Amelia had been watching the other students arrive, some in pairs and others solo. The room was quickly beginning to fill with couples and color, the sounds of conversation and laughter growing. Amelia was accustomed to being alone among her peers, watching from the sidelines instead of playing the game, but the fact that Elijah had not arrived yet was making her a bit nervous. She knew she shouldn’t care if he came at all – after all, it wasn’t as if he owed her anything. Considering the way she had responded to his invitation, she wouldn’t have been surprised if he had decided that perhaps he would be better off flying solo.
Stop panicking, her rationality insisted, If he doesn’t show, this will be like every other dance. You will sit at a table, make your appearance to appease the headmaster, and you can leave after an hour or so. That would give you time to catch up on the reading for next semester anyway.
Sighing, Amelia lifted a hand to brush an invisible piece of nothing off her arm. She was just fidgeting, her nerves beginning to surface despite her subconscious attempts to remain calm. Just as she had decided that she would rather sit at a table and wait, she jumped at the sudden sensation of someone touching her waist, relaxing slightly when she turned as saw it was Elijah. The way he had put his arm around her waist was bold; she knew he knew better, but he had done it anyway.
Well, dances do seem to be an exception to your typical behaviour… her subconscious reminded her, memories of the masquerade ball surfacing before she squashed them. That was a long time ago. She would not raise such expectations of tonight, because expectations usually led to disappointment.
Amelia smiled lightly at Elijah, her grey eyes following his line of sight to the impeccably decorated Christmas trees at the far end of the great hall. The fir was covered in crystal baubles and hundreds of tiny lights, which upon closer inspection turned out to be pixies. Elijah’s words were thick with charm, and although Amelia’s mind told her this was probably a rehearsed line, she let it slide. The words themselves were lovely, and really who was she to chastise someone for rehearsing what they were to say before they said it?
Amelia merely nodded in response, having nothing so profound to say. She found that since Elijah had arrived, her mouth had suddenly gone dry and her nerves exemplified. She found that although she had originally feared he would not come at all, that paled in comparison to the nerves she now felt about how to behave around him tonight. They had left each other on a very undefined note, leaving Amelia without a clear set of guidelines of how to act.
When Elijah appeared in front of her, his hands around her face, Amelia felt a blush rise to her cheeks. The warmth of his breath, smelling like a mixture of coffee and mint, sent chills down her back – or was that his touch? – and she shivered involuntarily. His smile was genuine, his eyes bright. Before Amelia could figure out how to respond to his touch – she was not exactly accustomed to the amount of physical contact he had already given her tonight – Elijah slipped his hands down to his waist and dropped his voice so she had to lean toward him in order to her his words above the bustle of the hall.
Show me off? Amelia’s thoughts echoed, her nerves rising again. Usually, at these events and at nearly all other times, she was more than happy to sit invisibly off to the side. She went unnoticed, but was glad for it. Attention made her nervous, as though people were judging her – which they likely were – or exchanging stories they had heard about her. When one keeps so thoroughly to themselves, the stories begin to circulate. If you don’t tell people things, they start to make them up.
Elijah’s sly smile made her giggle slightly, a manifestation of her nerves. She knew she would rather not be the center of attention, but on Elijah’s arm it was going to be hard not to be. Already he was attracting the attention of several other girls there, and she had to admit she knew why. He looked very handsome in his ensemble, though less formal than some of the other male students in the room. It gave him a slightly rebellious look while still appearing put together; a perfect match for his personality, Amelia thought.
You gave up your right to sit quietly at a table when you agreed to be escorted by him, her mind reminded her, strictly enforcing the rules her mother would otherwise have dished out had she been here, And besides, everyone is too busy looking at each other to be looking at you.
“I am not sure how the other attendants of this gala will feel about you appointing me monarch,” Amelia said, her voice quiet to match his. With the whispered words between them, the situation suddenly felt much more intimate, but Amelia pressed forward, afraid that if she paused here she would not regain the confidence to speak anytime soon, “But I cannot say I dislike the title. I will be honoured to accompany you.”
With her consent, Elijah began leading her slowly about the ballroom, his steps deliberately slow and short in order to prolong the survey of the room. Amelia kept pace with him, careful not to step on the slight train of her dress. She had tried to explain to her mother that even a small train would be inappropriate for dancing, but Antoinette had – unsurprisingly – won that argument as well.
“You look very nice tonight,” Amelia said as her eyes darted over to Elijah, the words slipping out of her mind. She hadn’t intended to say them aloud, but it seemed the combination of low lighting and being so completely out of her element was addling her brain, “I mean handsome. You look very handsome.”
Smooth… her subconscious quipped, dragging out the word to inflict as much embarrassment upon Amelia as possible, colour rising to her cheeks and the exposed upper half of her chest. This dress was not going to provide her much place to hide her blush.
((Sorry for the slight god-mod, but I figured your next move would be to start walking, and I needed to say something more than just accept your offer. Forgive me?))