Jack looked at Jess and nodded at Kates sugestion that they should talk. He watched as Jess stood up walking to the back door. " excuse me every one " he said softly as he walked over to the same door watching jess walk in front of him down to the garden area. He folowed her closly till she stopped to face him her arms folded in front of her. Jack stood looking at her waiting for her to speak.
Jess walked out of the kitchen and down to the garden she wasn't happy at being told to talk with him but she knew with kate she was right. Stopping some way from the main house she turned to face him. she watched his face but saw nothing but the man she had grown to love. " Jack, what you did was stupid beyond belife , what the hell were you thinking , ow that's right you wern't " she said angrily at him " you attacked Khaat and she's pregnant , that alone was....was totaly stupid."
Jack stood in front of her letting her have her say he knew she was right but he moved to grab her arms to hold her infront of him " Jess, I know , and I regret doing it, today i could have lost it on those men who attacked angus and me, but I didn't, I held back , I can be me with out it, i realize that now, I swear jess I will never alow that... thing to come out nor will i ever use its strength or anything it has , this is me jess the man not the beast" he said looking down at her.
Jess tried to get out of his grip finding it softer than it had been as he spoke she stopped and listened to him and looked into his eyes " prove it " she said simply " prove to me with out a dough that that thing isn't ever coming back" she said looking at his face and sighed " you can't " she turned her head.
Jack heard her and felt her relax a little in his arms " no I can't nobody can all I can do with Roberts help is keep it locked inside me " he moved her head to face him " I will never do anything to hurt you, our children or Khaats or any one ever again, jess I love you too much to lose you , it hurt that night thinking i had hurt you or even killed you , i did some deep thinking and i know now I can't live with out you, please fogive me" he said looking down at her .
Jess looked up at him as he spoke to her she saw something in his eyes, she felt inside him that it was only him no anger, no beast talking just jack talking , she could not help feeling her tears roll down her face . " Jack, stop talking" she said moving to him she wrapped her arms around his neck and held him tight. she moved and caressed his cheek " take your potion from now on " she said softly then she kissed him feeling his arms wrap around her and hold her close as she ahd hoped he would do for the past day and a half.
Jack stopped he was stunned when she wrapped her arms around his neck and held him he nodded at her reaquest " everyday " he said softly he held her close to him as she kissed him it added to the calmness he felt inside him he knew he would never lose this feeling returning her kiss as he held her . " we should get back" he said looking down at her. Taking her by her hand they walked back to the main house where jess made jack and her self a coffee now smiling as she sat with him,