Chase was shaking with anger now. "You are such a hypocrite Jack!" She shouted, staring at her. "You tell me not to say you hate me, but I can see that there is hate somewhere, and it's for yourself!" She cried out and spun around, pacing in front of Jack. She felt the need to get everything out on the table, but she was so pissed at everything Jack said. Not fault, mistakes, not blame, problems. She was saving her from demons, people didn't have perfect lives. It all lodged itself in her brain, and she could feel her chest heaving with anger.
Jack had thrown something, but Chase wasn't sure what, but it made her whip out her wand, and stand there holding it at Jack. She wouldn't throw a spell until Jack did, but for now, the threat was evident. She had stopped at the door, staring back at Jack as she walked towards the other end of the room. Her hand was shaking, but she felt herself suddenly calming down. She closed her eyes and thought about it all. And from her perspective, this is how things went:
This summer, her family had been murdered, she had met Andrew, liked him, moved in. Jack had revealed that she was on her side, so she went to go deal with it, wanting to know why this man had killed her parents, almost being raped in the process. Just like this man had raped her mom, but she had gotten away from him, her mom didn't. Attacked, attacked again, and still more attacks, all fighting to physically harm her, sure there was stuff she didn't know, like what happened what Jack and Vito were together. But somehow it always came back to them whenever Chase thought of Jack.
She stood in the doorway of the kitchens, her wand arm lowered to her side, her wand pointed at the floor. "I hate this.." she whispered, staring at the ground. "We both care so much, that we conflict.." She said slowly. "conflict with each other against who we care about the most.. I cared about my family.. you care about Vito for reasons I won't ever know.." She said slowly. "There has to be good in there somewhere right?" She said slowly. "Somewhere... I thought that too a long time ago... to some people, experiences make that even stronger of a thought, for others it tears you into pieces, and makes you realize how stupid you are for thinking that." She said slowly. "For you, you realized that everyone DOES have good in them.. for me, it was the opposite.." She took a deep, calming breath.
"Maybe Vito does have something in him that's good.. maybe I'm all wrong, and maybe I'm just F*** stupid.." She stared at Jack's back for a long moment. "We both are F*** stupid." she ran her hand through her hair and shoved her wand back into her pocket roughly. "I have a baby on the way..." She said glancing at her stomach. "And you have a man.. who in all sense of the word, except for reality, is like your child.. you care for him.. and I'm sorry." She said moving forward now. "I know it doesn't help anything, but sometimes it helps to hear it... I'm sorry I messed with your life, I'm sorry that I got in the way, and made you choose, I'm sorry that this all happened." She stopped not far from Jack, barely out of arms length. "I'm sorry I care to much for you... so much that I didn't want you around him, in case he hurt you.." She said softly.
"I'm sorry me and Andrew never told you about us, I'm sorry we didn't work out.." She stared at Jack, her jaw set. "I'm sorry we completely ruined your thoughts for what friends are... I'm sorry we won't ever eat brownies outside of Honeydukes again.. I'm sorry I'm pregnant.. I'm sorry that alcohol makes me sexual, but if it helps.. I wasn't drunk when me and Elijah were together.. and either was he..." She said shaking her head. "That didn't help... I'm sorry I smoke... even though I can't now, because it'll hurt it." She said wrapping her arms around her protectively, not for her safety, but of the babies.
"I'm sorry I can't just say I don't care, because I do... and I wish I didn't, I'm sorry that I wish you were happy.. and that we could look at each other again without a glare in our gaze..I'm sorry... that this doesn't help anything, even though I wish it did.. I'm sorry I wish that it did.." she said and shook her head, turning around. "I'm sorry I yelled at you, and called you a hypocrite, I'm sorry that I made you so angry that you threw something.. and I'm sorry.. I'm sorry for all of that and more.. I'm sorry I disappointed you... I wish I could go back, but I can't.. and that's what you keep telling me, we have to live with our mistakes, and I'm sorry that I wish you could forgive me, even though you can't either..."
Chase looked up at her, and then walked towards the door again. "I'm going back to my Common Room.... I'm... I'm sorry." She said and ran out of the room, letting the portrait close with a soft bump, as she ran down the corridor, said her password, and disappeared into her common room, tears welling again, but she pushed them down, knowing there was nothing she could do for Jack anymore.