Having a chat ((McCoy, Jess, Wilson))

''Lestrange?! But he is an idiot! Why him?'', Wilson asked making a silly face expression. Out of all the people... him. ''But then again, she does love you, of that I am certain. Although this chair knows more about practical love than me, there is no better philosopher of love than me. And you... you are just a moron. You love her, but you do not remember and you saw a stunning women and took the advantage. I mean, you cannot be blamed, but you are an idiot.'', Wilson said calmly.

''I do not care what she is... a secretary or the leader. The fact is that she is dangerous, more dangerous than Narcissa in each way. I will not lie here, I have been spending a certain amount of time with her, but your connection with their secretary is far more dangerous than mine. Please, use valid arguments. This was juts a way to return the ball to me, although you missed me by a mile. Regarding your... well, wand, as you said it... it would be alarming if you had not known where your... wand is.'', he said with a cold expression.

''Oh... and if you trust me, do not question my loyalty ever again... that is just stupid. And, if you trust me, your trust McCoy, that is how it comes. Sorry.'', he added.

''Wilson is right, you moron! She loves you and you treat her like a piece of something I am not going to name. That is just sad and it speaks more about you than her or anyone else.'', McCoy replied sighing.

''And neither does your care give you the title of Mother Theresa. You did what a leader is supposed to do. If you had not done it, we would have something to speak about. But, you did a perfectly normal thing and you are amplifying it as if you had received the Nobel Prize. The greatest virtue a leader can have is modesty Potter, remember that on your next task.'', he said, again with a dose of sadness.

''You are far too young for this job. You are far too young to even be an adult. You do not understand some of the main concepts of life, of socialization and everything else. You are not a bad person, but you are acting like a complete idiot. Your inexperience hinders you in achieving what you can achieve and your emotions, your Mother Theresa complex just gets in the way of it all. It is sad to see that, but if you are going to destroy your life for a few more years, which you are going to do, certainly, please, do not make others miserable.'', McCoy said and sighed once more.

Jess snorted with laughter. "You've got it wrong, she came onto me. And yes, i had a bit of fun. But it stopped there. I wasn't saying she was merely a secretary, i was merely responding to your question 'do you know who you danced with,' and that was it." he said shaking his head. "And that 'relationship,' is non existent. I've not seen her since the Ball, and i'd not seen her before it. You're actually going out of the way to be with a known influential Death Eater, and yet you say it's harmless. I think we both know that your relationship with narcissa is unbelievably blind. I don't know what you're going through, or why you're seeing her, but she is our enemy." he said simply.
"And yes, i am sorry i questioned your loyalty, but maybe you should do so yourself," he suggested, a steely look in his eyes.

He then shook his head annoyedly. "McCoy, i answered your question with the facts, and you've ignored mine. How have i treated her badly? I have told her how it was, and that's it. Do you expect me to start a pity relationship with someone i don't love?" He asked, voice rising, "Do you? DO YOU? To me that's even worse than treating someone like rubbish." He said coldly.

He then rolled his eyes and sat back in his chair. "It's more than you or james did. As co Leader, james, you are expected to show some compassion for your fellow men. Instead you couldn't wait to abandon them. What have you done to prove you deserve to be leader?" he asked, "Nothing, you don't care for the members, you don't care for the organisation, you just care for a portion of what it stands for," he said sadly. "I'm sorry if you disagree with me, but that's how i see it, and do far all the proof supports me," he finished.

He then laughed. "Who am i making miserable?" He asked again, "You're dodging my questions, clearly you don't have the capacity to answer them. You accuse me of being mother theresa, my judgements clouding my views, yet here you stand. Picking fights with someone who has far more influence and power than you in this world, all to stand up for something that doesn't affect you, and something that is clearly not worth fighting for. Do you think it would hurt her more for me to be honest with her and not be with her, than to stick her into a loveless, careless relationship that holds her back in every way possible? At least this way she can move on when she comes to her senses," he said sadly.

"As for my age, well i think that has nothing to do with the matter. The facts are clear, i'm doing a good job, and you can't stand to see someone so young and bright, with such a bright future doing a good job, and doing their part to make the world a better place." he said with a smug look

''Jess, I thought you were more intelligent'', Wilson replied with a strong laughter. ''McCoy can't handle that someone young as you handles his job well?'', he said, continuing with his laughter. ''Now, to calm down. Let me tell you the story of William Winston McCoy. He is the youngest employee of the Ministry of Law Enforcement to date and one of the most successful heads of that same department in its whole history and definitely the best in the last 30 years. And to think that he had achieved all of that with the age of 30 is pretty amazing, don't you think? He was the best law student of his generation and is today, probably the best Transfiguration master alive. And you... Jess, do you really think that he, with all of his accomplishments and his 60 years, would be jealous of your miserable accomplishments? Do not be so stupid Jess, you yourself don't believe in that.'', he said.

