Oh, and there it was again. How many times had she seen that over the years? The little boy that lay within, under the artwork of the costume he'd made for himself. He had had to protect himself from the iceberg who was his father and the dingbat who called herself his mother and the whole chain of dysfunction that surrounded them.
Then there had been the death of Fauve's mother. It had threatened to consume him. Somewhere in there, he'd constructed the shell of the artist who drank too much, smoked too much, and who had a different woman for every day of the month. He had surrounded himself with the legendary myth of, well, himself and the success that, supposedly had been God given and blessed by angels.
Khaat had seen too often when it didn't work for him. When reality smacked him in the face and when he couldn't deal. When the world got too cold or too frightening, then the little boy inside always became defensive. And, instead of the man, there was the insecure boy, sitting across from her and drinking tea while he looked for something to wrap some false bravado around.
She had a slight advantage tonight. She had done her very damnedest to shove the mother in her so far deep inside her core that, with a bit of luck, that part of her wouldn't be able to find her way back out until he'd gone. Instead, she pushed forward what she had learned, first, from her family and then had practiced under the tutelage of Felix Barker: the ability to hide her heart, and she hid it now from him hurting her by his distance. Ironically, she had learned it first to shield him. The irony of where she felt she was tonight almost seemed like the sting of a freezing winter rain slashing like needles against her skin. He was, essentially, tossing out what frightened him, and he couldn't do that, at the moment, without tossing her out right along with it. She attempted to steel herself.
"I've already seen to talking to the Headmaster about the school," she said. "Not that I wanted to. I suggest you give Rookwood a chance to rally his staff--or not, as the case may be.
"Believe it or not, I am doing my best to find the werewolves, but it is a tad difficult. And since there is no current head of law enforcement, that does not help. Brian is the closest thing you have to that, and his authority is limited. So I won't bother to tell you what he's doing when he's off grid.
"James, no doubt has either turned the missing students already or killed them, but you won't get them back alive and untouched. If we find out where he is, we will kill him," she told him. Her ability to let Blood live had run out a long time ago.
"I would appreciate it, though, if you didn't insult me by suggesting that I thought you knew about all this and was simply blowing it off. I'd also appreciate it if you didn't suggest that I brought you here at this hour because of my fear of a bad write up in the Prophet or some hit to my reputation or to the Wizengamot," she said, unable to hide a cold edge, much as she tried to.
"What I do care about, aside from the very real danger that the werewolves present and that the lack of safety for students presents, is the likelihood that the citizens themselves might panic if they feel that we don't have the slightest ability to protect them. Citizens do tend to take their own safety into their own hands if we cannot, reasonably, show that we're doing something.
"If they do that, the outbreak of violence and crime in our community will be almost unprecedented. Screw the papers. The more immediate issues is how we minimize civil unrest before we have rioting from the general public. That's a safety risk we cannot walk away from."