The New Emof Mannor

New fresh tears fell from her eyes now. "I was happy with him then. But I still loved you and always will. I know that you will never feel the same for me again. I know that it will never go back to how it was. But as long as you are happy with the girl that you are with now, I guess I will have to be happy for you. I want you to know this though, I will always be here for you. No matter what. You have been there for me when I needed you, and so I will do the same for you." Sammy said to him, letting go of his embrace and walking to the other side of the room. She leaned against the wall, all the love she was feeling for him that wasn't going to get released would seep out of her, and she would do something that she knew she shouldn't. She sighed deeply and then closed her eyes again.

Andrian was speechless as he heard what she had said, he felt her break free of his embrace but made no attempt to keep her there. He stared, blankly at the window with his jaws hanging from his mouth slightly. All of a sudden her. He turned his head around to face Samantha who now stood there leaning against the wall. Slowly, he approche her and placed an hand on her back getting as close as he could to her ears and whispered. "Gets some sleep, you'll feel better in the morning," he smiled at her. "I'll sleep on the couch if you need me."

Sammy opened her eyes when she felt him touching her. She loved him so much, he was the father of her child for heaven's sake. But she knew that he was with someone. But the way she was feeling about him right now was overwhelming. She put her hand on the back of his head softly, after opening her eyes. "I can't sleep right now with how I feel. I probably couldn't sleep for days." She said in a whisper. She wanted so much to lean just that last inch forward and kiss him. 'Forget this.' She thought to herself, she then closed her eyes again and leaned forward quickly kissing him passionately.

"I'll help you," smiled Andrian feeling her hand on the back of his head but he ignored it and placed his hand on hers, removing it from his head gently. To his dismay he felt her lips on his as she kissed him passionately, he yelped and stumbled backwards falling onto the bed. His stomach lifted with joy but he knew he shouldn't be doing this so he pushed her away and held her back before she could kiss him again. He was astonish, he couldn't remember the last time he kissed her it had been a whole school year. "Sam, stop!" he told her, his eyes were wide with horror.

Sammy felt him push her away. She opened her eyes with shock and fright. She knew that she had gone to far. How could she do this, but she knew that her feelings always won. She stepped away from him. "I'm sorry. I really am. I don't know what came over me. You have a girl. But then again I do know what came over me. Your the one person that I will always love and can never have. If it weren't for my horrible luck you and I would still be together now. But I will do my best to keep from kissing you again. I'm sorry." Sammy said to him crying loudly now. She walked off into the livingroom.

Andrian sighed and let Samantha run off to the lounge room, he leaned over placing his hand on her face, rubbing it sorely. After a few minute he got up on his feet and started to head down to the living room where Samantha stood with her thumb in her mouth. He soon stood beside her and massaged her back to help calm her down. "Sammy," he said softly. "I forgive you, now please get some sleep for me," he pleaded and took her hand in his, removing it from her mouth and held it.

Sammy knew now by the tone in his voice that he would never want her. He really liked, or loved the girl he was with. If it wasn't for that, he would probably be all over her right now. How she died for thoses days. So she turned around to face him. "I'm sorry I'm being stupid. But I will go to sleep now. But I'm not doing it for you. I'm doing it because I can't be in the same room as you right now. I can't believe how much this girl your with has changed you. Maybe it's a good thing....for you." Sammy said pulling away from him and walking to her room. She slammed the door and locked it. She knew that now he would know that she was mad at him.

Andrian sighed as she continued bashing herself with words, telling himt aht she'd sleep not because she was doing it for him but because she couldn't be in the same room as he was. "Sammy I-," he trialed off as she slammed the door and locked it. He stood there for a moment, turned around and placed both hands on the back of his head feeling the urge to rip it apart he fought the urge and threw a fist in the air. Then made his way down stairs on the couch, he summoned a blanket and fell asleep on the couch.

Of course she didn't sleep, she stayed up the whole time thinking about how he could have just let her go like that. He didn't even try and be with her. He really must love this girl he was with. Then she started to think about the evil part of her, and how if it ever got out again it would try to kill the girl he was with. So for the rest of that night she thought about how to solve this problem.

~NEXT DAY~

With Sammy not going to sleep, she only knew that it was morning from the light coming in her room. She had been thinking all night on her problems. She could only come up with one solution. But it would require the help of someone else. She didn't know if Andrian was still here and if he was if he was awake. So she walked out into the living room, of course wearing her bath robe nothing else underneath it. She wasn't afraid to be herself anymore. She walked to the kitchen and started making food for him and her.

Andrian woke up by the sound of plate clashing into each other from Samantha cooking in the kitchen. He got off and kicked the blanket off him, then started to make his way to the kitchen where he smelt all the nice food she has been making. He noticed that she was wearing only her bath robe and nothing else underneath it, his eyes widenned for a bit and he gulped. "Oh god," he thought and looked away then back at her. "Good morning," he spoke.