''Regarding Narcissa, as I have said, you think what you want. But remember, my connection with her is less dangerous with your little adventure with... whatever her name is and with your... wand. I shan't comment on that anymore. And I, as Co-Leader, had not obligation do do anything whatsoever. You were there and you played your Mother Theresa role brilliantly. You know that I do not care much. If they are wounded they will be better, if they are dead... what can I do? If you had not been there, I would have shown more interest, but you do your boasting well enough without me. Why bother?'', he said. ''Oh, and what I care for is the principle... people come and go, organizations come and go... principles stay.'', he added, with a smirk.

''Thank you, James. Really, Potter... I envy you? Come on. I am 60. I am preparing for my pension and you speak of me envying a cub like you?'', McCoy asked, disappointed.

''Potter, you cannot stop loving someone just like that. If you had any knowledge about that... well, you would know. And you have more power and influence than I will ever have? Do not make me laugh, m'boy. But I will not speak of influence here, that is completely irrelevant. What is irrelevant is that you should dedicate your time and emotions to those who really deserve it, and not play Mother Theresa. And also, your stupidity has no boundaries. I was not actually thinking of appointing James as leader, he is incompetent to do that job, but that only shows how stupid you are. There is a person of trust surely, take some time off, that is my advice. And, please, grow up. I have nothing more to say. James, I will see you back at school.'', McCoy said, stood up and left. Only Wilson and Jess were in the room.

((... you said i should let james take over for awhile less than a page ago ))
Jess sat there and shook his head. "Good riddance," he muttered. "James, none of this is intended at you, but McCoy is being a fool. He's clearly not thinking straight, as he can't seem to remember the basic things he said less than a few minutes ago, and i would personally suggest you take him to a specialist about that." he said quietly

"Also, how old was he when that happened? I was an auror at age 16, that may or may not have bested him, but if it has, well huzzah for me," he muttered, sighing. "James, why did you and mcCoy come here? I've already told you why Mariana and I aren't together any further. Why would you seek to sow and bring up old and new wounds?" He asked, still looking sadly at the ground

(It was a figure of speech, I though you would understand XD)

''Jess, it was a figure of speech. I know and you know that I am not for the position of leader. Why? Just because I do not care that much, and a leader has to be caring. But what can I do? People hate me and that's it. I am at piece with it all. He is not senile, he is sixty. If old Slughorn and Dumbledore managed to keep their sanity at their ages, McCoy can at his age. And if both of us are aware of the fact that I would be a lousy, don't you think that he, as my mentor, would know that? Jess, he is right. You are far to immature and you do not understand some of the concepts. Life is a competition, but you can't go boasting around and thinking that you have won. He has a school that you do not have yet, a school of life and experience. It does not matter what or when you have been, you will never be able to achieve his level of wisdom, knowledge and experience. He has done things you will never do, he has fought battles you will never fight and that is just how it is. You were an auror at the age of 16? Nothing big. It only proves that the Ministry does not care whom it hires and that you are a skilled wizard. But mark my words, do not try to fight against McCoy. At the end you will lose, trust me. He is the only person I have lost to in my whole life. Just, gather experience, observe people and places, become wiser and more rational. Stop acting like a kid with that ''My father can beat your father up'' speech. This is a piece of friendly advice.'', Wilson said, sighing. ''Why has he come here? Because you make the girl suffer and it is only your childishness that is doing that and nothing else.''[b], he added.

((Sorry, cbb to respond to the big long annoying bits so i'll just address the main part of the fight we seem to be having.))
Jess sat back in his chair and shook his head, lips pursed. "Were you not listening?" he asked, fire burning in his eyes and spite thick in his voice. "I don't love her, you can't just make someone love someone. Trust me, it's better for her if i'm not with her, because it would be a relationship based on lies. Is that what you want?" He asked, "Me to make her think i love her. It'd be treating her as an idiot. What i'm doing is the right thing," he said angrily

''Well, let us ignore the fact of emotions for now. You are far to irrational to think about that now. But ,what I wanted to ask you is... why not talk to her? Why not give her a chance? As much as I poke her around, she is a lovely little cub and you will not have much problems with her, just treat her normally and with respect. She deserves a good long discussion at least, and you, as a leader, should realize that.'', he said.

"What does me being the Leader of the Order have to do with this?" He asked. "Yes, Mariana is a lovely girl, a little annoying at times, but she certainly is lovely, but i just don't love her. You can't exactly try and 'ignore emotions,' because that's what this conversation is about. The emotion i feel for Mariana. I would be happy to remain as her friend, but it stops there, i see she is happy with matt, and he is happy with her, and i don't want to interfere with that, no matter what my views are," he told him with a sigh. "I do treat her normally, i respond only to what she says, and include her in things, i can't get too much more normal. If she continues to undermine me as she does, i will continue to argue with her, but that is normal for such a matter," he said