The potions classroom filled quickly, making the room echo with voices and conversations between students that had shared the same academic path for several years now. Although Amelia was able to effectively block out most of that sensory input and continue reading, it was a different type of sense – smell, to be exact – that made her look up briefly from her book. It was a specific cologne that she had always attributed to a certain individual, who as she looked up was taking a seat next to a different redheaded girl that Amelia did not recognize.
The Ravenclaw girl thought for a moment about calling Elijah over, but thought better of it as she saw his interaction with his current tablemate. He pursed his lips and blew air that raised a few pieces of the girls hair, the same hair that he tugged on a few seconds later. He was being playful with her, affectionate even, and by the girl’s response, this was not an unwelcome advance.
Forget it, Amelia’s mind commanded at the first hint of that twinge-y emotion of jealousy that Amelia had only recently identified in herself and already hated.
In fact, you’d do well to forget him altogether… her subconscious commented as she averted her eyes from Elijah and his first choice of seat partner, The last thing you need this year is a distraction, and if I ever met anyone that qualified for that role, it was Elijah Krum.
Resolving herself to follow this advice – at least for now, while she was some distance away from him and had other things to focus on – Amelia turned back to her book and continued reading, at least until the professor spoke up to begin the class. The headmaster had an interesting way of greeting them as students, and had an even greater knack for identifying just who he was dealing with. His description of the student body as a whole was not far off, and although his descriptions of her classmates seemed harsh, she had to admit – he was right. The only reason it was surprising was because she had never heard a professor be so outright in his thoughts on his students. In fact, Amelia was quite enjoying seeing how her own observations measured up to that of Professor Doyle, at least until he turned his attention on her and she found herself frozen, unable to look away from him as he scrutinized her from the front of the room.
“It’s a ‘y’,” Amelia responded meekly, not having failed to notice that his comment on her had been distinctly different than that of her classmates. Of course, with him being head of Ravenclaw, he was bound to have heard about her, but Amelia was far more accustomed to knowing things about people she had never met than encountering people who knew something of her before she had met them. She couldn’t say who could have told the headmaster about her liking for chess, but whomever it had been, Amelia distinctly wished they hadn’t, for without that bit of information perhaps he would have passed over her altogether, rather like he had the other Ravenclaw girl in the room.
As Amelia’s blush was beginning the recede, the professor pressed on with the lesson and description of the class, quick to the punch with asking the first question. Once again, the headmaster’s eyes flickered over to her, sending a specific message to Amelia, who tried not to let her embarrassment at this show, but blush was hard to control. Apparently, this headmaster knew more about her than even he had let on originally, which was both concerning and confusing to Amelia, who had thought she was rather adept at keeping a low profile.
But however he had found these things out, Amelia took the hint he had given and allowed her classmates to provide their own answers to his question. Jack, as she had in another class already today, gave a cheeky answer; Amelia had gotten this vibe from her this summer, but it was still surprising nonetheless to hear such a bold answer on the first day of class with the headmaster.
Elijah’s response, however, was not made in reaction to the question he had asked, but rather to the comment Professor Doyle had made about him earlier. Amelia chose not to look at Elijah while he spoke, trying not to let her past – or at least she hoped they were – feelings about him interrupt the concentration she wanted to have in this class. When the professor began levitating chairs, however, Amelia reacted on the compulsion to turn and look at just what he was doing, and did so in time to see Elijah hovering over the rest of the class and then settling into a corner seat, the furthest back one could go while still remaining in the room. Without her mind’s permission, Amelia felt a feeling of smugness at the thought that Elijah would no longer be able to flirt with the redheaded Hufflepuff he had previously been sitting next to, but a moment later she was turned back around to face the front and mentally chastising herself for feeling that at all. If she was supposed not to care what Elijah did and not to pay him any mind, then why was she so pleased to find him alone instead of with another girl?
Stupid, stupid, stupid… Amelia’s mind was repeating as she closed her eyes, trying to bury thoughts and feelings like that one that threatened to derail her plans to distance herself emotionally from Elijah, who had somehow broken through several of her defenses in the past year, leaving her vulnerable to thoughts – such as the one she had just experienced – that she knew for certain would never have crossed her mind only a few months ago.