[OOC: I have decided to make a post for Chase's feelings towards the fight, but besides this.. I won't have time, lucky I woke up early today eh?]
Chase cowered Jack had left her alone, and she knew there was something wrong. A horrible stink was seeping from under the door, getting closer and closer, her mind started to imagine things. Rain splattering the windows, and she could almost hear her dog yapping at the door, alerting her to his presence. "No!" He wasn't here. He wasn't coming for her family. He wasn't back! But there was his shadow, and then she heard a shout. The rain disappeared, as did the yapping dog, and she realized she was sitting in the corner of the compartment, her hands over her ears, tears falling down her face.
It was like he had been stopping the tears. Stopping the misery of that night as it washed over her like giant waves. Sorrow, grief, tragedy flew over her like the wings of night, and more then once, Chase lost consciousness. Often, she would awake to find she could smell something burning, something on fire, but there was always a water smell that presided over it. Water.. She shuddered and winced hard when her mind recoiled against the smell.
Chassy! The room is full of water!"He cried out. At that moment the doors burst, water flowed into the room, Max was thrown forward, and Chase felt her concentration slide, the ropes came loose on the man, and she was thrown into the front door at the force of the water.
Chase cried out in distress, and then heard a soft click. She jumped to her feet, her hand in her wand, ready to fight whatever was coming through the door. But then realized nothing was, because the door had been locked from the outside. She looked around and was startled to find herself on her knees, not knowing when she had fallen. Had she been there the entire time? Or only when she stood up and her legs had given out. But she knew, that no matter what was happening outside that door. There was nothing she could do against it. She crawled back into the seat, and sat.
Her tears were spent, her mind kept running over the scenes of the night her family had died. Every so often, an image of Andrew, his face angry and shouting at her, would break through the images. Causing her to put her hands over her head again.
"I didn't do it for fun!" he said, his voice almost sounding like he had snapped "I did it for you! I almost killed the mutant bear because it had almost killed you! I don't want to see you hurt and it drove me crazy Chase! It drove me crazy to see you hurt! I love you too much to let it slide by!" He hugged her heavily, wrapping his arms around her. "Please forgive me..." he said softly.
It was like a weight, something she could hold onto, a small ray of sunshine on a rainy day. He had to still love her, he wouldn't have left her if he didn't. She knew there was nothing for her there anymore. Her tears were spent, and her heart ached, an odd empty feeling in her chest like something had been torn out. Hollow and painful. Chase put her hands over her head and let her gaze drift across the compartment. Staring, unseeingly, at the cushion on the seat. It may be her fault, but crying did nothing to help it. The ache, it would always be there. He was right, he was a dangerous man, he wrecked havoc wherever he went. She could hear screaming from beyond the compartment, and some part of her took savage pleasure in thinking he may have had something to do with it.
Chase sat there for who knew how long, until finally she stood and opened the window, her owl flying out as though it had been waiting for that finally. The tears were gone now, but the mask was in place. An odd veil that was never normally there. Her smile was gone, the sparkle in her eyes had diminished. Leaving her an empty shell with no purpose. But she did have a purpose. She was put here to help other people, so that those people wouldn't end up like her. Hurt, confused, lost. She knew what she wanted to do right then and there. She would continue her healer course, and learn everything she could. Then she would go off on a year trip, taking in the world, learning about everything there was to know about healing. And then she would specialize in healing heartache. Healing this horrible empty feeling in her chest. Filling it for people. giving them a meaning to live.
Even if people looked down on her, that is what she would do, she would do it, and be a bit happier. A small spark appeared in her eyes. As though something had been rekindled. A small burning hope, the fire wasn't completely out, but she would never look like her same old bubbly self again. Because as much as she liked to try and convince herself otherwise, Andrew was done with her, and she had her own life to live.
[PS: Please don't attack her, I won't be able to respond this coming week]