First of all, I'm very sorry you were rejected, but since I'm not an admin I can't say why that happened. I can say that it's a good site and that it's nice that you tried to join. However, I think that when you were rejected, the admins expected you to grant them the common courtesy of allowing others to give the site a chance. I've been rejected on one site and although I was angry about it initially if someone else wanted to join it I wouldn't stop them or badmouth the site because it could be that what wasn't good for me is good for them. We can't all get accepted into every single site we apply for, and sometimes you/you're RP style is just not right for a site. I know from experience. I understand that being rejected was probably a blow to your pride and it leaves you feeling slightly offended but that's no reason to discourage people from applying. All sites are in need of members and the phrase 'beggars can't be choosers' doesn't apply to every site out there. Just because a site rejected someone doesn't mean it's totally exclusive.