing and further days and weeks at St. Mungo’s when his symptoms became too much for the matron to deal with. He, like so many others, had walked the path between life and death, indecisive about which he preferred. It was all because of the Welsh Green Itch. All of it. All of their unhappiness. For a moment, Baldric wished he’d died.

Baldric chuckled despite himself and rubbed his fingers along Bentley’s jawline, tracing the stubble that was eagerly taking up residence on his chin. He couldn’t imagine that the Slytherin would give up without much of a fight. It was their nature to subvert authority eventually and Baldric could imagine Bentley had a master plan of sorts. He wished he was that canny. He didn’t think he had it in him, though. There would come a time when a choice would be needed to be made and Baldric didn’t know which road he’d choose to go down. He had never seen himself as the serving, ministerial type but he knew even his friends couldn’t fight them. No matter how hard Cordella and Gisele fought or how stubborn Sonia and Baird were, they all got married. There was no choice in the matter. It was marry or be married. No one could just be.

“Doesn’t make you a bad person, Ben.” Baldric murmured. “Everyone has one last card to play. You could feign impotency.”

Baldric waggled his eyebrows playfully and dropped his hands to lace his fingers with Ben’s. They both knew that was not something which Bentley struggled with but for a moment Baldric enjoyed the humour and he curled his fingers around the other man’s, happily acquiescing to the request that they return to bed. Sleep was something they both needed. Regardless of the outcome, it had been a maddening couple of days and the hangovers still clung. Food would have to be sourced sometime in the morning. Baldric knew he needed to sleep off his upset and sleep off everything else that hovered about him. Then he needed a hot shower and something that looked like a cigarette, some coffee and perhaps he’d try and figure out what in God’s name he was doing. All he was sure of was that he needed Ben. He needed the man beside him to just stay and be the man beside him for the moment or for the next week, month, year, eternity. Ben was all he knew. Every scent, every sound, every sight, every touch beneath his fingertips was part of Bentley and he needed that anchor. To consider anything else was to unhinge everything; for nothing else made sense.

Descending into bed, Baldric brought the covers up around them, his arms snaking around Bentley. Curling up behind his lover, Baldric buried his face in Bentley’s neck, pressing a kiss there before bringing one of his legs between Bentley’s, bringing them ever closer. He needed that solace. He needed to know that someone was there. But what made his chest ache was the fact that Bentley was ephemeral. Bentley wouldn’t be there in a few weeks’ time when Baldric opened his eyes. Baldric himself would either be home or he’d be dragged back to Hogwarts by the scruff of his neck to answer for what had been chosen for him. He’d have to wake up beside a stranger – one even stranger than the stranger he wanted to wake up with instead – and that would be his reality. He didn’t want that. He wanted anything but that as long as he could still have Bentley. But he knew that wouldn’t be his reality whether he liked it or not. He’d wake up beside a waif he didn’t understand. One he’d call wife.

Bright sunshine began to stream in through the windows early that morning but by the time Baldric Wood was finally lifted from his slumber. He rolled over, turning away from the sunshine. Baldric threw out an arm but didn’t find what he was expecting. Snapping eyes open, Baldric lifted his head and looked about, clawing his arms back towards his chest as though the sheets suddenly burned him. Ben was gone. Clawing in a breath, Baldric sat up and ran his fingers through his hair. Rubbing at his eyes he removed the sleepy dust clinging in the creases of his lids. Then he felt across his cheeks, confusion knitting his brows together as he felt a sticky trail leading down his cheeks. He brought his fingers to his lips and pulled them away immediately when his tongue registered the saltiness of tears. Then, as if to confirm what he already suspected, Baldric caught sight of himself in the mirror. His eyes were rimmed with scarlet. But he couldn’t remember crying.

Throwing back the covers, Baldric got out of bed. Finding the bathroom wasn’t a strenuous task but Baldric felt exhausted before he had even begun. After that scalding shower he had promised himself, Baldric managed to find a towel and padded about the flat, brewing himself some coffee before going back into the bedroom, wondering idly what he could pilfer long enough to get to his parents’ house and back again without feeling like he still smelt like lager, whisky and wine. The shirt he had worn for two days straight had been black listed as far as he was concerned and as tempted as he was to throw it out, he knew he’d need it and so it was demonised in the washing hamper along with his snitch boxers and the socks. Then he stole a pair of boxers from Ben – though he didn’t think the man would mind but he still felt awful – as well as a t-shirt that looked as though it hadn’t been worn much from the back of his lover’s wardrobe and then he sourced some socks - black, he made a mental note to get Ben some more colourful ones – and then went back in search of his coffee.

