Khaat tried to absorb Matt's reassuring words. He and her father clearly were controlling things for the moment. But her mind was starting to clear. Jen was going to be arrested, and if Khaat's father had his way, Jen'd be skipping off to Azkaban just out of sheer principle of following the letter of the law. Khaat didn't know or care if Jen had intended to eventually finish Rob off after making him suffer, but she was outraged. She didn't know or care what had gotten into her, but Jen always thought she knew better than anybody else, and Khaat was tired of it. As tired as she knew her father had gotten of Jen's arrogance and her behaviors. Khaat had had more patience for it than her father had had, but even now that was all gone.
Jen had had no right whatsoever to shoot Rob. None. No matter what had motivated her. He was her brother. That made a difference. And on the same night his daughter was born? What the helll was that? Khaat tried to swallow her rage and her desire to go find her before the aurors did and kill her herself. But she had tried to do that already and had failed. Miserably. She really was better than that.
She wanted to see Rob. Badly. Her fear was now that Jen would rat out her brother out of her own desperation to save herself or to continue to see Rob hurt. If that happened, surely Rob would, at some point be arrested too. Rob obviously had not figured that out yet, or he'd have been on the run already--unless....
She thought about how her father operated and what he would have done to control the damage. Rob couldn't run, now could he? Her father would not have brought in a platoon of his men to provide security for this. He would underplay his hand. He needed to keep his true power secret. Brian was not an issue. One man, a friend, was not a problem. However, more than that, exposed Robert and his whole altruistic operations. He would not do that. No--his only choice then was to hide Rob. And with Rob being so damaged, the only place he could hide him effectively was deep in the psych ward so no one could apparate in or out. To secure him as best he could. Surely that was what he had done, and now, no matter what, until Robert sprang Rob out of the ward, Rob was stuck.
Her mind went to what the wizarding papers were going to do with all of this-- the mighty Dent family brought down in an instant of gunfire. Their operations blown apart. And the Lupin family dragged down into the abyss with it all. Not that her family wasnt' accustomed to scandal. Remus had been the subject of ridicule and scandal his entire life. He had prepared Khaat for it as best he could with as much wisdom as he had. Even now, years after his death, he was both hero for some and scum for others. Well, the whole family had been put into that catagory because of Remus. And she could roll with it to a certain extent. Much better, she was sure, than the Dents were going to be able to do. They were pitifully ignorant of how to survive a massive scandal. Theyd' had their difficulties, but what was about to befall them was entirely different for all of then.
Khaat very well knew what would happen now. The Prophet and the Quibbler would see the Dents as entirely evil, which wasn't at all true, and Khaat would either be a co-conspiritor for marrying Rob, or she would be an innocent victim of circumstance. It would give the wizarding papers fodder for gossip for months. She was concerned too that it would blow her friendship with Matt, one of her dearest friends in the world, all to hell with everything else. What in the world would he do when he realized that Rob had betrayed him so badly? And would he believe her when she said she had actually not known?
The wizarding world would reel, turn backwards on its axis. She would be stalked at every turn for an eternity. Every move scrutinized. Photographers desperate to get a picture of the hybrid child--half good, half evil before she even had her little eyes open. It made Khaat sigh deeply, dreading it. She had wanted a normal life for Abbey, but the chances of that had just been blown to hell. For Khaat, being seen as a stupid, blind woman at this point might be kinder than a co-conspiritor of Rob's. Frankly, that was more the truth, even though she had already made up her mind to stand by him, no matter what. To help him iin whatever way he needed her to--if he asked. He had told her too many times he could take care of himself. Well, could he now? Really? Or did he need her finally? Was he smart enough to see that or would that awful ego of his get in the way and make him truly stupid?
She decided she had to see him. She tried to cast back the blankets, and Brian flew. "Where do you think you can go?" he frowned.
"I have to see Rob," she said, trying to muster her strength, to try to pull on some deeply hidden reservoir of it within herself.
"Khaat," he frowned, unbelieving, "You don't have a single concept of this, do you? You are alive ONLY because of my spells and your father's. You don't have enough left of yourself to begin to get out of bed. If you want to get him a message, we'll do that. But, Khaat, your father has you listed in critical condition, and he never makes mistakes about that. Rob isn't even that bad. He's better than you are right now. Abbey is visiting him right now. "
"Abbey?" She frowned, as he covered her, putting her back into bed. "She's with Rob? He's able to see her?"
"Yes. He is. You need to relax about him just a little bit. I can hear your mind working a million miles an hour, but its not going to help anything at this point. You're getting all ahead of yourself. Try trusting your family and your friends just a little to do what you can't. Khaat, you do this, you try to go see him, and you will be expending the very last of what you have. If you try to go upstairs to see him, it will kill you. You'll never make it to see him. You'll die before you get there from pure exhaustion. Do you really think Rob wants that for you?"
"No," she said very softly, tears on her face now. How in the world did their lives get so out of hand? It had never been ideal, but how did it go so wrong so fast? "Brian?" she asked, "Am I going to have any sort of a life when this all explodes? Will Rob and I ever have a chance? Ever?"
"I don't know, Babe," he said, hating her pain, " But you won't be alone. You have a lot of friends. You and Abbey won't want for anything. I'll make sure of it myself if I have to, and you know your father. You and Abbey will be okay. I promise. Get Rob out of your head for right now and start thinking about first things first. The first thing you really do have to do is to get your strength back for yourself and for that beautiful little girl. She needs her mother right now."
Well, the truth of it was, Khaat might soon be all Abbey would have. Rob might well soon be gone from their lives. And she did not want any of the perverted Dent family to be able to strike out for custody of her if Khaat became financially desperate or if Charlotte pulled any other stupid trick. She wanted to protect her daughter--especially from them. Rob was one thing. She did trust him, to a point, with Abbey. She trusted him--except this relatively new side of him that she had just become aware of. Her only experience with it was those few terrible moments at Sparks when Rob had accidently let his facade slip and he had showed himself as he truly was. She did not know that Rob or begin to understand him. That side of him was something she never wanted her daughter exposed to. Not ever. And she hated that he had tricked her, hadn't told her the truth from the beginning before he married her and gotten her pregnant. Would things be entirely different now, or would she have stayed with him anyway? No, she'd have stayed. She knew that. Stupid, stupid, stupid. Foolish heart of hers.
Her mind began whirling about what she might need to do to insure Abbey would never be taken from her. Ever. How could she do that without "throwing Rob under the bus?" That was the very last thing she wanted to ever do. The more she thought, the more desperate she became to talk to Rob. They had to look at reality--quickly. But she knew Brian too well. He was unsubvertable. She already knew that. She would have to work through her father to get to see Rob.