Note: I don't usually post anything like this, so I apologize in advance. Ignore this if you wish.
Okay, you know what? I feel kind of bad about complaining, because I agreed to do the job I am now complaining about. But why do people have to troll others just to get a reaction? Or to get attention? Because those who are involved with the site that I work for know that either myself or the owner of the website would tell them if anything was going wrong. I have told them before, and there is that level of trust there that they should not have to worry about. And yet they freak out when people claim I told someone to do something but I did not. Is it so wrong that I want to spend my week off with my family instead of blocking people or arguing and trying to prove to them that things aren't falling apart?
I may not always get on perfectly with my family, and I am in fact in my room right now, avoiding conflict yet again because they are arguing. And, for those of you that know my situation, I can't handle going downstairs and being in the middle of that. But, this time next year, I will not be home. And I will not be home for Christmas. And I only have six-ish months before I leave for a year and miss everything. Maybe, if I had been downstairs when the argument started, I could have stopped it. But now I'm stuck and it's really making me angry. I can't even listen to Christmas music, because I'm thinking about it now.
/endrant (I think) Excuse me if I don't get my posts done tonight. I have under 5K left of the 50K I need to write by midnight tomorrow, and most of my muse is dead anyway, now. So I really need to focus on my story. I think I'll go listen to Hozier and add in some unnecessary angst. >.<
by Nathaniel Montgomery Wed Aug 27, 2014 2:40 am