Cold coffee greeted Baldric when he walked into the kitchen. He didn’t mind, regardless, and fastened his belt quickly before picking the cup up and taking a mouthful. Then he set about addressing the lack of nicotine in his system which was beginning to make him feel antsy and jittery. He wasn’t sure whether that was the fact that he was stone cold sober and that his last cup of tea had tasted like sewer water but he needed something familiar to him that he could understand. Without Ben, the flat just felt like an unrecognisable face in a crowd. Baldric perceived it, understood it even, but it didn’t feel like something he knew and remembered.

Having pulled out his things from the pocket of his jacket, Baldric padded back into the kitchen. He dropped the tobacco down on the table and took out his penultimate piece of rolling paper. After taking a pinch of tobacco out of the packet he spread it evenly across the paper and put the filter in. Then, after rolling and sealing the cigarette, Baldric sat himself up on the kitchen counter and wrenched open one of the windows. Once the cigarette was lit, Baldric set his head back against one of the cupboards and closed his eyes, listening to the sounds going on below in the street. He knew that he couldn’t put it off any longer. He needed to go home and pick up some things regardless of the reception that he incited. He needed to be able to wear different clothes each day and feel clean and have some of his creature comforts – though they were few.

After finishing his cigarette, Baldric apparated. When he arrived in Glospie it was to the smell of burning wood, an irony that was not lost on him. He could see the smoke rising up out from behind the cottage and Baldric trudged reluctantly through the heather, tucking his coat tighter around himself as he neared. The house didn’t seem as bright or as welcoming despite the sunshine. In fact, it looked gloomier than he had ever seen it before. Perhaps that was the way he was choosing to see it, though. His home was his home. It would always be his home regardless of the way he felt. It was where he grew up and whilst he’d forgotten what it was like to be with his parents and feel utterly loved and unburdened by their needs, he still found he held some love for them and where he grew up. That wouldn’t be replaced by hate, regardless of how much of it he harboured.

Opening the front door, the smell of breakfast flooded Baldric’s senses but he realised with a deeper breath that it was only toast – burnt toast at that which was sat in the toaster untouched. He sighed, sliding off his jacket, and dumped it on the kitchen table before making his way towards the stairs. He wanted to be in and out as fast as possible but, at the same time, he wanted to linger and to perhaps even talk to his mother for a few moments. He got that wish, too, because as he reached the foot of the stairs he caught sight of her at the top, her frail arms shaking as she clung onto the rail as hard as she could. Her hair, long and greying, quivered about her and she looked paler than ever. There was nothing left of her, her whole body drowned beneath the night dress she was wearing. There was nothing left of his mother and for the life of him he couldn’t understand why.

“Mum.”

“Baldric, sweetheart! I tried to stop him … your father… he’s burning the broomsticks you have to stop him!”

“Mum I don’t care about the broomsticks. Come here, we need to get you back to bed.”

“But they’re yours… Baldric!”

Baldric’s strong arms curled around his mother and he lifted her up, noting the way she barely strained his muscles. He could have thrown her into the air and she would’ve blown away on the back of a winter breeze. No one ever would have noticed. She would have been whisked off, as though she was barely a creature at all and just part of the wind. As he settled her back into her bed, her long hands curled around his cheeks, tugging at him, forcing him to look at her. She was skin and bone but not of her own volition, he was positive. She was fed. Force fed. Then when she was ill because she couldn’t stomach it, they had no choice but to repeat again in the hope that something would stay and she could sleep. Her eyes were wider and ghostlier than he could ever recall them being. Time without her, albeit a short amount, had allowed him to experience others. In doing so he saw what had become of her and his eyes sprang freely.

“I’m so sorry,” he whispered reverently, his fingers smoothing back some of her hair. It was dead in his hands, like straw frozen over and over again, left as limp and lifeless as the air she seemed to be made of.

