Chase looked at him surprised. Did she want to learn to defend herself? Yes she did! She was tired of getting beat up. But, he was right. She hated hurting things, it just.. it didn't seem right. Getting up she went to him and hugged him around the middle, simply slipping into her favorite spot against him, her cheek resting against his chest. "I don't know." She said slowly, her mind working far to hard. "I want to learn to defend myself, it would make it so much easier on my friends.. but I just.. I can't make myself hurt someone.. it doesn't feel right, it feels like I'm trying to be someone I'm not.." She said softly, and pressed her cheek against his chest harder.
"I'm tired of getting beat up Andrew.. I can't even leave the house without running into something that either wants to see my blood, or wants to see me dead! Why is that? I haven't hurt anyone in my life... not the people who want me dead anyway, and not any that I can remember.." Chase suddenly stopped and realized, she DID remember though. Right before Vito had tortured her, well, she had one of those, life flashing before her eyes moment. And she knew everything about her life, including the year she couldn't remember. "Scrap that.. I have hurt people before.. but I never did it purposely.. I never meant to hurt anyone, and now.. now they all want me dead." She whispered and closed her eyes hugging him harder as though he could keep her save from everything. "I don't get it.." She whispered her hair falling into her face, but she didn't care, she was in the arms of the man she knew she loved, and she knew loved her back.