Daisy noticed Libby was now smiling as well as herself. Yes! I've made her feel less...better than before, at least. I don't seem to be good at much at school, except the odd thing here and there, but at least I can be a good friend and cheer people up. At least, I think I am. I try to be, at any rate.
Daisy nodded as Libby agreed with her and took a sip of her butterbeer. She loved butterbeer, she wasn't the kind of girl who was adventurous enough to try firewhiskey or anything of that sort. She was happy with her butterbeer in The Three Broomsticks on a cold day.
Daisy sighed, guessing that Libby was probably right. Is that what every single girl in the universe is like? Don't they have anything else to talk about? They must do. I guess all girls do gossip to an extent. But it just seems like some of the Gryffies just talk about things they know I have no idea about, as if they purposely want to exclude me. Just because I'm not like them. "Yeah, I guess so. I just...well, I just wish they talked about something I could join in with sometimes. Everyone else has this massive house loyalty, which I just seem to lack. And I don't know why."
Libby's next question retminded Daisy of the recurring question in Daisy's life. Why was she sorted into Gryffindor? Ok, so Libby didn't directly mention it, but she asked where else I would want to be. Where else would I want to be? I don't actually know. I seem to lack qualities from all the houses. I'm not ambitious, clever, hard working or brave. Maybe I was put in Gryffindor just to fill up the numbers? That couldn't have been it, could it? Ok, ok, back to the question. Where do I want to be? I would like to be brave and outgoing and clever and hardworking and ambitious. But what do I want most? I'm making my parents happy being in Gryffindor, at least. I guess I would want to be brave, the most. But I'm not. Ahhh! Why does my life have to be so confusing? "I don't really know where I would want to be. I'd like to be brave and in Gryffindor, but since I don't seem to have any of the main four qualities for each house, I don't know where I would be best! I'm just like the odd one out." Daisy told Libby, not sure how to word what she thought.
Daisy was glad Libby seemed to agree with her on the Quidditch front. "Yeah, I just don't like it that much. I can do alright, if I try, but I just don't enjoy it. I always end up playing Beater but I just feel bad for hitting bludgers at the other team! Not the best quality for a Beater, really!" she told Libby, laughing slightly towards the end.
Daisy didn't believe for a second that she was 'hot' or that any boy would ever like her. Her self-esteem and confidence weren't exactly very high. "You're just saying that, Libby. I'm sure if any guy actually ever liked me, I would have found out at some point. They probably don't know who I am, half of them. I am really shy, after all." she argued back. "And no, I haven't met anyone who's struck my fancy." she added on the end.