Predictable. Albus could have guessed what Neville would say next in his sleep. The ‘I-know-what-you’re-doing’ angle came first, followed by the whole ‘I-don’t-have-the-right-to-tell-you-what-to-do’ declamation. Still, that was effectively what he was doing, wasn’t he? In a very roundabout, indirect way, Neville was definitely warning him off Dark magic. Albus’s jaw tightened. Hell, this had been the one field that his siblings or family had never ventured into, one thing in which Albus wasn’t average. He was bloody good, as a matter of fact. There was no way in hell that he was going to ditch this halfway. But Neville didn’t need to know that. So in an appropriately apologetic tone, he said, “I……..its one of the most interesting things I’ve ever studied. I…..I won’t touch it again though.” Lies. whispered his conscience.
Then, in a supremely unconcerned shrug. “Its up to you. Give it to whomever you want. But James does have a permanent flat already from his team management so……” Albus’s mind was working swiftly. He needed the Black library. But sneaking in here again under Neville’s nose would be nigh impossible so…….the best remedy would be to convince him to let Albus stay.
It was going relatively well so far. His mask was intact, he had told Neville nothing too implicative. But of course, then everything had to go wrong. Neville mentioned James with that caring lilt to his voice, the one people got when they talked of the ‘real’ son of Harry Potter, and Albus had to repress another twinge of irritation. Then, the talk. The one Albus had had too often. The one which detailed how the person ‘understood’ your problems, and how difficult it must be to live up to expectations, and how everyone else had managed it except him. Admittedly with Neville it was slightly different, Albus had started to feel slightly…..uneasy? Guilty? Especially when Neville’s parents were mentioned. But then, the topic of Harry Potter jumped into the fringe, and as quickly as it had arrived, that uneasy feeling of guilt disappeared, like a voice in the breeze too faint to be heard, and a twisting, gnawing feeling of resentment eroded all others. The mask cracked ever so slightly, and despite all efforts, a taste of bitterness seeped into his voice. “Man. Not hero. I’m sorry Uncle Neville, but he’s been dead for more than a decade. And the world still can talk of nothing other than him.” Albus turned away, his own emerald gaze boring, burning into the mirror opposite him, in the room. He resisted the brief urge to smash it. “What you say would be easier to believe if you and everyone else didn’t talk of him like a god all the time.”