Zhanna retreated from the cabin she had been permitted to stay in while she had calmed herself. It was not her fault she was deathly afraid of water. That would be the negligence of her family when she had been young and unable to swim and too close to a deep body of water. No it definitely was not her fault.
It was terrible. She was a strong-willed young woman who never showed weakness if she could help it, but when it came to water... She just couldn't help it. So she sat alone, nervously flicking her lighter on and off, on and off. Every time fear gripped her heart, he put the flame nearer to her fingers, until the heat made her hand twitch involuntarily and she forgot all about the water.
Now she had calmed herself. It had taken a better part of the ride, but she believed herself to have finally pulled herself together. As long as everything went smoothly and no one made a fuss, she was sure she would be fine. The girl brushed back a strand of her hair on her pixie like face and taped a nail on her pointed chin. She was fine.
She stepped into the main part of the deck and gave everyone in the vicinity a warm smile that did not match her sharp eyes. She knew she exhibited power, even for a five foot tall tiny girl. There was a mysterious beauty that kept guys chasing after her and girls wanting to be her friend. She allowed them to love her, to envy her, but she never got close... Not when trust was so easily broke...
She tilted her head and walked to a spot where she was somewhat alone, but not as though she was trying to be alone. Anti-socialness did nothing for an image. But she knew reservedness did, it made people want to follow you... She let out a small sigh and pulled her furs around her.