Brian felt a little bit odd carrying the big bouquet of flowers. It did not help that he was wearing clothes he was most certainly not used to wearing. When he heard Hitame was sick he had immediately planned to visit her but he had to wait for his parents to take him. If it had been up to him, he would have sprinted to the hospital the day he found out she was sick, but his parents forbade him from doing so. The waiting was what killed him the most because he knew how sensitive Hitame was and he had a feeling she might think he had forgotten about her, but he thought about her every single day. He bugged his parents until they finally relented and they agreed to take him to St. Mungos.
He was dressed in the nicest dress clothing he could find and his father took him to a flower shop so that they could pick out a nice bouquet. His mother, who was stricken with the same illness everyone else seemed to have, decided she could not go out because she felt too weak. Brian felt terrible for her, but he felt worse for Hitame. He, also, had been experiencing some of the symptoms of the illness but he tried not to think about it. The cough was annoying but nothing that would slow him down, especially from getting to Hitame.
Despite how foolish he looked, he trudged through the hospital, flowers in tow. He tried not to acknowledge all of the sick people who were around but it was hard to avoid. The moans, the coughs, and even the few people sobbing as he passed by disturbed him a bit. He wondered if he was going to get like that and if they would ever find a cure. It was unspoken, but both his father and Brian knew that their mother was much worse off than they let on. She would be at St. Mungos soon enough, but again, it was something he did not want to talk about.
It took a little bit of searching, but after awhile, he finally came to her room. He stood outside the door for a few moments, the familiar feeling of butterflies washing over him, and he prepared for the worst. He knew she was not going to be looking the best but that was not why he came. He came because he wanted to make her feel better, even if only a little bit. He took a deep breath and then he pushed the door open carefully.
He saw Hitame and his heart dropped. He hated seeing her in that bed and he knew it was going to make him feel awful. Instantly he wished he could find a cure for the illness and make her feel better. Or maybe there was a way he could take on her sickness and she would be able to visit him in the bed. Many thoughts flew through his head but he had to shove them all away. He had to be strong so that she would feel better. His father had always told him that positive thinking was key, so he thought happy, thinking of her doing better.
"Hit?" He said gently, approaching her bedside slowly, making sure she realized who he was. "It's Brian. I know it took me a long time to come and visit you but I came as soon as I could." He smiled weakly, trying to keep his brave face on. He lifted the flowers that he had brought up so that she could see them, not that it would be hard, they were huge. "I brought you a gift.... It isn't much but I hope you like them." He sat them down beside her bed and he grabbed a chair and he pulled it up close.
"How are you feeling?"