Chase felt as though Andrew's words were a whiplash. The words themselves were okay, but the way he said them made her flinch and move away. She closed her eyes and felt her eyes find Jack's. Then she looked at Andrew. She slowly stood up. "I'm sorry.." She said softly, looking back and forth from Jack to Andrew. "I messed things up.. didn't I?" She said slowly and then felt exasperation flow through her. "Why can't.. why can't we just go back to being friends like we were? Eating brownies and fighting Nessie?" She cried out staring at them both.
"Brownies and Nessie.." She smiled slightly, and her eyes found Andrew's. It was like they were friends again, the smile on her face, as she looked at them for a long moment. Andrew was tense, Jack looked near tears, but Chase was remembering. Remembering how they sat outside Honeydukes, eating the best brownies in the world, drinking the happiest drink there was. Maybe besides the everlasting hot chocolate Chase had taken from the kitchen in a little thermos.
"I was so scared for you two.." She said softly. "I thought... you were going to die Jack.. and Andrew got so hurt.." She said softly, an odd calm smile on her face now. "Is this worth it though? Is this our punishment for making friends and having fun? We get to enjoy it, have so much fun, and then this?" She gestured to them all and smiled slightly. "If it is with this? You know.. I would do this all again, just to have those memories.. wouldn't you?" She said softly, looking for a moment at Jack, before she let her eyes fall on Andrew.
"If I could go back in time... and relive that day.. I'd do it, even knowing that if I did that I would go through what I have... I would, because you are my friends... and... I miss you like hell, but those days are what make me smile.. it's what makes me... well me.. So yeah, I want to be friends guys.." She suddenly stuck her hand out like she was doing a team cheer. "I want to be friends guys.. we may go through hell together, we may regret being friends, but if I get more days like that with you guys.. I'll go through hell and back.." She said and looked at first Andrew, then Jack, still smiling.