Amelia should not have been surprised by Peter’s easy answer to her comment about waiting around for princes; Peter seemed to have an answer for everything. It was as if he had practiced all these conversations over before ever having them with her, so he was infinitely more prepared than she.
That’s what happens when you interact with people on a daily basis, Amelia’s subconscious reminded her, You get better at it.
Despite the fact that every time Peter responded easily, it reminded Amelia of just how socially inept she was, she still found herself smiling at his words, though she forced herself not to grin outright. Instead, she found her eyes looking up and to the right, the way she did when she was slightly embarrassed by a thought she was having. Of course, at Peter’s comment, she had thought immediately of him, though that, she thought, had less to do with her thinking that Peter was the pirate she should be waiting for, and more to do with the fact that he was the only person she knew who would have liked to be one.
“I’ll keep that in mind,” Amelia responded after a few seconds, too late for the response to seem natural, but not so long that the conversation had moved on without her. That happened more often than not, but it did have the benefit of exempting Amelia from having to respond, so she didn’t stress overly about it.
When Peter answered her question of whether Olive liked his gift, Amelia nodded knowingly at his response, understanding all too well how his sister would appreciate the book most. Although most children would balk at receiving books for Christmas, Amelia had been in the company of literature from such a young age that she considered books to be some of her closest friends. They were always around when she needed them, could take her mind off her problems, and best of all to Amelia, they never changed. They were predictable, steady, just the way she wished everything could be, but in real relationships, so often wasn’t.
With no other readily available conversation topics, Amelia was at a loss, and eventually ceased nodding and stood in silence beside Peter, watching the hall fill up. It was getting close to 8:00 now, so the ball would begin any minute. Just as Amelia had this thought, she heard Marki’s voice booming around the room, a voice Amelia recognized from having heard the girl talking to herself – and occasionally to inanimate objects – when they had been in the common room together. The DJ was announcing the start of the ball, and Amelia immediately looked to the area in which the champions were standing, each with their date. They would be the ones to start off the dancing, and in doing so, would give permission for the rest of the attendees to move onto the dance floor and leave Amelia with more breathing room on the sidelines.