Chase stared at him in disbelief. "Then why don't you leave? If you are so under them.. make your own family... go away from them.. what they do doesn't matter! Not everything rests upon the rich and powerful! I had nothing to do with them before, and I will have nothing to do with them now! Do you really think that doing what they want will make them think differently of you? They will only know that you will continue doing as they please, because they know your position! They know that you want in, and so they send you to do their dirty work.. because they know you'll do it with the hope to get in! I don't get it!" She said and put her hands over her head. "Just leave them! You will be much happier!" She said with an anguished cry, sounding like a hurt dog for a moment.
"You really think that by having a wife will make him feel loved? This power struggle? It never concerned me! I didn't! It shouldn't! Why shouldn't I compare it to the dying people in Africa? Why should I be concerned about people in the Malfoy Manor! Is it my fault that I care so much about that family that I will leave them to help them grow! Don't you realize why I did it? I want them to be able to grow! I want them to change, to learn that they must depend on themselves to grow up! Not on other people! They must be able to look at themselves in the mirror and know who they are! Not be surrounded by mystery! I have been starved, nearly killed, disowned, and penniless.. I have had no family or friends in the world, had it, and then lost it! He doesn't need a wife! He doesn't need children! He needs to get an apartment in the worst part of London and LIVE!" she half shouted at him, her fists clenched so hard small flecks of blood were beginning to leak from under her fingernails.
"He needs to grow without a crutch! Like everyone else in the world! He needs to learn that there are things bigger then him, and I will help him do that! I will take away his crutch.. whether by force, or with love.. either way, his crutch will be taken away, and he will have to survive or die! Because like you said.. it's a dog eat dog world.. and even the richest people need to learn that you don't get what you want because you have power, you get what you want with love.." She said and sat down heavily beside him.
Chase was in shock by what she heard next.. about Elijah nearly killed, the house burnt down, a dead woman. Memory loss, the words floated through her mind, but didn't stick, just kind of floated being pondered over. If he lived.. he'd get a new lease on life.. he'd get the life Chase wanted for him, a fresh start.. she had had one of those, it was her second chance, she didn't have any other chances, and she wouldn't have any other chances, she had used it, and now.. Elijah was getting his. Surprisingly, after he made the jab about her and the bastard children, she smiled, a smile so sad it could break your heart. She slowly looked at him. "Good..." She said softly. "So he either dies.. meaning he won't ever have to worry again.. or he gets a second chance at life.. he'll get to start all over and learn to love again.. good.." She said softly, the small sad smile still in place.
Suddenly she stood up. "I will go talk to Viktor... he won't find out where the kids are.. but I will speak to him." She said firmly. "It is the best you can do... and you won't have to suffer complete shame to your family if you bring me to Viktor... though I kind of feel like a hostage doing this... I will go with you." She said and looked down at him, an odd fierce glint in her eyes as she watched the man who she knew was in the same situation as she was, except he wanted in, and she wanted out.