Always the performer, Jack gave a theatrical bow from her chair and Amelia realized as she watched the girl’s head dip down that she had forgotten all about the furry little thing at Jack’s feet. The niffler was dozing next to Jack’s chair, immobile save for the intermittent rise and fall of its tiny chest. The fact that Amelia’s consciousness hadn’t been focused on the creature for all this time was a further testament to how much she had been enjoying her conversation with Jack, and how true that feeling was. For once, Amelia wasn’t weighing every word or calculating which emotion she ought to be experiencing. And Jack Dylan was to thank for it.
Who would have thought?
Amelia laughed along with Jack as she testified to Doyle’s reasons for pairing the two of them together, and she nodded a bit self-consciously at her assertion that Amelia had known much more than the rest of the class. Although she worked hard to be at the top of her class, Amelia didn’t like the attention or definitions given to her by her peers because of it. Being smart meant she could please her parents and her professors, meet the expectations of a Ravenclaw, and it also was a point of pride for Amelia. But the assumptions of her peers that came with those O’s could be frustrating – it was as though nothing else about her mattered, and that those grades put her in a category she couldn’t escape.
“Well for all the moments of terror when you were lighting something on fire,” Amelia said as her brief stint of laughter concluded, “I’ll admit it was helpful to have a partner who knew the difference between Knotgrass and Hellebore.”
Jack’s perceptiveness of their classroom situation was not limited, though, and she also had ideas for how to make Antoinette stop her quest to see Amelia happily dating. And her ideas, well… they had Jack written all over them, which is why to Amelia’s sensibilities they were altogether shocking.
“I want her to stop nagging, not stop breathing,” Amelia said with incredulous laughter at Jack’s proposition that she bring home a werewolf. Clearly, Jack had been referring to her relationship with Ari, which she was surprisingly candid about considering what she had told Amelia earlier about it ended abruptly. But when Jack mentioned bringing home a werewolf, Amelia’s subconscious brought a memory of her own to the surface, one involving a tall, dark and handsome werewolf that Amelia had shared… well, shared a lot with one night in a storage closet.
Amelia could feel herself getting warmer and knew the blush must be rising to her cheeks and chest just as the thought of Marcus, though she hadn’t seen him since that day. To be honest, she hadn’t known what to do with the realization that she had behaved so… out of character. Her hormones had surely gotten the better of her, but thinking back on it, she found it difficult to actually regret what had happened. Especially with the tightening in her lower abdomen…
“But, you know…” Amelia said aloud, to keep her mind and body from getting too far into that particular distraction, “… it might not be a bad last resort. There are only a few things left on the list of things to try – I’ve gone through all the others,” she added with a smile.
“But I don’t think I would want my mother to actually fear me,” Amelia continued contemplatively, thinking of how much she valued her mother’s respect and her father’s approval. It was what had kept Amelia so firmly in the realm of perfect behavior of the last few years, it is what dictated her decision-making.
“And I don’t think my parents could handle another one of their children cutting them completely out of their life,” Amelia added as an afterthought, quieter and almost uncertain, because Amelia hadn’t mentioned Raoul out loud since she talked to Marcus, and even that had been slightly easier because Marcus remembered Raoul, remembered him as a friend. I really can’t be thinking any more about Marcus… Raoul really would kill me…
“You know, after my brother…” Amelia muttered uncertainly, her hand rising to the back of her neck as it always did was she was nervous. She was beginning to question her instinctual decision to spill this secret to Jack. I knew these friendship feelings were too good to be true…