Being clean felt insanely good after the day Avery had been through. So good that she almost let herself forget her new sleeping arrangements. A few steps out of the bathroom, she realized that the fatigue was getting to her and that she needed to focus. She shook her head once, ignoring the yawn that broke out across her face, before lifting her wand to dry her hair as she slowly climbed the stairs once more.
Robin was settled on the bed, looking nearly as tired as she probably did - though, admittedly, Avery felt a little less uneasy now that she had rid herself of the sheer feeling of being attacked. Apparently showers could do that for her. Logging that away in some insane part of her mind - arguably the larger part, if you asked her on the right day - Avery padded across the carpet to stand next to the bed. Her eyes caught something new in the room, though, besides Robin's change of clothes. Swallowing nervously, she chanced a sidelong glance at him before rounding the bed to pick up both packages. Setting his smaller one atop his legs, Avery crawled onto the end of the bed and crossed her legs so she sat facing him.
It was about time they opened them, she mused, and gestured to him that he should open the box. It had been a rather stupid impulse, buying his gift. Really, it was selfish of her, because Avery knew it was more for her than for her husband. But the gift had been paid for - and it was quite a lot of her wages from the Ministry those past few months. A dent in his savings would perhaps have gone unnoticed, but Avery wouldn't have felt right taking money from the Ivanov vault just to buy something that would also benefit her, as opposed to just the one true Ivanov in the room.
"They're, um," she started, flustered, barely able to wait until he held the pieces of paper in his hands before qualifying them. "They're tickets. And that bigger paper, it's an itinerary. I probably should have checked with your schedule, but it's for a weekend in Maui. Y'know, it's supposed to have the best skies at night and sunsets and stuff. Um." Avery licked her lips self-consciously, brow furrowing in concentration. What was her point? Right. That. "There're two there. Tickets, that is. And the hotel is big enough for more, I guess, so if you wanted to invite, like, your poker friends or um, closest teammates you could. They'd just need a way there. Portkey would work, arguably, but I knew you wouldn't want to. Or, I assumed you wouldn't..."
Avery stopped herself eventually, realizing that not only were her words unhelpful, but they came out in circles. Ducking her chin, she looked down at the package settled atop her knees. Biting the inside of her cheek, Avery dared a glance over the entirety of it, hoping (perhaps unintelligently) that he had left her some indication or something, as she had done for him. At first, her heart sank, for she saw nothing. But then she looked over the corner and her shoulders sank in surprise, the air leaving her in one fell swoop.
Her actions mirrored Robin's, though she could never have known, as her fingers brushed over the words he had left for her. Oh, yeah. That was her name, wasn't it? She hadn't felt like it belonged to her for... well, ages. Too long. She could hear the words in her head just as if Robin had said them aloud, the memory coming from their honeymoon and that one time she left work early to be greeted as such. It always had the same connotation, never dropped without purpose. She didn't dare hope that the purpose was the same as her own when she addressed herself as Mrs. Ivanov. Because there was a huge difference in someone else calling her that, and Avery choosing to do so herself.
See, if she went by that name, she felt it meant more than a signing of papers to say that you are now married and all of that other stuff that came with it. For Avery - for Mrs. Ivanov - it was the most perfect and obvious way to show that she was his, even when she didn't deserve it. That night, much like Christmas Eve, she had been unable to call herself that, having signed with just an A - rather like Hester would've, she imagined.
Nonetheless, the name gripped at her heart and Avery couldn't help but stare up at Robin where he sat before her, wishing she had chosen to sit beside him instead. Then she could have used her hair as a curtain for the blush that stained her cheeks. She could have nudged him and muttered some semblance of 'that's really sweet' even though it was just something any husband would have written down. Wasn't it? Or did Keiran write "Happy Christmas, Millie" on his gifts for her? She wasn't sure. In the end, she turned it over and was careful not to tear the paper, fully intending to save it, even if Robin noticed.
Into her hands fell a red jacket that she couldn't quite take her eyes off of for a minute. It wasn't that one singularly perfect gift that made everything right with the world. But then, Avery couldn't have said what that gift would have been, no matter how long she was given to consider it. So she didn't consider it. She chose to believe that he had seen it and just known. Because she loved it.
Sliding her arms into the sleeves, Avery determined that she probably looked incredibly ridiculous with her pajamas and uncurled hair, with her tired expression and frail form. But she let the paper tumble gently to the floor as she crawled over the comforter to sit next to Robin, watching him as she did so.
"Thank you," she murmured, voice low with exhaustion and the sheer fact that she wasn't sure he could've picked anything better. Extending a hand, she took up the papers and box she had given him, turning to set them on the night stand beside bed. "Looks like you could use some sleep as much as I do." She offered belatedly, turning back to face him.
Avery considered lifting the sheets and just tucking in, but some part of her wasn't ready to give in and let the day end. It was New Year's after all. Time to give up old problems and take issue with new ones that needed to be fixed. Avery's resolution, without question, was to fix things with Robin. Essentially, to fix her marriage.
It wouldn't be perfect, because although he always was, she could never be. But it could be normal - or next to normal - and that would be pretty good as far as she was concerned. So she accepted the fact that it would make her even more crazy than already assumed, and lifted a leather-clad arm to brush her fingers over the light scruff that had grown over the day or two since he had last found it in him to worry after shaving. Saying those three words, that she could not manage. But she needed to say something, and eventually she just let out the first thing that came to mind.
"You're great, you know. Really something."