Peter seemed to be completely unperturbed by the fact that he was not the Beauxbaton’s champion, which was unsurprising to Amelia both because of what she understood of his personality from the time she had had to observe him, and also because he had stated outright that he wasn’t overly interested in being a champion in the first place. Amelia offered up a half-smile in response to his laughter, and nodded as he mentioned that the champion’s state of stress was likely to rise exponentially as the tournament tasks grew closer.
Perhaps it is best that you are not the champion… Amelia’s mind encouraged her, adding that to the mental list she was making for herself of all the reasons not to worry about the tournament any longer. It was out of her hands, and the time had passed. Her name was not the one pulled from the goblet… because she had never put it in in the first place.
That, more than anything, was what was making Amelia’s thoughts dwell on the tournament. It wasn’t that she hadn’t been chosen – it was that she hadn’t even tried. Her success last year at having her name chosen from the goblet had been quickly thwarted by her mother, who had removed her not only from the tournament but also from Hogwarts itself. Although Amelia had entered last year as a way to prove to her parents and to herself that she could do things on her own, think on her feet, be stronger than they and even she expected, she had never gotten the chance. “Undignified,” her mother had called it, but in truth, Amelia knew that Antoinette had just not wanted Amelia to be an embarrassment if she failed. Her parents had pushed her all her life to be the best, and then when she got the chance to prove that she was, they pulled it out from under her feet at the mere thought of the idea that she might not be.
And then there was Raoul. He had all but demanded that Amelia re-enter the tournament this year. He had driven a hard bargain: enter the tournament and get his communication back, or fail to enter and go back to living in the silent-treatment that he had put her in since she had allowed Antoinette to remove her from the tournament last year. Raoul simply didn’t understand why Amelia couldn’t just do what he did: get up and get out. Leave and never look back. But for Amelia, it wasn’t that easy. He hadn’t been around to watch the disappointment their parents had felt when he left, all the trouble they now went through to pretend they didn’t even have a son, if only to save themselves the embarrassment of having to admit that they didn’t know where he was, what he was doing, or even if he was alive.
But Amelia knew he was alive. That much she knew because he had responded to her last letter. In it, she had told him she had not been chosen as the Hogwarts champion. She had not told him, however, that she hadn’t entered at all. It was difficult to lie to Raoul, the one person she had ever gotten to be fully open with, but she couldn’t stand the thought of losing him again. When he had distanced himself from her after last year’s debacle, it had felt like him leaving all over again. It was probably best that their only means of communication was via owl, because if they were speaking face-to-face, Raoul would have seen right through her. He had always had a knack for knowing when she was lying, even lying by omission, and he wouldn’t have let her get away with it.
Amelia was wrapped up in her own thoughts, almost so much that she missed Peter’s answer to her second question, but she came back to the present in time to hear the bulk of his response and the question that followed. The redhead nodded when he asked if she knew the Hogwarts Champion, though she was hesitant with her answer, taking another bite of scone before speaking.
“I do know Jaquellene,” Amelia answered, “albeit very briefly. She and I met over the summer and have a few classes together, but I wouldn’t say we are close by any means. She has a personality that is a bit… louder and more… erratic than my own, though I am sure she feels the same that our personalities are very different,” Amelia added, pushing a stray bit of hair behind her ear.
“She is an intense person, in a different way than I am,” Amelia continued, picturing Jack in her mind as she spoke, “But I am certain she will represent Hogwarts well. Her energy alone might ensure her success,” the Ravenclaw finished, thinking of the aura Jack carried around her as though she was constantly bouncing, even when she wasn’t doing so physically.