“This isn’t your fault, my sweet boy.” She smoothed his hair down. “This could never be your fault.”

“I can’t stay here, Mum. Please don’t ask me to stay. I can’t … I can’t…”

“Be with him or watch me die?” Alicia asked crudely.

“Mum,” Baldric squeaked, snaking his arms around her. As though he was a child again he nuzzled his head into her neck, albeit gently as though the movement could snap it. Her fingers brushed across his back and she whispered soothing words into his ear that went unheard but no less appreciated. He hated what had happened to her. He blamed himself as much as he did his father. They’d all done this to her. Aggravated it. Made her worse. Those days she used to spend in bed… just staring out hopelessly after a night of dreams that stalked her, threatened her with old memories, they turned into weeks and months until finally she couldn’t rise. Her silence had turned to illness. One day her illness would turn to death. They all knew it. But he didn’t want her to say it. If she acknowledged it then it was true.

“You’ve found a place, lad?” His mother asked, pressing him back a little, looking at him steadily. “You’ve found a place to stay. Someone who can look after you?”

Baldric sniffed. “I don’t need anyone to look after me, Mum. I’m not a baby anymore.”

“You’ll always be my baby Baldric Poseidon Cleander Wood. Even with those stupid names your father gave you. You are my baby. You are my son. You need someone to care about you when I can’t!” No illness would ever fully debilitate her. She was still a passionate woman. Burgeoning mortality did not make her weak.

“I’ve found someone,” Baldric nodded.

With that resolved, Alicia nodded and slid from Baldric’s arms, enveloping herself in the covers and dropping off to sleep. Her hand slipped from his and Baldric sighed heavily. He tucked the covers around her and then retired from the room, moving down the small hall to his own bedroom where he set to work. He ripped down photographs from the wall, stripped his clothes from the wardrobe and stole out keepsakes and trinkets from drawers. He put his camera in one of the duffels he’d started to fill. With that went his binoculars, his sketchbooks, his watercolours … everything he held dear to him was compartmentalised and stuffed into a bag. Then, before he knew what was happening, the frenzy desisted and he was back in Bentley’s flat again with his bags scattered around him and a hole in his chest in the shape of his mother.

Baldric dropped to the floor and drew his knees up to his chest, trying in earnest to replace the images ingrained on his brain of his mother into ones that were of her as he remembered her. But they wouldn’t go away. None of it would go away. His world had been shaken to its core. Everything had begun to fall apart and the only pillar left was ephemeral and ghostly. Ben wouldn’t be his. He wouldn’t keep him on his perilously placed feet. What was left? What on earth was left?

Sobering himself, Baldric got to his feet and shoved his things into the bedroom, wanting them out of the way but unsure where everything was supposed to go. Once the bags were set down his stomach announced itself with a grumble. He should have stayed for breakfast, roused his mother and tried to offer her orange juice – that’s what he should have done. He’d run away, albeit with her blessing, and he had nowhere to fall. No one to catch him.

There was food in the fridge. Ben hadn’t forgotten him. A watery smile rose to Baldric’s eyes and he removed the pasta salad that had been left behind. There was some chicken leftover too and Baldric took that out. Despite how his stomach rumbled, though, he couldn’t find it within himself to eat and so he collapsed heavily into the chair. Then, his head was dumped into his arms which came to rest on the table top and with that, Baldric let himself cry. Properly. For those moments, he let all of the hurt wash through him. Why?
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Post by James Potter Mon Apr 07, 2014 12:27 am

It all started when Bentley had looked over at the redhead sitting next to him, and for all of two seconds allowed himself to wonder after what it would have been like to tell her about Baldric. That, he had decided, would only have made things worse than they seemed to be already. Upon leaving, Ben realized that he had wanted to point out not only his having been with the Gryffindor as well as the fact that Baldric was staying with him. It surprised him that he thought that the desire to bring it up was what he considered a problem, rather than the fact that it had happened.

After an attempt to spend some time at the office and a failure to focus, Bentley decided that he could only stall for so long before he had to return home and face his new roommate. Opening the door, he waited for the sounds of his flatmate to hit his ears, but no such noises came. Perhaps Baldric had gone to get his things as he said he would, and had yet to return. As his feet led him into the kitchen, however, he found the Gryffindor leaning on curled arms, asleep at the table.

