revealations

Jessica looked at Misaria seeing the scared look on her face she spoke "Misaria , its ok to be scared, god knows i was and still am , every woman is " she said looking at her "I know your young and still a child yourself, but you have a good family in Khaat and her mother and father , and I see you as a good freind too, if it's being pregnant that scares you, come with me and jack on my next apointment and you can see my two for your self , maybe even see your own too" she said smiling as she looked across at the waiting figure "you should come and meet Andrew some time ,I'll have Jack arrage for him to come here, if you want, he'd love to see you, i know he would" Jess looked at her taking her arms then moved to hold her in a hug "besides i need some one to pick him off the floor once these are on ther way, coz i know i will deck him if this happens again"

She sighed and nodded in little agreement. OF course she was scared. She was still fifteen and pregnant. Such things were usual in muggle world, not in wizard. Now what would the other students think of her? if they already think that she's freak or just weird, then now she's whore? However, everyone knew that she's with Josh. Maybe they will embroil him as well in this? Miseria moaned quietly when her thoughts went to Josh. What will He think about her now? Suddenly Miseria felt how all her world crushed into more thousand pieces. Josh was different, but maybe he won't want her anymore?

Though, her thoughts were rounding about suicide, Josh, her baby and school, she managed to look blite infront of Jess. She was already used to acting so it was hard to guess how she was feeling or what she was thinking. "Andrew... Yes, I guess that meeting him would be nice..." she said thoughtfully. She had never known that Jessica has another child. How old was he? Still child or already an adult? She looked at Jessica's face. No, her son can't be adult. She looked so young and beautiful.

Jess smiled "ow one more thing if any of the students get at you , you come see me and tell me ,ok" she said "or jack, he'll take them on such a quiditch training session they will never do it again , ether that or you'll not hear from them again" she said chuckling "I wonder if the frog population needs incressing?" she said jokliy as she rubbed her chin with a smile.

Jessica sighed she now had to admit she was now feeling better inside herself. "Andrew is 18 months old and toddler now, he chases jack everywhere shouting da da" she cuckled "last time i caugh him in my make up bag, you should have seen him , he had my lipstick all over his face and blusher too, talk about looking like a clown, he thought it was funny" she loked down at her belly "I have to do this all over again, twice" she looked over at where Jack stood then back to miseria "Miseria, I want you to be god mother to one of my twins" she said from no where "will you, I have nobody else that would rather have"

Miseria listened carefully what Jessica had to say, turning her eyes back at the ground. But suddenly she started laughing. What she told about little Andrew and her make up back, that was just so funny. She could even imagine little boy in the bedroom, trying to figure out what those things do or how they work and then he paints his own face.

"Yes, gladly. I would love to be a godmother to one of your children!" she said happily. Strange, but adults could always make her feel better. It was like she had something in common with them. And it was always been like that. Even with her parents. Since she was little, her mother could talk with her about any subject she wanted. And other people said that she was wise for her age. "When will they born?" she asked then.

Jess smiled feeling Miseria had pulled her from her slump "ow bout two months, I can't go full term , thats what its called at 9 months , they have to take me in at 7 months because of being twins, one is bum down and thats not safe" she said rubbing her belly "but its not soon enouph " she said shifting as she felt both push out " to tell you the truth i am ment to be on bed rest but what do doctors know" she said "If you want i could come with you for your first apointment? " she asked "it can be some what confusing." lening closer to Miseria she whispered "do you think I've let him suffer enouph?" she asked refering to Jack stood off in the distance his hands stuffed into his pockets.

Miseria couldn't ignore the fact that she was happy when she made someone smile with her answer. But then she nodded. "And it's a bad thing?" she asked curiously. She didn't quite understand what Jess had just told her.
She raised her eyebrows. Appointment? What appointment? But then she nodded. "Yes, I think he's worried enough," she agreed.

Jess looked at Miseria "ok we'd better get out pregant tails back, before they send out a birthing party for us instead of a search party" she chuckled as she by using the tree pushed her self to her feet " look like beached whale, waddle like a duck." she said grinning " but in the end two beautiful babys" she winced pulling a pained face as she stood "and one that can kick like a mule ." her hand moving to her back.

Jess looked at her again. "I am sure Khaat will be there for you as I will and jack, so I expect you to be there when these are born as fat lot of good he'll be last time he passed out , spark on the floor , Gemma had to help, shye's an old freind , not here any more"

Jack moved forward seeing them stand up he had stood back and with the night drawing in he knew it was going to get cold. Taking a step forward he could not hear what was being said but the smile on Jessica's face confused him.
"Everthing all right?" he asked softly as he drew closer loking not just at Jessica but miseria too "you both look ...calm " he said puzled , normaly by now he would have wrapped his arms around jessica but he was a little afraid of if she would bite his head off.

Miseria got up, too, and looked at the barn. Getting used to the fact that she's pregnant, waiting a baby was horrible for her, but since there were supporting people around her, she'll get over it fast, though, she will need some help in getting over it.
"Oh... thank you... I'm just little bit confused and that's all," she said and started walking back at the barn. "So... your babies will be born somewhere in summer?" she then asked.
Then she saw Jack and nodded to him. His reaction made her smile widely. Of course they looked calm. What could two pregnant girls do?

Jess chuckled at his question , linking her arms threw miseria's she spoke as they walked "why he s asking is as it goes along your hormones become all mixed up and , unlike the men , we tend to become emotional, as I did tonight " she said with a sigh as they walked back to the house and barn. Jess noticed Jack hanging back letting go of miseria she moved to him "Jack could you run me a bath, I have some apologies I have to make" she said "Ow jack..." she moved to cup his face with her hands then she kissed him a deep honest and loving kiss she relaxed as she felt his arms wrap around her holding her as close as she could get “I love you Jack Black heart, and we'll talk more once i have made my apoligys. “ she said gently giving him small kisses back on his lips.