revealations

Jess ran as fast as she could away from the main house down to a lake she could not stop the tears poring from her he whol bdy shook from the anger she felt at being forced to tell him what she remebred , she felt now he would just leave her and once moe she would be alone.

Wthher chest sore from crying she threw her sleft down on to asoft pile of fallen leaves and sobbed till she could sob no more.

Miseria had heard some fast stepst from the house and that made her curious which is why she was running silently trough the garden after Jessica. She heard her sobbs from the distance and that made her areact really fast. What was wrong with them? Jack and Jess were arguing, but why? Miseria pushed her hair away from her face and looked around.

Then she saw Jess, laying down on fallen leaves and sighed quietly. Then she walked quietly there. "Is everything alright?" she asked and sat down on the ground, watching her. It was strange how she felt that they had in common little child. Miseria was pregnant, not more than one month and Jess was pregnant as well.

Jess heard a voice she knew it wa misaria "I told him about what happend to me" she said with out looking at her "he should not have pushed , but he did, he wanted to know, so i told him" even though her sobs had stopped her tears still ran down her face as she turned to face her from the floor, she sat with her knees best up her belly preventing her getting them as close as she wished "I am nothing but a beached whale, big and fat now , he'll walk away now he know" she rested her head on her knees looking out over a lake that sat near by.

Miseria raised her eyebrows. She didn't even know what happened to Jess. As much as she knew was, that Jess had lost her memory. And she was waiting twins. And that was all. But she nodded silently and turned her face away at the lake. But then she scowled and looked back at Jessica. "You are not a beached whale and he won't walk away!" she said slowly. Miseria didn't believe that Jack could do that. He was caring when there were his friends around. And he was a good friend on who people could rely on.

Jess looked at her "He will because he won't want me after I told him what happened to me, would you want to be around some one who was tortured for months?" she asked looking up at her, it was then one of the babys kicked out making her wince and lean back on a tree "It felt like i was bring slowy driven insane but his face , the memory of him kept me going" she winced once more as the baby kicked out yet again as if telling her it wanted its father.

Miseria swallowed hardly. That was what made Jess lose her memory? She sighed quietly and closed her eyes, trying to imagine how all those curcios were casted at her. And then she opened her baby-blue eyes and looked back at her. "Yes. If he loves you, then yes," she agreed with her.
Suddenly Miseria's eyes were locked up at Jess's stomach and she smiled. "How you feel when your baby is growing with every day?" she asked quietly. She felt that Jessica was the one with who she could talk about this thing right now. And she changed the subject really fast and slightly.

Jess took the subject change with surpise "babies , misaria, theres two "she said and sighed only now after wiping away her tears she gave a small smile as she rubbed wheere one had kicked her " Lucky to have them I guess , Happy , moody" she said chuckling "But i guess mostyproud that i am bringing something so small into this world" she turned to looked at misaria "why do you ask?"

It was as he sat looking at her she noticed the same glow she had the same look on her face that he'd had that first time with Andrew, reatching out she took her hand "you'll be ok, Andrew was a shock to me to, Jack..." she paused as she said his name " he fell down the steps of hagrid hut when i told him but he was over the moon as he is with these two " she wince as another kick came "I guess they want food, here " she moved misaria's hand to her belly so she could feel the kicks from inside her, first one side "thats the first baby" then she moved to her right "this is the second "

Miseria blinked her eyes when she heard what Jess told her. She was still staring at her belly, trying to imagine how could two children be there. That was almost impossible! But then again, it wasn't against the nature.

And then she looked back at Jessica, sharp look in her eyes, but it disapeared fastly. Was she that easy to read? She looked down, biting stronly her lip. And suddenly she had to raise her head again and her eyes widened when Jessica started to indtroducing her children. "You know very clearly on which sides they are..." she said with impression in her voice.

Jess smiled as she said she knew witch sides the babies were on " of course, one is a strong kicker like his father, the other dainty like a girl, I am secretly hoping that will be a girl " she said chuckling “all mothers kinda know, plus each baby has different personalities, the strong one he’s always moving, the dainty one, she's restless at night” Jess grinned “and both don’t like lemons in my tea “she added, “here” she moved her hand to feel a small foot pushing out “ see dainty, now over here” this time a slightly larger foot pushed out followed but a closed hand “Ow that one hurt” Jess said taking a deep breath.

Looking back at the house she saw some one stood not far from them his shape easily to make out, it was Jack , but she stayed with misaria for now feeling she needed her more.

Miseria didn't know what to say. This theory of Jessica's was weid but she could understand. She even thought of her own child. What if she'll have twins as well? That made her shake all over her body and not for cold. It was frightnence. She didn't even know how she could look after her baby.

And Jessica was right. Miseria needed someone who was in same situation as she was. Waiting. She put her other hand on her stomach and looked at it. Who could possibly imagine that she, the one who has always cold and pale skin and the one who is really skinny could have a baby? No one!