A sort of absent smile lit Bentley’s face as he leaned on the doorframe. Tempted, though he was, to wake the younger man, Ben instead moved the plate off to the counter, unsure how long the poor bloke had been sat there. He moved into the bedroom with the intention of dropping off his jacket, but was stopped by the appearance of what must have been Baldric’s things. So he had gone after all. Bentley just nodded at them, as if it would officiate his accepting his flatmate moving in.

It took hardly any time at all for Bentley to realize that from the stress of the meeting came a rather blistering headache as well as the need to relax. Pulling back a chair, Bentley didn’t bother to try and quiet the slight scraping noise as he sank into it and shifted about to get comfortable. Setting the Prophet open in front of him, Bentley leaned over the table on his forearms to delve into the news and the business standings.

He could only hope that there wouldn’t be yet another law to turn them all on their heads.
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Post by Baldric Pierson Tue Apr 08, 2014 11:49 pm

Sleep leaves a person the same way it takes them: slowly and then all at once. Baldric’s breathing sped up a little and he began to fidget at the table. He moved his head, rubbing his face against his forearm, and sniffled a little as he brought his hand up underneath him to pull at his eyes. He sighed and shifted, lifting his head a little to cock his chin up. His bleary gaze was revealed as he pealed back his lids, splitting apart his damp eyelashes, and he took a moment or two for his vision to kick back in. It was then that he seemed to sense a presence different from his own. He looked round and a smile tugged at his weary, salty lips at the sight of Bentley.

“Hi,” he croaked, reaching out to rub his fingers across the back of Bentley’s hand. “How was the meeting thing?”

Baldric sat up properly, wincing as he felt the vertebrate in his spine click back. He shook himself and reached behind with his arm to scratch his back. After that he stretched out his arms and dropped them back down on the table. He leaned his head in his hand and looked up at his lover with wide, glassy eyes that were red rimmed from the crying and bright from the sleep. His smile was lazy on his lips and he circled once around Bentley’s hand with his fingertips before dropping his hand down by the side of Bentley’s and leaving it there, his gaze glancing down at the newspaper.

“D’you wanna order pizza for dinner?” Baldric asked as a yawn took hold of him. He relinquished it, bringing his palm to his mouth to stifle it before continuing. “I can buy.”

Bae’s head fell back into his palm and he ghosted it up through his hair which was, predictably, at all angles, up on end. He smiled despite himself and rolled his shoulders briefly before rising from his chair. He shook himself again as he walked, padding out into the living room to retrieve the packet of tobacco and all of the other paraphernalia from his pocket and his glasses from his inner pocket. He shoved them onto his face as another yawn brushed past his lips and he returned to the kitchen, taking up his position in his claimed roost.

Bae crossed his legs beneath himself as he sat down on the counter and he laid out the things beside himself as he fiddled with reopening the window. Once that was open, Baldric began to fiddle with the filter paper and the rest of it, calmly rolling a few cigarettes as he tried to get himself to wake up a bit more. All he really wanted was to go back to bed, preferably – bed particularly, in fact. He didn’t know if he could go back to sleep on that table and as comfortable as the sofa was, he could well see himself hanging off of the end and that was the last thing he wanted to do.

“Look, I …” Baldric sighed, his lips rolling together as though he was blowing a raspberry to the air. “I’ve quit Hogwarts.”

There. He’d said it. Now it was time for the whole little tale to come out. Only, Baldric couldn’t find the words for what actually mattered. What actually mattered was what had happened to send his relationship with his father so badly off of its axis. What mattered was how ill his mum actually was. What mattered was that Baldric had a little sister who needed him, a sister he had no idea how to start looking after. It was beyond him. He just wanted to hide. What wasn’t actually important was what he was going to feed Bentley instead.

