Jasper's Suprie for Sarah Date

Jasper was just as confused as he had been earlier. "If you love me, then stay. Don't leave. Whatever the problem is we can work it out. But it can't be done alone. We have to do it together. I love you more than you will ever know. But you keep pushing me away. I try harder and you only push harder. I don't know what to do. I wish you would clue me in on what I am supose to do." He watched her and listen to her. She was blaming him for it all.

Fury filled him. "I have not caused anything. If anything I have gone out of my way to do right by you. I have bent over backwards for you. Done things that no man should ever had to do. But yet you stand in my face and accuse me of doing this to you. No." He watched her. Taking a deep breath, Jasper stood watching her. How could she dare blame him.

"I have tried to understand. But when you shut down. When you push me out, what am I suppose to do? I have tried everything. I have put up with you screaming. Your name calling. You rages. Never one time did I do it back to you. I have always been your supporter. I have never left your side. How does that not show that I love you? How is that not showing that you matter." He wanted her to explain that to him.

He crossed over to her side and took the wand from her hand. He wasn't letting her out of this so easy. "I love you Sarah. Don't do something stupid like this. Talk to me."

sarah looked at him. " i will stay with you, because i love you. I promise more anything from me. " She said softly. She was going to stay with him, because she loved him. She looked at his eyes. She had pain in her eyes. She looked at him. She looked down at her belly. " Jasper. I need help. I a extreme depression. i was put i St. Mungos twice for trying to commit Suicide. " She said softly. " thats why i live alone. I always was alone until now. that why i tryed to push you away. my family disowned me and everything." She said simply , and waited for his answer.

Jasper looked at Sarah. He could tell that she was going through some things. "Sarah I love you. More than you will ever realize. Tell me what I can do to help. You name it and its done. I just want you back. I want us back." Slowly he reached up to trace the line of her jaw with his finger. "I'm not leaving. When will you realize that?"

Sarah nodded. " jasper. My doctor told me no to stress and take it easy. Nt to take everything so serious." She said softly. " i want us back too.. but i am scared. What if i........" She said didn't dare say speak the last two words. She looked away. " jasper, I don't think you know how serious this is." She said softly. She looked away.

Jasper watched Sarah as she struggled with trying to explain. No stress he could understand that. "No stress. Gotcha. I will do my best to keep that to a minimum. As for not taking everything so seriously, that I can't help you with. I wish I could I really do." He listened to her as she talked about what if. He raised his finger and placed it gently on her lips. "You don't have to worry about the what ifs with me. I'm here am I not. I am not going any where. I will not leave you. So cast those what ifs right out the door." Jasper let his hand fall back gently to her shoulder. "I love you more than anything. And I'm here to the very end. Until there is no breath left in me, I will stand beside you. Come what may."

Sarah looked at him with her pained blue eyes, that dulled because of the pain. She looked away from his beautiful face. " Jasper." She said softly, and hugged him tightly. " I love you, but I worried that you will soon give up on me." She said oh so softly. Sarah realized herself from him. "Jasper. i feel like I am just a piece of junk. i remember when we finish met. I felt like you looking at me was just a thing.." She said softly. She snuggled into his chest. " Jasper, I am the luckiest girl in the whole world." Se said softly.

Jasper watched Sarah. He knew that the pain she was going through was something that he couldn't understand. No matter how much he wanted to. Taking Sarah into his arm, he hugged her tightly to his chest. He loved this girl more than anything in this world. "You are not a piece of junk. You are my beautiful girl. My angel. Don't forget that." He took a deep breath. THinking back on when they first met. It was like his world stopped. And the reason for that was standing right in front of him.

She felt a change in Jasper's body. "Did I do something wrong??? " She asked shocked. She looked into his eyes. " I love you." She said softly. She smiled. "Jasper you are my beau, my life. My everything." She said gently. She felt overly comfortable in his arms. She closed her eyes. Her energy was drained, and everything." Jasper. I am sorry for everything. I am sorry for my mood swings. My hurt i have caused you. i wish i could hurt back time." She said softly. " I wish i was better for you." She said ending her thoughts.

Quickly Jasper grabbed Sarah back and hugged her close to him. "No you didn't. Not at all." He leaned down and kissed the top of her head. Holding her this close to him made him happy. It was enough to calm him. "I understand now. Maybe not completley but I understand what was causing the mood swings. We are going to get thru this." He reached down till he could take her face in his hands. Turning it to him. "We will get thru this together. As one."

Sarah smiled. " I know, but what if you get tired of everything." She said softly. She looked at Jasper. She curled up into a ball into his lap, and closed her eyes, once again. She looked away. She felt happy, and calm. Always Jasper did that to you. He always calm me. She felt like butter at his tough. " I love you." She said ohh so softly.