((Julia, for the record, Amelia’s hair is strawberry blond, not brown. I was confused who you were referencing there until you mentioned the purple dress.))
In the midst of Amelia’s punch-drunk inspection of Elijah, she had failed to notice the way his eyes had lingered on Suzannah. It was probably for the best that she had not seen the way his eyes had crawled over the blond girl, for that may have been the King of Hearts that knocked down the card tower that was holding Amelia at this party in the first place. With such a fragile grasp on her own reasons for attending the party, Elijah’s wandering eyes may have set her off enough to leave without so much as a goodbye to her parents or her date.
As it was, though, Amelia only became aware of what Elijah was looking at when his eyes were once again directed at her, for she immediately felt them on her and tore her own away from the taller boy’s lips, where her eyes had been lingering. She could tell from his expression that she had been caught – which should have come as no surprise. She was hardly being discreet about it – and his raised eyebrow sent pinches of color rising to her cheeks.
Elijah, however, seemed not to have minded her staring and was unabashed in doing some of his own. It was impossible to hold still as Elijah raked his eyes across her body, and heat followed where his gaze lingered longest. The Ravenclaw girl could feel warmth blooming in her lower abdomen, a sensation she had never experienced, and fidgeted involuntarily under his intense gaze. She tucked an invisible piece of hair behind her ear, twisted the bangles on her wrists, anything she could to distract herself from the fact that she was slowly losing her grip on sanity, and all because Elijah was staring at her.
Stop it. Stop it. STOP IT!
Amelia’s mind was shouting for her to cease this foolishness, to snap out of it and act like a functioning human being, but it wasn’t until Suzannah spoke and Elijah looked away that she was able to clear her mind even slightly, and that was only after she shook it to dissipate some of the dreadfully improper thoughts she had been harboring.
She found it difficult to focus on the question Suzannah had asked, especially since it hadn’t been asked of her. If the curvaceous blond has asked Amelia the same question, she would have been forced to analyze her thoughts and order them in such a way that she could answer both succinctly and vaguely. As it was, though, Amelia’s mind was still wandering slightly when Elijah’s response came, though it had not gotten so far away that she missed the intention glance Elijah had given her, making her thoughts once again dissolve into an embarrassingly schoolgirl like disarray.
Can you at least look like you aren’t giddy at the mere action of him looking at you? Amelia’s subconscious demanded, which kept her face mostly plaintive as Elijah returned the question and another girl approached. Amelia was still attempting to focus on keeping her feelings under wraps for a few seconds more while the second girl approached them, and it wasn’t until she spoke that Amelia’s eyes turned to her and the Ravenclaw was able to discern who had come to join them.
It was the way that Julia had said Elijah’s name that made her easily recognizable, for Amelia hadn’t come in any kind of formal contact with her for quite some time. The two of them had been briefly introduced – or was it that Amelia had merely observed to the point that it felt like she knew Julia? – at the Yule Ball this past year, where she, Elijah, and another girl had been plotting something, though what it had been Amelia had never found out. From the way Julia introduced herself, though, it seemed she had forgotten the encounter.
Not exactly surprising, Amelia thought to herself, not in self-pity, but more in a matter-of-fact way, When you work this hard to be anonymous, you can’t exactly blame people for falling for the act.
Amelia was beginning to feel slightly intimidated by the abundance of female presence surrounding herself and Elijah, especially considering the feelings which were rising unprompted from within her. Despite this, Amelia knew that extracting herself from the situation wasn’t exactly a possibility. She had agreed to come to the party with Elijah, and additionally, there was a part of her that didn’t want to leave Elijah with two attractive girls that didn’t seem at all opposed to his company. As that part was not as rational, however, Amelia told herself that she would stay out of formality, rather than feeling.
“I’m Amelia,” the redhead responded as she took Julia’s hand, fighting the urge to respond with ‘I know.’ This would have highlighted the fact that they had already been introduced, but it seemed frivolous at the moment to cause even more awkwardness than she was naturally capable of.
“As far as fun,” she added, somewhat hesitant to comment on exactly how she was feeling about the party, mostly because she hadn’t quite been able to explain it even to herself, “It seems rather touch and go. Those two seem to be enjoying themselves,” Amelia commented, nodding her head in the direction of a Hufflepuff couple she recognized only by sight, both of them seemingly elated beyond description.
“But he,” Amelia added, this time nodding toward a tan, dark-haired boy with tears rolling down his cheeks, “looks like this just isn’t his night.”
There. A sufficient answer that has nothing to do with you. It’s good to see there is still some semblance of your rationality that remains Elijah-proof, Amelia’s subconscious logic quipped, still sore from being outsmarted earlier.