“The things they’re doing to the people suffering from lycanthropy and vampirism is … it’s barbaric so I’ve … I’m not there anymore.” Baldric paused to lick along the filter paper. He rolled it and smoothed the cigarette out before popping it between his lips and easing back along the counter so he was closer to the window. “What I’m trying to say is that I’m around a lot so I would like to be helpful where I can. Though I’ll probably be going to the sho-”

Good intentions: Baldric was full of them. It only then occurred to him that Bentley could be waiting to give him marching orders. Baldric dropped his gaze, no longer feeling bold or, well, anything really, as his mind burst into a fit and tried to figure out what he’d do or where he’d go. He couldn’t go home. There was no home for him. Sonia and Baird wanted to start a family. He had no idea whether Gisele and Cordella would let him bunk on their couch because they were totally in the midst of having babies. He could already see himself on the doorstep of the Hayes household, a surprised Melissa pulling open the door and accepting him without question, letting him hide himself in her hair and just cry. Because the thought of leaving this little flat and the safe haven it had become in twenty four hours was one which felt like it was destroying Baldric.

With a shaking hand, Baldric managed to flick the lighter to life and burn off the end of his cigarette. He extinguished the lighter by moving away his thumb and brought the cigarette to his lips, inhaling deeply before taking it from his mouth once more and leaning back to blow the smoke out of the window. He shifted his hand so the silvery puffs from the cigarette itself began to float out of the window.

“Shop,” Bae finished finally, flicking his fingers, sending ash out of the window. “So… two weeks to plan, eh?” He queried with a weak chuckle, unable to raise his eyes to meet Bentley’s gaze. “She’s nice, I take it?”

She probably was, that was the sad thing about it. She was probably this bubbly woman, blonde or something, with bright eyes and no baggage and a mean baking arm and a penchant for having a house full of people. She was probably great with kids and wanted a billion of them running around and amidst all of the parties and the baby planning she managed to maintain a high powered career – like she was a lawyer or something. Loaded in her own right. Drop dead gorgeous. All of the wonderful things any normal guy would want. So, by contrast, Baldric was a slightly brusque, dirty blonde with eyes dulled with baggage – albeit sporting a mean Beater’s arm – and in possession of a penchant for a house, period. He had no idea what he was like with kids. Had no clue if he wanted them. He hated parties, especially society ones, and his concept of a high powered career at the moment was Quality Quidditch Supplies on a game day when half of London forgot to buy tickets and the shop was screening it. That was manic, certainly high powered. Was he loaded? Nope. Drop dead gorgeous? Uh, well, maybe. Wait, no…scratch that. Probably not.

Merlin. Why did he even care? Oh yeah, because that was the man who had carried him upstairs, drank a bottle of wine with him, slept with him and brought him home to meet the dust bunnies. Forty-eight hours later and he was attached. He liked Bentley. The idea that he, he who meant nothing to the other man bear in mind, was going to be replaced by some mother hen blonde who loved fighting crime and baking was just as sickening as the concept of him having to leave. He wanted neither scenario to become an eventuality.
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Post by James Potter Sat Apr 12, 2014 12:42 am

Bentley looked up from the paper, remotely pleased to note that the Ministry hadn’t shoved any other bizarre laws on them – at least, not that morning. It registered, belatedly, that Baldric was far more tactile than Ben ever had tended to be. That wasn’t to say that the elder of the two refused to be that way; he just tended to reserve his affections for times when someone needed them most. Then again, Balric looked like he could use it, if Bentley had to guess. Something had gone wrong, judging by the eyes that suggested tears having escaped, but the Slytherin was loathe to ask and insult his flatmate.

“Dull,” he replied vaguely, distracted by the fingers passing over his skin. It wasn’t entirely true, if he were being honest, because annoying Red had been kind of wonderful. But then, Rose also was a massive challenge, and Bentley had a feeling that she could age him twenty years in a day if she wished to.

Surprised by the change of topic, Bentley just nodded along, hardly caring what their dinner consisted of. Clearly, his having cooked did not suggest to Baldric that he could very well do so again without complaint. At the same time, either Rick had noticed how weary the other man was, or he was trying to jump through topics of conversation at light speed so as to avoid the one that really mattered the most.

As if on cue, Baldric moved and made his way about the flat, seemingly avoiding what Bentley knew was coming: some sort of question about the future. Baldric had only just moved in, and here Ben was being forced into this loveless marriage when he would rather just stay home with Rick and-

What?

Well. Bentley found himself entirely distracted by the direction of his thoughts, hardly noticing when the Gryffindor lifted himself onto the counter and started after his cigarettes. When had that started? Brow furrowed in curiosity, he watched vaguely for a moment before shaking away the question of why his head told him he was better suited to living with Rick than anyone else.

