So I'm going not going to write these in order. But when I update, I will make them at least in consecutive order on this post. Most of these are diary entries from when she was a lot younger. As I love writing her history. This is what I do on the train on the way back from school, lol.
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Sunday April 25th, 1993
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Sunday April 25th, 1993
Dear Diary,
How could I have let this happen? How could I have been so careless?
No, wait, I do know how. It's him. I thought I loved him. But how do I know what love is? I've just been completely naïve. How did I not see this coming?
Maybe it's for the better, now. At leats I know the truth about the coward. Sooner rather than later, and all that. Still, a bit sooner might have been nicer.
It's my own fault though. I knew something life-changing was going to happen. I just...wow...I just didn't expect it to be this. Or his reaction, that was completely...wow. I didn't expect that at all. I can't believe it! I never saw him as a coward. And it's clear now, that he never saw me for who I am either.
It's like we've been living a lie. I thought I knew him, I thought we were so good together, I thought...I never thought anything like this would happen in a million years. I'm in shock. Completely.
At least I'm not alone. I have Mum. At least at the moment. Honestly, she's on her last legs. You don't have to be a Seer to figure that much out. And Rachael. And Emily. I'm not alone, that's one thing.Jemma L. Tiquelle