Saturday Evening, In My Room,
Well, I have no idea whatsoever to cancel my date. I dunno what to do, Ryan said he'll help me, and I still didn't get a call from him, maybe Seniors don't think it cool to pay attention to the juniors. Whatever I logged in my Instant Messaging hoping not to see Jake. When I logged in, I got this instant message from Ryan:
Ryan - Life's What You Make It says:
Hey Sue.
++Sue++ says:
Hey ...
xox. Shayla xox. says:
Heya Sue.
This was Shayla from Ryan's Biology class. She's the one who saved my life, well not my life. But I am a whole lot of grateful towards her.
++Sue++ says:
Hey Shay. Thanks for telling Ryan about that ...
xox. Shayla xox. says:
Nope, it's fine, did you decide about tonight's date?
++Sue++ says:
I have no idea, Ryan told me he will help me .
Ryan - Life's What You Make It says:
Yeah, but apparently I've got no plan, call him and cancel him, maybe we could do something to him on Monday in front of the school ...
ox. Shayla xox. says:
Thats a good idea! See you on Monday then Sue. I gotta go now
++Sue++ says:
Oh Ok, I gotta go too, Byez.
Then I signed out. So what am I gonna do now? Phone and cancel on him? But what will I say? I have got no idea. I AM a Loser. So I should stop writing now and phone him.
I hate myself.
I hate myself.
I hate myself.