Bentley had heard of the law, of course, thanks to his near-surprising addiction to the daily newspapers and the Prophet. He hadn’t quite expected Baldric to leave Hogwarts because of it, but the less Slytherin bits of him found that they were unrightfully proud. It wasn’t at all his place to be pleased with the choices that Baldric made, but he was, nonetheless. On one level, he knew the rationality wasn’t entirely proper, considering that finding a job would prove difficult for the Gryffindor – unless he did as his father apparently wished for him and entertained the idea of Quidditch as a profession. But on another, more evolved level, Baldric had chosen the side of his friends and the side of those who couldn’t defend themselves (well, not exactly) over the side of the seemingly all-powerful Ministry. That, he decided, took courage. The Gryffindor was clearly suited to his house.

The pause between Baldric’s words actually soothed the elder of the two men, his heart rate feeling far too fast due to the awkward jolting of Rick’s speech. He seemed far too off-kilter for Bentley to spend his time wondering after the meeting he had been forced to sit through, though Ben wasn’t sure he was complaining about it, exactly. He didn’t want to think about Rose or the fact that, come summer, he was supposed to live with her. They were probably going to end up killing each other before the first week was out. Bentley had a feeling, even sitting in the chair and looking up at the blonde, that Baldric would end up being his out. His go-to when he didn’t know what to do with himself or how to handle the redhead. It had only been – what? Two days? – and here he was, convinced that he would be doing his damnedest to keep the Gryffindor around.

“She’s nothing special.” He returned, voice full of disdain. “She’s a ginger, but won’t let me call her Red. Bad sign, that.” Bentley offered a half smile, hoping it would cool the atmosphere enough to make Baldric start acting normally again. Rather, start acting like the Baldric he knew, considering he wasn’t quite qualified to decide what was or was not normal about his flatmate. That realization nagged at him, but Ben ignored it long enough to focus his attention on the other man again. “At least she’s trapped at Hogwarts until May. I can marry her without having to live with her, which, I guess, is a bit of a bonus considering the other option. Pretty sure I’d end up killing her if we did live together, so you may have to help me hide the body come summer.” A crooked smile lit his face, amused for the first time in hours. Since he first realized he could call her Red and possibly get away with it. Since he considered mentioning Baldric to the woman and seeing what she said.
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Post by Baldric Pierson Sat Apr 12, 2014 3:44 pm

The idea that the woman the Ministry had selected for Bentley was anything less than perfect was one which was baffling to Baldric. That said, we must bear in mind that he had yet to take part in his own pre-marital episode and, resultantly, be scarred with the encounter he had with his fiancée. Nevertheless, the fact that the woman had not impressed Bentley in anyway shape or form lit a small fire of satisfaction in Baldric’s belly. He smirked a little bit, mostly to himself, and tried to distract himself from that little flush of pride by clearing his throat and bringing the cigarette back to his lips. He tried to convince himself that he didn’t care as he flicked the ash out of the window. He shouldn’t care. He’d only known the bloke, what, forty-eight hours and he was suddenly bothered by the fact that the said bloke was being married off. Perhaps it was the fact that Bentley had been nothing but nice to him. Baldric wasn’t going to pretend he understood himself, though, and he wasn’t willing to talk about it, either. He’d just leave it, he decided, and worry after the way he felt later, maybe.

“She work there or study there?” Baldric asked, exhaling the smoke out of the window. “Could bury her in the Hippogriff enclosure and then maybe they’d eat the remains, eh?” Baldric chuckled. “Fool proof. They’d suspect nothing.”

Taking one last drag, Baldric threw the window, exhaled the smoke and shut it behind him before chucking himself off of the couch. He padded across the tiles and plucked a glass out of one of the cupboards and filled it with water from the sink. He took a moment to drink some of the water – most of the glass, actually – before reaching to fill it up again. Bae put the glass down on the counter. He pushed his things into a small pile on the counter before turning his back to it and leaning against the cooker. He crossed his arms over his chest and looked at Bentley curiously for a moment before realising with a start that the other man was, rightly, knackered. Bae smiled and stepped forward, bringing his hands over the back of his chair.

“Large margarita and a pepperoni, yeah?” He queried with a grin.
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